“I think it’s the tears..... crying so much of late.....you were right! It’s great; I love it, tears of sadness, tears at the beauty in the world, tears of grief and loss, and tears of gratitude that my life is finally becoming manageable and even intimate. I’ve cried more in the past couple of months than I have done the past couple of decades. I am actually opening up to life, it’s become less narrow, it’s not just pain, shame, guilt.....there’s something else, something quite beautiful.”

