Regretting You

by Colleen Hoover

Sometimes when we’re alone, he looks at me in a way that makes me feel empty when he looks away.

Cute

It’s like my chest has been on a constant search for its missing piece, and Jonah is holding it in his fist.

I audibly said "ew" lOl

He’s offering me a piece of my own gum.

Help lmaoooo

Maybe I’m getting bored. Or worse. Maybe I’m boring.

don’t know why I’ve been wanting to hold him so much since it happened. Maybe I find his newness kind of comforting amid all this death.

Watch him be her brother....

I realize he’s standing in front of the city limit sign. He’s looking into his camera when he says, “So. Clara Grant. You just drove by, and I know you saw me standing out here on the side of the road. Here’s the deal. I have a girlfriend, but I stopped thinking about her when I go to bed at night, and Gramps says that’s a bad sign and that I should break up with her. I mean, I have had a thing for you for a long time now, and I feel like I’m running out of opportunity. So I’ll make you a deal. If you turn your car around at the bottom of that hill and come back, I’m gonna take that as a sign, finally listen to my gut, break up with my girlfriend, and eventually ask you out. I might even ask you to prom this year. But if you don’t turn your car around, then I’ll assume you and I just weren’t meant to—” His eyes flash up, and he catches sight of something. He grins and then looks back down at his phone. “Look at that. You came back.”

I'm Going to throw up and cry myself to sleep

He brings his mouth to my ear. “And you said promposals were stupid.”

Crying. Like wow