Besides, he isn’t thinking of getting married. He just wants Isabel off his back, so he doesn’t lose her. If he can only get Isabel to hold on for a while, things will work out well. He can’t understand it himself, this fear that takes over every normal thought he can possibly have when he thinks of Isabel as being the only woman he will ever put his hands on again. He can’t imagine his life that way. Babies with her, yeah. He loves the idea of having one little girl with Isabel’s big round eyes. It’s enough reason for living. But giving up a session like he had with Ramona the other day, he
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Not wanting to settle down, which means he understands faithfulness after marriage. However, he wants to own Isabel and have a child with her but not commit to only her
