But instead of simply accepting how flawed I am, I’ve decided not to look at myself so negatively. There are lots of shiny and sparkly aspects of myself, too. I’ve just been trying so hard to not look at them. I’d confined myself to the wastelands within me, but there are geographies rich with green and blue inside me as well, which I will now try to spend more time in. I believe that I can do that now. That all of this is part of my own special effort to live on – the important thing, now, is to have faith in that.
