Let me say, first off, that this book is not about the story or even the characters or even knowledge on an intellectual level, except where it minimally allows you to conceptualize what is happening to you.
This book is a transmission. If you have the sensitivity to experience it, this book is no less than amazing. It is an “energetic” transmission, but I only reluctantly use that word, but it is so limited. It is something beyond mere “energy.” It is consciousness. It is a shifting & manipulation of reality. It is a door opening to what is already there in and around, above and below and beside, of and thru “you.”
Readers will likely be put off by the story of the exclusiveness of the teachings. This is more than just a story line. It is a description of the underlying reality of what is happening or not happening to your subjective experience of “you” as you read the story. No one is keeping you from the full experience except, “you” in the sense of how completely your “you” sense dominates & hinders your experience.
I feel for the readers who gave it 5 stars without themselves having an experience of the transmission. Hang in there. Your heart is where it needs to be. I remember when I was excited for every bit of a clue of a experience of ultimate reality. All I can say from my own experience is that you will probably need to take a leap into some sort of actual committed spiritual practice, whether it is Ascension or something else. That’s what I did. But be careful what you wish for. Awakening does not care what you have going in your life. “Your” subject reality becomes the ebb and flow of the “universe,” which can be extremely inconvenient for practical reality.
Also, a warning to go further than the intellectual. The mind is good at fabricating a sense of progress where there is none. Take a leap into a practice that people that you know have found miraculous.
I’ve started to read the next book in the series called “Second Thunder.” I’m only 3 chapters in plus the forward and the introduction. I have had to go back to the Introduction (pages 4, 5, & 6) a couple times to keep track of who the characters are. Read every page of First Thunder and Second Thunder. It is the transmission you are after, although in Second Thunder the mythical story line helps a lot (in First Thinder, not so much).