Into Darkness We Fall

by Jodie King

“Our fucking pussy. Only ours.”

“Maybe I want to continue pushing you out of that little bubble you hate to fucking love. Maybe I want to know exactly who you are beneath that scary world you engulf yourself in. Maybe I want to show you exactly what you're missing the fuck out on.”

“So, what exactly intrigues you?”

“You. All of you. Your pretty face, but your dark soul.”

"Through your green eyes, I can see a beautiful mess of chaos. I find it captivating how you sit comfortably in the shadowy corners of your mind, despite your fear of darkness. Every fucking day, you dance with the gloom, unknowingly loving the very thing you despise."

“We don't have to do anything you don't fucking want to. I did just want to hang out until you kissed me like that, and now I can't help but want to eat your cunt for dinner.”

“You can be around thousands of friends and family, yet not one of them actually gives a fuck.

“Family is just a bunch of people who you're forced to grow up with, fucking be around and can never get away from.”

(You're a beautiful little thing that I would love to shatter and then put all the pieces back together.)

(And I might just let you shatter me.)

“Tell me to stop if I hurt you. I am not used to being fucking gentle.”

“While he fills that tight little cunt of yours from behind, I want you to fantasize with every fucking second that goes by, that I am the one deep inside of you, shamefully tearing your perfect pussy apart. Always keep your pretty eyes on mine and show us just how hard you will come for me.”

(Good morning, my Lil Chaos.)

“That’s such a fucking dangerous thing to say to a man like me, Lil Chaos.”

“I did tell you I was a bad fucking influence. The worst is yet to come, Lil Chaos. I’m about to drag that little slut and confidence right the fuck out of you. I want to see how far I can push you and how far you’re willing to allow me to go.”

“That’s our good girl.”

“You will undoubtedly fuck my brother tonight, and no, I will not be mad at you for it, but let me make one thing very clear, Lil Chaos, no one else gets to enter that delicious cunt of yours while you're fucking me or him.”

“Because I want to break every single fucking inch of you."

“I want to stretch and fill each of your tiny holes with my cock and come. I want to make sure you don’t walk back out of my fucking bedroom the same girl you were when you walked into it.”

“Take your dress off.”

“To your knees.”

“Crawl to me like a little fucking slut.”

“I’m going to spread your ass wide tonight and dive my tongue so far into your tight, little pink hole that I can taste the insides of you.”

“This is going to be rough, but just know it's because I've wanted to feel your pussy wrapped around my cock for a while now.”

“Fucking ride me. Bounce your snug cunt on my dick.”

Reign knows how to fuck, hard, and he just sent me to another dimension I had no idea existed.

“A-fucking-nother one, Charley. You think I didn’t see how needy you were for my cock on the way here? Fucking fuck me and give yourself another one. Satisfy your greedy little pussy.”

“You're going to drive me fucking crazy being here, but you're exactly what I need.”

“Fucking take it, Charley. We are going to wreak fucking havoc on both of those snug little holes, whether you want it or not. Be our good girl, or we will only make everything worse for you.”

“Our good girl, you took us so well, and we both loved every fucking minute of claiming you together. You pleased us so much and it was the best birthday present ever.”

“Although you are Chaos to the outside world, in mine, you are the calm that I have needed. So, thank you for bringing me peace in my turbulent storms.”

“Although I am Chaos, you are my calm as well Lil Chaos.”

“If I have my way, I won’t ever let you go, beautiful. You’re one of the rare gems in this fucked world and although you believe you're all gloomy, it’s quite the fucking opposite. I knew it from the moment I set eyes on you by my pool that you were going to make me buckle to my knees for you.”

“Be a good girl and eat your fucking breakfast before I eat you; you're staying with me tonight.”

“Since the moment I laid eyes on you, something ignited within me—a fire that I can't explain. I haven't exactly gone about things the right way, haven't verbalized what you fucking mean to me, but I hope you feel it in every moment we share together. You are more than just someone I spend my time with; you are special to me, Lil Chaos. You've breathed life into parts of me that were void and dark for a very long time.”

“I like how you are rough with me, yet you can also be a gentle giant when I need it most. I had never felt wanted in my life, but you and Chaos make me feel wanted, even if you are not trying to. You both offer me different things, grounding me, and together, you give me a balance that I never knew I needed. You are different from one another, yet in some fucked-up way I have become obsessed with how you guys make me feel.”

“What do you want me to fucking say? That you are the only girl I have ever felt anything for? That you drive me possessively insane, yet I fucking love it? That you are this little sweet, innocent chick but an absolute slut for my dick and I dig it? That your warmth melts away the coldness in my heart whenever you are near?”

“Give him another one, Charley; make me come down your throat and then I'll fuck your greedy little asshole.”

“Such a dirty fucking slut, loving two cocks in you at the same time until you’re shattering between us.”

“You need to understand who your future husband is. I am not the happy ending to your fairy tale; I'm the beginning of your worst fucking nightmare.”

Scattered across my body are wounds and bruises, each one a reminder of the suffering I endure, but it is the invisible marks, the ones he leaves deep within me, that weigh the heaviest. Those marks will never fade, reminders of the pain and trauma he inflicts on me with every touch.

“I understand you hate us right now, and I don't fucking blame you, beautiful, but in time, if you allow it, we will bring you the rays of light you need so badly in your darkness. We will not stop until you’re feeling whole and safe again.”

“Because queens will forever be fucking queens. You may not feel it right now since you have never known it, but right here—”

“No amount of sorrow and trauma is capable of stripping away the purest of blood and strength that flows through every chamber of your heart, Charley.”

“One day, you will come to understand that everything you went through has merely rendered you into the person you're destined to be, and I would proudly kneel at your fucking feet, because queens who have grown and fought through the toughest of challenges are the queens who deserve every ounce of admiration and respect.”

As Reign catches me watching them, he is lying on his side, propped up on his elbow. Our eyes lock as he flashes me a gentle smile and for a moment, everything else fades away. His smile has a way of melting away my worries, a rare sight that always catches me off guard. I am still not used to it, but it's a beautiful reminder of the effort he puts into comforting me, just like Chaos does.

Chaos is my go-to for emotion, cuddles and on my down days he always manages to bring me back to the surface, we love to loathe our darkness. Reign is the one who makes me feel fuzzy when he is affectionate, special, I always feel safe in his presence because of his alpha demeanor, and I know he can make anyone strong and structured.

What we go through, we grow through.”

“We must find a way to ignite our suffering like fuel and use it to bring warmth and light to the cold darkness that has consumed us.”

“But always know, Char, that I now sit in your darkest hours with you, and you will never be alone. Your tears and sadness now belong to me. You don't have to carry it by yourself; it's equally mine, and if it becomes too much to bear, I'll need you to fucking share it with me so I can shoulder the weight and give you some time to rest and revive.”