the therapist said there are places you can go to scream, like the top of a mountain or a roller coaster. there were screaming clubs during the pandemic, she said. she told me i could probably join one if i wanted but what’s the point in sanctioned screaming? i don’t want to scream when it’s okay to scream i want to scream in the middle of new street station at rush hour as loud as i can and for half a second have everyone stop and stare at me and fear for their lives that something terrible has happened i want to scream in the library all the way down the escalator, ruin everyone’s train of
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