‘I don’t know why. I don’t know if it’s me or this place. I feel so wide open since having the baby. When I was pregnant I felt so happy. I made beautiful things and it felt like the baby was with me as I created. Then they pull you open and they pull the baby out and they leave you like that.’ She looks back down at the baby. ‘I haven’t closed back up yet. I feel like anything could get in.
