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Sleeping with him wasn’t right. Even though I wanted him to take the very thing I always reserved for him.
“Don’t let a thot bitch get you fucked up, Nikki.” He smirked. “Trust me…it wasn’t this dick that made her find another dick to jump on. It’s always good over here. Matter fact you can find out for yaself.”
I wanted him to take the very thing I’d held on to for so long.
“It’s cute that you think I’m honorable enough to control myself around you.
“You not only gon’ put up with me, you gon’ love that shit. Tell me we not a couple again, and I’ma duct tape ya pussy lips together.”
“Just like they a couple, we a couple. We stuck just like they gon’ be if you keep fuckin’ with me.”
“Sooner or later you gon’ abandon ya morals and reputation for love, baby. Might as well accept it.”
Her ass loved leaving my sliding door open, letting out all the good air.
“Mane, the minute that nigga proposed to her, I lost my fuckin’ shit. I went home a cried for ‘bout two minutes. My stomach was messed the fuck up the whole fuckin’ night. My dick wouldn’t even get hard after that shit.”
“You over there dyin’ laughin’ and I’m being so fuckin’ serious. A nigga thought I was outta here. You ever shit for a month straight just ‘cause you think about some shit that makes ya stomach hurt. I know you saw how much fuckin’ weight I lost behind her muthafuckin’ ass.”
You think I’m finna sit up here worried about my old bitch when my fuckin’ everything right there?”
“I am okay with it. That and the fact that Poppi tore yo’ ass up. I’m very satisfied.”
“Poppi exposed the fake shit. You can’t be mad at her for that. You played yaself.”
As much as I loved all those things about her, my dainty, beautiful, delicate flower was about to discover that she had some fight in her. She just needed the right nigga to make her see that some shit was worth fighting for.
“You didn’t want to marry Eddie. That’s what God showed me. You were about to make a mistake just like I did. However, he rescued me and saved you.”
Weighing on me more was that of my man’s heart. I had to get my shit together and say fuck the world. It was that simple.
“Catch me now, hoe! Move y’all so them bitches can line the fuck up!”
“Get you a friend who doesn’t play about anybody she cares about! She’s gon’ come through blazin’ without a single fuckin’ question! That’s Poppi! That’s my muthafuckin’ hood flower girl!”
“To tilling up the ground,” she said. Tilting my head to the side, I added, “And planting new seeds.”
Black men who stepped up, loved, and protected their women with everything that was in them.
