He kept a list called “Heard in Meetings” that still remains in his archives, written on ordinary yellow lined paper: “The happiness of being among people. Just a person among people.” “They say it’s good for the soul, but I don’t feel nothing inside you could call a soul.” “I shit myself every day for years.” “I came in to save my ass and found my soul was attached.” “‘No’ is also an answer to my prayers, as well.” “It hurts.”
