He had barely slept, and when he had, his dreams had been fragmented and disturbing, affording him glimpses of a past which had always been a source of shame for him but now… God. They haunted him. He had always known he had behaved badly but…Christ almighty. He had not had the faintest idea. Not the smallest notion of how devastated Emmeline had been left in the wake of his disgraceful behavior.
