This book is all about sibling rivalry. The drama, the heartbreaks, and the evil schemes. The only problem, is that I'm an only child, so someone needs to cut me some slack here. I do however, know a thing or to, about taking turns in the spotlight. How sometimes you can feel like you're in the shadow of this perfect and talented person that everyone just adores. So with this knowledge, hopefully I can conquer up a decent reading response.
Krista and Charlie are sisters who love to hate each other. Krista always has the attention, always has the friends, and the popularity. Charlie just wishes she could be like her sister. After many years of hiding her distressed frustration, Charlie finally realizes what she has been brooding over for so long, but does nothing to change it. Even when she feels lonely the most, all she does is keep everything inside. In the end, yes she finally figures out the answers, but it takes a long way to get there, and I just might know why.
I'm just like Charlie, in the sense that we both can be completely silent about our feelings. Whenever I feel like the outcast, and someone is just that much above me, it stays inside my head until I can't stand it any longer. For me, the reason is all about comfort. When it comes to anything that I'm not familiar with, I instantly back down, which in this case, is doing something about the way I feel. If it's out of my comfort zone, than I won't do it, and I have a feeling, this could be why Charlie erupted way too late.
If Charlie was so used to being the other sister, the one who just isn't noticed; then she probably wasn't used to saying anything, or to actually getting the fame. The reason why she didn't do anything about her feelings, was possibly because she didn't feel so comfortable doing it. Charlie could have done many things. She could have talked to her parents, she could have attempted to make more friends who understood, or she could have even talked to Krista! But one little turn outside of her comfort zone, and it never even crossed her mind.
Charlie has helped me realize the effects of hiding your feelings. Not only have I learned about what this can do to you emotionally, but also how it effects the people around you. In the book, because Charlie isn't able to release her emotions out loud, she instead releases them to the innocent people around her. After she realizes what she has done to the people she cares about, she is able to confront her sister, and herself about what she really wants, and the best way to get it.