We exchange a look, a heated look, and before I can say anything to cut the tension, he asks, “Want to order some Chinese food? Have a little fire with me and maybe a game of Monopoly?” There is a smile on his face but insecurity in his eyes, too. Strange. And that’s when it really hits me. I truly regret what I did, because every time I run into you, I see the beautifully intelligent and dynamic woman I foolishly let slip from my grasp. He truly regrets letting me go. That insecurity has been present in his stare every time we’ve run into each other. Even when he was deep inside me, I saw the
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