Losin' Control

by Ladii Nesha

His bank account had more zeros than he knew what to do with, he had access to some of the most beautiful women on the planet, and every night he knew where his next meal was coming from. Yet, with all of that, something was missing.

He wasn’t sure how a rich young nigga was supposed to feel, but he didn’t feel it. In fact, he didn’t feel anything.

“For real and talking to you is refreshing. I mean you sad as shit, but you so unfazed by who I am, and I’m not going to lie, that shit attractive. It’s been a minute since I’ve talked to a female that wasn’t trying to fuck me.

“You’re an asshole,” Marley laughed. “Me not wanting to jump your bones turns you on?”

“Yep. Makes me wanna jump your bones,” he mocked her.

“Anyway, why are you here? What’s on your mind?” “I needed my best friend.” He reached up and tugged at one of her curls.

“Not rich ass Czar sitting in my bed, massaging my scalp,” Marley mumbled.

“Shut up and catch this smoke.” Czar bowed his head and slowly blew a stream of smoke into her mouth. “Soft ass lips,” he mumbled, stealing a kiss, and to his surprise, she didn’t fight it, so he did it again and again until their tongues started to wrestle.

“Nah, wishes are for people who don’t have faith. I wholeheartedly believe that God is going to bless me with you.”

“I don’t know what it is about you, but I’m feeling the fuck outta you.” Czar kissed her neck. “At first, I wanted to fuck you because

you got a smart-ass mouth and I like that shit.” He kissed her again. “Now I want to save you.” Czar lightly sucked her ripped ear lobe. “I want to keep a smile on your pretty face.”

“Then stop acting like you don’t know what’s up. On some real shit though, why would yo lil booty ass leave me like that? You didn’t say thanks for eating my pussy or nothing. Just let me suck on that fat muthafucka and dipped.”

“I sucked the electrolytes out of your pussy, we go together.”

She knew what he wanted her to do. It didn’t matter if the blunt was long enough for him to hold. His high was better when the smoke came from her mouth.

This was no normal stroke. Czar’s moves were hypnotizing her, erasing every memory of another nigga. Czar fucked her like he was marking his territory, like he’d murk a nigga for staring at her for too long.

“You got it wrong, my baby. I want to fall at your pretty ass feet.”

“It’s natural to think about the future, and the fact that you are thinking long-term makes my heart smile. You don’t have to worry about having babies, I’ll have them for you. I’ll pop out as many babies as you want.”

“Bitch, so am I. You think I just go around offering to bust my pussy open for fun because I don’t. When you’re ready, I'll carry your babies for you,” Harper promised. “Two max, anything after that you gotta adopt because I can’t have droopy coochie lips.”

“Nigga you fell in love with a broken heart,” Biggie uttered. “That shit requires work. I know you didn’t think it was going to be easy.”

“Because niggas are selfish, Marley. I can almost bet when he saw you trending he lost his mind. You elevated without him in your life.”

“Girl, you broke up with him after he took you out of the country and plugged our business with a rich ass dude and his weak stomach wife, decked out your place, laced you with good dick, ate your ass, and sucked your toes!” Harper ranted. “Would you want a stanking ass I’m sorry?”

“For real though, you cool as fuck and we vibe on a different level. I miss talking to you, smoking with you, drinking tea with you, and I miss this pussy. You’re my homie, lover, and friend, and I love you, LB.”

Never in Czar’s wildest dreams did he think he’d be content with just one woman, but he was. Marley was everything he needed and more. She was his best friend, his freak, his inner peace, his fitness guru, and more.