if I want to have this conversation, I guess I’m going to have to track him down and force him to have it. I’ve gone over this in my head a million different ways since he walked away from me. The pain in his eyes has haunted me. Fuck. It has me rubbing the heel of my hand over my heart. The very last thing in the world that I want to do is hurt Charlie. He’s the best person I know. My favorite person in the world. I can’t lose him. And I don’t want to let this fester any longer. Hearing his confession is only adding to my own confused feelings. Maybe if he would talk to me, I’d know what he’s
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