What my mind can’t understand, my heart tends to distrust. Sometimes I can have more faith in my fears coming true than in God coming through for me. There will always be a gap between what we see and the full story God knows. If I don’t feel like God is coming through for me today, it’s so hard to trust that surrendering my future to Him is a safe thing to do. Suffering doesn’t mean that trusting God is too risky.

