i cut everyone out of my life that you didn’t like my assistant my friends my own sister i stopped doing the things that i loved i stopped waking up with the sun i stopped going on hikes i stopped drawing i stopped writing i stopped working i stopped dreaming of adventures i stopped eating i stopped laughing i stopped cumming i stopped sleeping i wore more makeup and less clothes my nails got longer my heels got higher i lost myself looking for your love • an apparition in a miniskirt
