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May 9 - May 18, 2023
In typical Filipino fashion, my aunt expressed her love not through words of encouragement or affectionate embraces, but through food. Food was how she communicated. Food was how she found her place in the world. When someone rejected her food, they were really rejecting her heart. It crushed her.
At his blank look, I added, “We don’t really use chopsticks in the Philippines. We mostly use a spoon and fork or our hands.”
I put my hands on my hips. “Oh, come on. Would it kill you to say something nice for a change?” He responded by convulsing violently, then face-planting right into the dish.
Even someone like me felt utang na loob, that impossible to quantify sense of indebtedness and gratitude, to the people who’d raised me. But where was that magical line between selfishness and independence? Between my family and myself?
My eyes narrowed at this statement. Adeena Awan was my best friend and her older brother Amir was indeed a lawyer. While it seemed like a harmless suggestion from well-meaning family friends, I knew my godmothers well enough to see what they were trying to do. It was a setup. They’ve been trying to get me together with Amir since he first got accepted at some fancy law school in Chicago.
Besides, my family knew how the Shady Palms Police Department worked. I wasn’t going to let them pull anything on us, not again.
We both paused, knowing that wasn’t quite true. The law tended to work differently for people like us.
“Family first, right?” I said with a shrug. I thought I’d hidden the bitterness that came when I uttered that phrase, but Adeena picked up on it. “No offense, but you two sound really spoiled right now. Having families like ours might be kind of annoying, but it’s also a privilege.”
What had happened was,
Amir frowned. “Unfortunately, several of the hospital’s security cameras have been broken for months, including the one in that hallway. But you’re right, his behavior as of late has been strange. He must really want to wrap up the Derek Winter case fast. Or at the very least, have your bail revoked.”

