Into Darkness We Fall

by Jodie King

“That was the moment I realized I was fucked. You were distinctive. It wasn’t about the money. The fame. Sex. Drugs. Music or who the hell I was and what you could gain. You rejected my ass. You weren't like anyone I had ever met. You dismissed everything and saw me for who the fuck I was, not what I had transformed into for everybody else when I got on stage. You overlooked the chaos, and more than anything, it’s what I really craved after years of being famous.”

“Why do you smoke weed?”

“It stops me from being fucking crazy. It is the only thing that keeps me calm.”

Love is about providing, consuming, and returning.

"You, Charley. I want every broken piece of you. Just tell me how I can become a better man; tell me what you need from me so I can glue all the pieces back together that I damaged. I want to replace every fucked-up memory you have with something so strong that it takes away everything you have been through and nothing else matters. I want to cherish every part of you, as you truly deserve. I want you as my queen.”

“When I first laid eyes on you, a tiny, fragile little thing that I could crush effortlessly, I never thought that you would wield so much fucking power over me. You, the only woman capable of reducing me to my fucking knees for the first time in my entire life.”

"Emotions have always been foreign territory to me—an action I’ve mastered in the art of detachment because it has always been a necessity for my role as a rising mafia leader. But for you, Char, I would rewrite every rule, bend every fucking boundary and be exactly who you need me to be.”

Without her, my world loses its fucking color, its meaning, its purpose. My love for her is more than just words, it is a feeling that reaches depths that only the heart can understand. Through all the hard times we've shared, our bond has grown stronger. She is my rock, my anchor in the storm, and I want to cherish her for a lifetime if she will allow me to.

“Wherever I am, Lil Chaos, I need you beside me, but if you’re not, I will always be beside you because our souls are forever entwined. Now and forever.”

I will not be repeating the same mistakes. I haven't moved on. I haven’t even so much looked at another woman. I have waited for her because she is the woman I love. She is mine. She always has been, and she always will be.

“You are supposed to be with me, Swan. You know it’s what Chaos would have wanted, don’t you? And I am not being an asshole by saying that to make you stay with me, but it’s the fucking truth because I knew my brother.”

“Every time I am around you; I fucking feel him. I feel close to him through you because you were ours. Someone we bonded over for years. Someone we both fell madly in love with despite all the shit that was supposed to tear us apart.”

“Such a good girl for me, taking my cock in your ass until I have you stretched the fuck out.”

“She isn’t yours Reign, so how will—” He pulls my chin with a firm grip, drawing my focus back to his eyes. “She is mine. You both are.”

“And that is what I want, if you will allow me to. I am going to love every single thing about you, Swan.” “Even the broken parts?” “Especially the broken parts.”

“This is me finally claiming you as mine, Swan. From this moment on, we’re in this together. You will be my fucking wife. We will reign together. We will grow old together. We will be a family. But most of all, you will be happy. I will make sure of it for the rest of our days.”

“It's exhilarating and makes you feel unfettered. It is a great place to come to clear your thoughts and enjoy things in the moment.”