That shows the importance of childhood, doesn’t it? P: Yes. She remembers very little of it and it’s best. – She literally wanted to die. Many times. She didn’t want to be here without love. What was the use of feeling the human emotions if you only felt the pain? She came into this life to feel emotions. That was what was not according to plan. She was supposed to be able to feel love. And it was not returned to her in the way that she needed, wanted, and gave, and so she shut down. And came up with other behaviors and techniques that would resemble or make it seem as though it was love. D:
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