“Who am I? I am a worthless woman who is addicted to porn. I’ve never been able to connect with anyone my whole life, and my whole career field just makes me the oddball anywhere I go. I hate myself for everything I am not. I’ve started using hookup apps when I am drunk, and I’m putting myself in situations I swore I would never be in. It just reinforces that no one wants anything to do with me except to use me. Now I am a damaged scientist. Who would ever want me?”
