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Once Upon a Secret: My Affair with President John F. Kennedy and Its Aftermath

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In '62, Mimi Beardsley was a naive teen, a product of her class & time. She'd attended the same exclusive girls' school as Jackie Bouvier, now installed in the White House as the first lady. Which is also where Mimi found herself, as an 18-year-old intern. JFK's White House was a place for which she wasn't remotely prepared, dominated by the charismatic & sexually rapaciou ...more
Hardcover, 198 pages
Published February 8th 2012 by Random House (first published October 19th 2010)
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Joyce I think that because of the times back then girls did not talk like they do now. They were raised to be more secretive as reputation was everything an…moreI think that because of the times back then girls did not talk like they do now. They were raised to be more secretive as reputation was everything and being a virgin was the most important. As for Jackie knowing I doubt that she could not have known. I think that back then men were so in control that she would have thought it was normal. She was also Catholic and I imagine that priests would have always been on the male's side. After all look what we now know about how they all stuck together to blame the victims in the child abuse cases? (less)
Linda Hlasta I went to a lecture Follett gave right before The Edge of Eternity came out. He said he talked to Mimi Alford about this as a form of research. Since …moreI went to a lecture Follett gave right before The Edge of Eternity came out. He said he talked to Mimi Alford about this as a form of research. Since her book had all ready been published it was in the public domain. Interesting lecture btw. The Freedom Rider section was fascinating. He took that trip on a bus like the characters.

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Mar 13, 2013 rated it liked it

There is a difference between reviewing a book and psycho-analyzing an author. But this book provokes me to blur that distinction.

Mimi Alford, author of ONCE UPON A SECRET, can't decide if she is writing a confession or an indictment.

Characters in books are allowed to be three-dimensional and textured, as multi-layered as lasagna. But when a narrator's approach to a character is unclear, when the narrator in
Feb 11, 2012 rated it liked it
Shelves: 2012, memoir
I expected this to be a little more salacious. Mimi Beardsley was the original White House intern, in the Kennedy administration, and was basically outed a few years ago by the press. What most struck me about this memoir is, though she wrote it in her late 60s, it reads every bit the naïve 19 year old she was. I completely understood how and why things unfolded even if I was cringing on her behalf. Her nineteen year old self shines through in a most realistic way. It’s crazy how long she kept t ...more
Christie Bane
Jan 06, 2013 rated it it was amazing
I totally, completely loved this book, much to my surprise. I picked it up looking for a tawdry thrill and haven't stopped thinking about it since.

Why? Here's why.

First of all, the author came off as someone who has done a ton of self-analysis and has really thought about what she did from every possible angle. She's a well-educated and thoughtful person and the way she can honestly report her motivation for doing everything that she did, whether they put her in a good light or not, was impress
Feb 19, 2012 rated it really liked it
America was in love with JFK. Even those who hadn't voted for him in 1960, many of whom selectively edited their memories after his death to say that they had. For 19 year old Mimi Beardsley, recruited as a summer intern following a fleeting meeting with the President, there was no chance.

He literally tested the waters with her, inviting her to his regular lunchtime swim session and later giving her a private tour of the private areas of the White House, where she lost her virginity to JFK and b
Sally Wessely
Mimi Alford and I grew up during the same era, so I could relate to much of what she said about the times. She had the advantage of being a member of the social register that got her into the best schools and gave her access to jobs such as the one she had as a White House intern.

I guess my thoughts about what I felt about the story she has to tell about her time as President Kennedy's mistress could be summed up by my reaction to a photo of President Kennedy in today's paper. The article that
Jun 20, 2019 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 4stars
‘’Sex makes headlines. We are bombarded by the scandalous headlines.’’

So I’m not from America so I don’t really care for JFK. I bought this because it was cheap, I was curious and I love that blue color.
Idk, I always feel kinda weird rating/reviewing memoirs/biographies/blahblah because it’s someone’s life but yeah we all know that JFK was having sex with everyone but his wife.
Was the relationship predatory and weird? Yes it was. Does she think it is? Sadly no.

‘’You build walls, you compa
Cyndee Gero-moore
Feb 11, 2012 rated it it was amazing
This was a quick read, only took a few hours, and I think you will find worth your time. This is, at its essense, the story of a woman taking nearly a lifetime to claim her power. It is also a story about a man's egregious abuse of power toward a innocent 19 year old girl.

She could have said no,you say. I challenge any woman who has ever been 19 years old, love and attention starved, and naiive of the ways of the world, to say Mimi Alford could have said no to the President of the United States
Jun 15, 2012 rated it it was ok
Shelves: autiobiography
I have to research more about "Mimi Alford". Right now I'm feeling such conflicting emotions.
* I'm sorry as a young adult being manipulated into being a mistress.
* It's clear she needed to find a voice, but not sure it needed to be writing a book.
* Even with her caring a secret so long, why didn't she just seek a therapist! Give me a break...
* Ok, you had a sexual relationship with a President, but he's gone "Mimi". If you felt it was important to give your side, I agree you are just a footno
Apr 03, 2014 rated it liked it
Hmmmm, I have mixed feelings about this book. Obviously I finished it very quickly, which speaks to how interesting it was. But it was also disturbing.

