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that smile in all my life. She was so fucking beautiful, looking like some siren in that river. She may have thought she was devil-created, but she was flawless. I was pretty damn sure if there was a devil, he had nothing to do with what I was seeing. That was all good, a goddamn fucking blessing.
Fuck. I’d drowned. I’d drowned and this was my hell.
Gotta take life by the balls at some point and squeeze those fuckers with the skill of a whore.”
And not for sex. Shock-fuckin’ horror. I just wanted her to feel worthy.
She offered a timid smile, lifted the bottle slowly to her lips, tried the beer, spat it out, laughed about it, and damn near crushed my whore heart.
“You made me feel like an equal, tonight, Ky. Like I was a woman of worth.”
“I think that love is love, no matter the flaws, or faith of the person you choose to give your heart to. We are all fallen in some way, Lilah, none of us perfect, but to feel someone’s unconditional love, surely that is all that matters in the end.”
I can’t believe the high and mighty Kyler Willis, at age twenty-seven, has fallen in love.
Lilah lifted my right foot into the bowl and set to wash that too. Fucking shivers ran up my body. I loved sex, loved fucking pussies. I loved licking them, pounding them, fucking fingering them until my arm was drenched with juice, but Lilah humming on the floor, covered head to toe and washing my feet, had to go down as the hottest moment of my life.
Fucking was easy. It was this intimacy between two people that destroyed your heart so you couldn’t see anything else but the bitch before you, giving you something you never knew you even needed.
My heart omg
My heart omg
I couldn’t move. Couldn’t seem to breathe. What the fuck was happening to me?
Fuck. This bitch was gonna kill me. It was the slowest, most painful foreplay.
“I have observed Styx and Mae doing it often.” Her lashes fluttered as she looked up at me again. “It seems… nice… intimate.”
Silence filled the room until she said, “Thank you, Ky… for everything…” Fuck.
“I am not your jailer. I am not going to keep you here against your will. I love you more than my life and I just want you to be happy.”
The bitch was mine now whether she knew it or not; she was mine to keep.
My eyes snapped open at these thoughts, and I knew one thing. I fuckin’ loved the bitch. I was fuckin’ in love with the bat shit-crazy pilgrim blonde
“Baby…” I trailed off and ran my finger down her cheek. My stomach clenched as I looked at her. I had this overwhelming need to protect her. My insides were almost tearing apart with the need to hold her, to fuckin’ have her close, to stop her shaking, to stop her fear.
I’d killed, in cold blood, more people than I could count. I’d faced death laughing, been shot, stabbed, and sliced… but I’d never felt fear like I was feeling at this moment as I looked down at the most stunning bitch that ever existed, fear that I could’ve lost her, fear that I could lose her still.
my chest almost exploding as I confessed, “Because I fuckin’ love you, Li… I’m fuckin’ insane over you. You ain’t no burden.”
The elders and Prophet David would have declared me a harlot, but right now, it was a title I was content to own.
But Ky, I saw everything within Ky. Being joined with him carnally called to me, just as strongly as I was called to my faith.
His head lifted just a fraction, enough for his eyes to meet mine, and he asked, “You ever come, baby?”
Anyone even comes close to trying to take you away from me and I’ll slit their motherfuckin’ throat. You belong to me, you’re mine, and right now, in this bed, I’m gonna do something else for the very first time. We both are.”
“I’m gonna make love to you, Lilah. I’m gonna take you as mine, possess you. ‘Cause there ain’t no one out there… no one else who could do this to me, but you.”
Pressing his forehead against mine, he inhaled a ragged breath and murmured, “I fuckin’ love you, Lilah. This, us, baby, it’s more than just fucking. You get that, yeah?”
blinding smile graced his beautiful face and he began crawling stealthily down my body, only to brace himself at my core, his warm breath blowing heavily on my core. “I’m gonna make you feel good. Okay, sweet cheeks?”
Not once breaking eye contact, he pushed into me so slowly, that I felt every single part of him within me.
Breaking from my mouth on a gasp, Ky looked into my eyes, an unseen emotion shining from their depths… so beautiful that tears threatened to fall. This joining was like nothing I could have imagined—sensual, intimate, and filled with more love than I ever knew possible.
This was real. This was beautiful… and so soul-changing precious.
“I love you, Li. Christ, I fuckin’ love you,” he confessed. I could hear the disbelief and shock laced in his voice.
A life far from all I had been taught was true, but my soul was attached to his… joined, melded with his. This was sacred. This could be it… “You okay, baby?”
“I ain’t ever thought I’d feel this way about a bitch, Li, but you’ve done it. You’ve got under my skin and changed me,” Ky finally spoke.
“Brother or not, best friend or not… prez or fuckin’ not, you ever speak about Lilah like that again and I’ll stab you through your fuckin’ heart!”
Styx stared at me, and I braced myself for a fight, but then a shit-eating grin spread on his face and I reared back in confusion.
“What the fuck you smiling at? And what the fuck was all that about, you prick!” I snapped. Styx picked himself up and came to stand right before ...
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Reaching down, I pressed a kiss to the back of Mae’s hand and said, “I promise you, sugar. I’m gonna save my woman… or I’m gonna fuckin’ die trying.”
clearly seeing the devastation written on my face, he wrapped his hand around my head and pulled me to his chest. I fuckin’ nearly broke like a pussy.
“I fuckin’ asked you to watch Lilah so you could get to know her for more than her looks. I saw the way you looked at the bitch and I saw the way she looked at you too. I saw the spark but
knew you were too much of a fuckin’ whore to want her for more than a fuck. I couldn’t let you do that to her, brother.”
Tears blurred my eyes, and I gripped Styx’s cut. “I need her back, prez. Ain’t sure what I’ll do if she’s lost. I’m changed; she’s changed me. I’m under her damn spell and I sure as shit don’t wanna get out.”
Flame’s whole body tensed, a fuckin’ scary as shit noise ripped from his throat, and he boomed out, “HE AIN’T HER FUCKIN’ BROTHER MOSES! SHE’S FUCKIN’ MINE!!!”
This joining is wrong! This whole place is wrong!
Vike came next to me, twirling the name badge in his hands. “What’s up, doc?” He paused. Then a huge fuckin’ grin spread on his lips. “I’ve been fuckin’ dying to say that.”
“I love you, baby. We’re gonna get you through this, ‘cause, fuck, you deserve more to life than you’ve been getting. You deserve to be happy with me.”
I was no longer beautiful, yet he was here. My skin ruined, my hair gone, and my cheek marred… yet here he was, protecting me, lying by my side. Why?
“‘Cause I ain’t wanting to be without you. You hearing me? You’re my fuckin’ woman. We ride this road together, no matter what gets in our way.”
Ky’s hands held the sides of my head and his face softened at my reaction. “I love you, Li. You’re mine. My woman. My property. My fuckin’ old lady… my fuckin’ forever.”
SOBBING
“But that’s where you’re wrong, Li. ‘Cause scars or not, hacked-off hair or not, lash marks on your back, a fuckin’ cross burned onto your stomach or not, you are perfect to me. You will always exist to me. And anything you did to yourself to fuck that up didn’t work because you’ll always be the most beautiful bitch I’ve ever seen. You’ll always be the only bitch I’ll ever see, period.”
