I actually consider it. If it's a family dinner then we won't be alone. And after my freak out in the library, the fact is, Sam's had me alone. If he wanted to do something about it, take advantage of it in some way, surely he would have already. But then, Sam has also made it abundantly clear he has no romantic or sexual interest in me - that he's only ever wanted me as a friend. I should be comforted by the fact that he isn't attracted to me. I know that.
