“I had to make some serious decisions,” he tells them. “Either I go and knock this motherfucker’s head off, because I had all the right reasons, you know? Do some time for the next thirty years, but it’s not a big deal. I’m a gangbanger anyway. I live comfortably in every facility, any facility. Do I kill this motherfucker or do I not do a thing?” That’s what he thinks his decision was in the moment when he received the news. Kill the guy, or not. But really, he says, he realized that wasn’t his decision at all. The decision was actually “Do I make it about me and go kill this motherfucker? Or
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