what was actually wrong was that I was once in a relationship where I felt the need to investigate but was too afraid to do so. So, instead of looking into things to verify what I was being told, I just kept asking questions, hoping to get answers that made sense. But things just weren’t adding up. And when I pressed for more explanation, I was shamed for my concern. So, my central nervous system was doing the job God created it for. It was firing off constant warning signals. But then I felt incapable of figuring out what the warning was about.
