I came to Cannon Beach to get one last hit of Adrik Petrov before an eight-month detox. Now I’m realizing I’m a full-blown addict. Each day that passes, it only gets worse. With him in Rafe’s room and me in Nix’s, and neither of us admitting that we’re actually dating, we have to sneak away to get our fix. We’ve fucked down on the beach, in Rafe’s car, in the shower, in the basement gym, and even in the kitchen at two o’clock in the morning. It’s never enough.

