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In the West, there were the bodies. But here, we were less flashy, less prone to drama and sensation. We preferred our crimes quiet, our cases closed—that was my father’s motto. He was the last of a dying breed, I thought. A detective who got no shot of adrenaline from either the chase or the justice. So very different from the craving of my youth: Give me a wrong, so that I may punish.
“Is Skyler around?” My six-year-old niece was always a welcome distraction.
Stay too long, and you became exactly what Mirror Lake decided you would be.
I thought it was probably Keira or Luke—my business partners and closest friends—checking in, updating me on the day’s progress.
Every house has a story, and every renovation, a mystery—something the prior owners are trying to fix, or cover up.
My father used to say you have to keep an eye on things, or they’d change on you.
“My dad says you’re not really my aunt,” she said, watching me intently.
“Why not?” Roy said. “You always were his favorite.”
The man who owned this house was not really my father.
My mother had grifted her way into the Holts’ lives when Caden and I were both almost eight, and Gage was ten. A little more than six years later, she’d grifted her way out, but left me behind. I was fourteen. In place of everything she’d taken, all she’d left me was a letter she’d slipped under the pillow of my bed, inside a single envelope addressed to Daughter of Mine.
The bartender, Felicity,
Everything mattered disproportionately in a small town. Your success, but also your failure. Everyone knows might as well have been our town motto.
The last words she ever gave me. The brutal finality: I hope one day you can forgive me.
How much deeper did my mother’s secrets go?
The only thing I ever found—or thought I’d found—was a postcard that once arrived for me in my college mailbox, my name and address printed on a label. A picture of a beach at sunset, a single palm tree, from a town on the coast of Mexico.
Keira and Luke had probably arrived together. They were now officially a couple, after years of dancing around it—but it also changed the way we operated as a business together.
I’ve since decided this shared confidence was the most essential quality in business: the confidence to try; the confidence that you had something to offer, that you had a vision worth seeing through. The more you believed, the more you could convince others to believe too.
A message. A promise. A warning: Come back, Hazel. Look. Find them.
“It’s a pattern, don’t you think?” she asked. A pattern with the cars. A pattern of behavior. “Wives, leaving the Holt men?” she continued. “Your mother, Audrey. God, I don’t even remember the name of Roy’s wife, that marriage was so quick.”
She sniffed. “I warned her, you know. Being a Holt isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. But I guess I don’t need to tell you that.”
“I mean, it seems to me that not everyone makes it out of Mirror Lake so easily.”
“The truth is,” I said, “most of the issues you can see, those are just surface problems. Easy, honestly. If you can see it, you can fix it. It’s the things you don’t see that can really hurt you.”
The thing about a first love was that you told them everything. All the secrets, all the parts that made you into who you had become. Before you boxed them up, stacked them away. But they still had them: all the pieces that you eventually learned not to share with others, from experience.

