I leaned on the wall and took a deep, steadying breath. For the first time since I’d started my cold-turkey nightmare, I felt peaceful. Eve smoothed her hands down her shorts and took a deep breath, too. I should say something to her. First times were scary. Fear was my only memory of mine. The part my mind couldn’t let go of. I might hate Eve for telling my dad about the drugs, and I might want her to pay for fucking up my life, but my fury had dampened. I’d still make her pay for her little act of snitching, but after the surprisingly spectacular fuck we’d just had, I had plenty of ideas for
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