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This isn’t it. I won’t let him go. I’ll follow him beyond The Veil. I’ll climb into the stars and drag his soul back out of them if I have to. This. Is. Not. It.
“I need to focus on Lance. Not impossible ideas about defying the stars,”
“Don’t ever let go of her, Lance. You fucking fight for her until your last breath, you hear me?”
Everything in me had driven me at her for love, but I’d let his poison twist it into hate. For what? Power.
What was the point in power if I was alone with it? It wouldn’t keep me warm at night. It wouldn’t give me a damn thing that I actually wanted. My whole life I’d felt alone in so many ways. And so had she. But instead of coming together, we’d just pushed ourselves apart until-
She locked eyes with the demon lurking within my soul and knew she’d be better off away from me than bound to it.”
I hadn’t wanted to hurt him. I’d just wanted to be free. Free of fate or destiny or the stars. Free to choose my own life and live it how I wanted, not how I was told to.
But I did kinda envy her for her freedom. She was so unashamedly herself at all times.
“I promised you a friendship bracelet,” I teased. “We can get together for a slumber party another time though.”
But were the stars really so cruel that she should be punished for the rest of her life because she hadn’t chosen to mate with a guy who’d hurt her in unspeakable ways?
“If you try to fuck me over, kid, I’ll break every bone in your body. And if you try to fuck over the Vegas, I’ll rip out said broken bones one by one, put them in a blender and feed them to you through a straw. I know some nasty fucking spells that will make sure you stay alive through the entire thing. Mark. My. Words.”
It was long enough for me to stop crying myself to sleep, though I still woke up with tears on my cheeks.
“Don’t goad the stars.” I jabbed him in the shoulder. “They’ll take it as a challenge.”
“So, I can be bad so long as I’m being bad with you?” I teased. “Exactly.” He grinned, lunging toward me, and throwing me over his shoulder.
I am a Solarian Princess with a bucketload of power in my veins.
“Fuck the stars too, Darius,” I breathed, and his muscles tightened around me as he held me close. “Fuck every shining, gleaming one of them.”
I hoped to get that chance. But chances weren’t made by the stars alone. I needed to make my own opportunities,
“Yeah? Well maybe the stars can get fucked then,” he said fiercely, his navy eyes burning. “They might be able to put rings in your eyes, but they don’t get to force you to be miserable.”
So take a deep breath and suck it up, sweetheart. Because the girl who came back swinging at us after she nearly drowned in that pool doesn’t let anyone tell her what to do. Not even destiny.”
He was the kind of friend who would stand up to my bullshit, bristle in response to my resting bitch face, call me out on my own crap, push me off a roof when I cheated him and have my back to the brutal, bitter end. Ride or die. In short, the best kind of friend there was. Which considering the short time I’d known him seemed insane, but I just knew it was the case.
“Wars have hinged on less. Fate is a fickle and temperamental beast.”
“But you slammed the door in his face and told him nothing had changed,” Gabriel said sadly like knowing I’d done that hurt him too. “And you told him you still hated him.”
That’s the end of it. So, fuck fate. Fuck the stars. Fuck destiny. Fuck Darius Acrux. And fuck you.”

