“Look, the things you think you love about me? You shouldn’t. Not really. My… past. It’s part of me, it affects everything that I do in the most fucked-up way. You think that I’m strong, you love that I take care of you. But I’m only like that because of what happened. I was forced to become bulletproof and competent because I faced complete insanity. That competence and diligence that you get off on is tainted. Jesus, even in bed. You like how I am with you. I’m… controlling. I’m in charge a lot. You even said it to me, that I don’t like to be out of control. See? How am I supposed to be who
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