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But right now, with this beautiful naked woman standing in front of me, I feel ready to go looking for a club. Me Ryan. You pretty. Make fire and baby.
And look, I’m a girl of simple tastes. I like cheap wine and expensive cheese.
She’s standing there in all her naked glory, brandishing a knife, looking fierce as a red-haired warrior goddess. I have no doubt she’d tear me apart with that thing. Fuck, why is it making me hard? It’s gotta be the pain meds. My dick is drunk on codeine and thinks she’s the most beautiful thing we’ve ever seen.
“Sweet puppy, you listen to me now,” I tease. “If you think you have what it takes to ride this rollercoaster, you are sorely mistaken.
“I think you may be overlooking one of the important nuances of human communication,” he replies. I glance his way, the phone still buzzing in my hand. “What?” Ilmari just shrugs, his gaze on the road. “No answer is still an answer.”
“If I had to see you naked one more fucking time and not touch you, I was gonna die,” he whispers against my mouth.
Throwing all caution to the wind, I hold him by the hips and give him my truth. “I’m only here because of you.”
“Does your pussy have teeth? I didn’t feel any before…not that I got much time to explore.”
“The rules are simple: We’re friends who fuck to feel good. You can’t offer more. I’m not taking more. I’m asking you, as your friend, if you’d like to orgasm on my face. Say yes, and I’ll even let you pick which episode of SOA we watch after.”
“Are you trying to kill me here?” “No, I’m trying to get that tongue-fucking you promised me,” I tease.
I really like the mental image of me being naked between your knees with your dick in my mouth.
She wants me to keep the briefs on? Done. At this point, she could ask me to wear a scuba mask and a cowboy hat, and I’d say yes.
I refuse to succumb to death by dick. But I love the thrill of being used. Now, fuck my mouth the way you’re dying to, and come down my throat.”
“Come with me,” I pant, reeling her in closer. “My queen, my fucking goddess. Claim me. Take everything.”
“Haven’t you ever been so drawn to a person you wanted to devour them? You want a piece of their essence. You want to mark them, claim them as your own.”
“Such a good boy,” she soothes. “You’re gonna love this. I’m going to put the toy in now. Are you ready?”
“You’re a she-devil,” I say against her lips. “My goddess.” I give her a kiss. “My queen. You fucking own me.” I kiss her again. “Do anything, take anything. It’s yours.”
Forget Mars and secrets. Forget everything. Forget my own damn name. This woman is the only thing that matters.
She takes a deep breath before tipping her face up. She’s so beautiful. She’s got thick black eye makeup on tonight, and those bright red lips could stop traffic. Pair that with the horns and this lacy red bra thing, and I’m ready to get on my knees and beg.
“Such a good fucking girl,” he says, his other hand brushing over my hair. “So beautiful on your knees for me.”
“Do you really think I would ever look sideways at another woman when I have this goddess at my feet?”
“You’re gonna come in my mouth,” he orders. “Here. Now. Fast as you can. Get yourself there. This isn’t a marathon, it’s a sprint. Run with me, Tess. Fucking fly.”
“You feel amazing. Ride me, baby. You’re so tight, so beautiful like this. Your pussy is gripping me like a fist—Jesus—you’re a queen on her fucking throne.”
“What is Tess doing here at 6:30 a.m.?” “Girl gossip,” Jake replies as Rachel says, “Vagina monologues.”
I’m convinced: Sex with Tess is gonna kill me…and I’ll gladly thank her for it as my soul ascends.
“This is what I want,” he goes on, his breath hot against my skin as he teases me with tongue and teeth. “This body. This woman with these perfect fucking curves. I want all of you. Every hour. Every day. No other woman compares to you. Fuck, you kill me, Tess. I can’t breathe when you look at me, and I die when you look away. Tell me I can have you.”
“Silence doesn’t have to be awkward. You Americans all think all silence must be an awkward silence. But two people can sit, not speaking, and simply enjoy each other’s company.”
“Stay as long as you need,” he replies. “Stay for Tess. Stay for yourself. Go make her laugh.”
“Because life is short, Ryan. Life is beautiful and short, and you only get one. Live it on purpose.”
“That was the deal, right? I get tied up anal sex, you get a margarita. Even Steven.” She laughs again, looking up at me. “Please don’t say ‘Even Steven’ while I’m wearing your cum in my ass.”
The sheet barely covers his perky hockey butt.
Who knew good, old-fashioned missionary sex with a boy could have me about to cry?
“Do that again, and I’ll take you over my knee and spank your ass raw,” I warn.
“I want you to be the wild, happy Tess I met on the beach, all curls and confidence and killer curves for days. I want you to be powerful and free. That’s all I want.”
“Do you want to be my sweet boy?” Her fingers tease as they dance across my skin. “Do you want to know what it feels like to be claimed?”
“Outside these walls, I’ll be Langley’s girl. I’ll go to your games and wear your number and cheer for you. But we both know that inside these walls, you’re Tess’s boy.”
“That’s my girl. Fuck, you feel so good.”
