Since the early hours of May 2, 2011, I’ve had many moments when I’ve wondered if being the one who killed Osama bin Laden was the best thing that ever happened to me, or the worst. I’m still trying to figure that out. It’s a difficult position to be in, one that has caused anxiety and sleepless nights. I’m confident, though, that this all happened for a reason. I’m committed to making the most of it.