It WAS fascinating to have this insight into the President's personal world and how things like having affairs with 19-year-old interns got started and continued for 1.5 years with no one apparently the wiser - or at least everyone choosing to ignore it or not acknowledge it publicly. You can't help but be amazed considering the 24 hr. news cycle
May 14, 2013 rated it liked it
Ick, ick, ick. If you don't want to be disgusted by JFK, then don't read this book. ICK!

The book is an easy read, but everything about it is disturbing: JFK's behavior, the behavior of his aides, but most of all, the disturbing retrospective account of this 70-year old woman who, even with 50 years' distance, thinks that JFK did nothing wrong. She's pretty delusional, not only excusing and justifying what is essentially multiple episodes of rape, but in believing that she and JFK shared an "inti
Marcy prager
Jul 22, 2012 rated it liked it
Everyone old enough remembers where they were when President John F. Kennedy was fatally shot. I was twelve. When I was eleven, I remember sewing my Halloween costume on the Commonwealth Avenue mall when J.F.K. rode by in a convertible. The light was shining on his auburn hair. His smile was wide, his teeth so white. I remember thinking that he was the one of the most handsome men I had ever seen. Since then, I have been fascinated with "Camelot," and the stories that have been revealed about th ...more
May 19, 2017 rated it it was ok
Shelves: adult, nonfiction, memoir
"I kept this secret with near religious discipline for more than forty years. I never told my parents, or my children. I assumed it would stay my secret until I died.

It didn't."

Before reading the book, I highly suggest for those who are interested to watch Meredith Viera's interview with Mimi Alford, as you might gain an entirely new perspective on her narrative. I did, and it changed my whole outlook not only on the situation but the author behind it.

From 1962-1963, 19-year-old Mimi Alford,
Book Club Mom
Sep 21, 2013 rated it liked it
An Affair to Remember?

I wonder how long it will take me to be able to resist the lure of yet another tale about JFK? I was pulled into Mimi Alford’s trap and her attractive book jacket, showing a young Mimi Beardsley in her proper dress and clutch purse and I admit I opened her book and read.

Hmmmmm. The motivation of the memoir writer. Mimi Alford says she was “outed” by another author and felt she must set the record straight and tell her own story. Okay. But what I came away with was the feeli
In 1962, 19 year-old Mimi Beardsley landed a summer job as intern in the White House. Her job in the press room was to sit at a desk, file things away, and cut press tape before it landed on the ground. It was an easy job just fit for a teen to do...except eventually part of her responsibilities included sleeping with President JFK. So begins Mimi's memoir of how a 19 year-old virgin began a sexual affair with the most powerful man in the United States.

Ms. Alford's honest account of that year in
Erin Lenihan
Jan 30, 2013 rated it really liked it
I was quite surprised by some of the low review ratings of this book. I really found it interesting and I believed every single word of the story. I also learned a lot from the book in terms of a presidency that took place before my time. Many reviewers were turned off by the lack of juicy sexual details however I don't think the author wrote the book to divulge those details but moreso to give herself some sort of healing from hiding a secret for so long and to really paint a picture of how tha ...more
Jaime Boler
Feb 13, 2012 rated it it was ok
Once upon a Secret: My Affair with President John F. Kennedy and Its Aftermath by Mimi Alford (Random House; 208 pages; $25).

Mimi Alford's story is almost too unbelievable to be true. If her account had not been part of the historical record, I would discount it as fiction; yet, what Ms. Alford claimed happened did happen. Sometimes truth is wilder than fiction.

Ms. Alford had a secret affair with President John F. Kennedy.

But, in 2003, the jig was up. In that year, the famed historian Robert
May 10, 2012 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
This memoir is well-written and offers a few shocking turns to wonder at (mostly the speed with which JFK completed his "seduction," the extent of the author's willing participation in a relationship that was by turns exploitative and demeaning, and the troubling timing and aftermath of her confession to her then-fiancé). Ultimately, however, Once Upon a Secret proves more irritating than moving because Mimi Alford's eventual self-actualization ends up being so--well, irritating. She seems to ha ...more
Robbin Melton
Jul 16, 2012 rated it it was ok
A blurb detailing how JFK had the author, a 19-year-old White House intern, perform oral sex on his right-hand man while he watched is what prompted me to grab this book. If you're looking for more titillating sexual accountings between Ms. Alford and JFK, read no further. There aren't anymore juicy snippets. Sadly, the bulk of this autobio delves into the connections and relationships of the East Coast jet setters and the numerous trips Ms. Alford made with JFK to various locations. The final t ...more
Antoinette Perez
Jul 07, 2012 rated it really liked it
I'd read a review of this book a month or two ago, so when a copy called to me from the library shelf, I answered. And I'm glad I did.

Don't think there's much to spoil here. The subtitle kind of gives it all away. This book is pretty much everything I like a memoir to be: emotional but not overly sentimental; generous with detail that provides context but not gratuitously long; provoking but not salacious. And it's mighty conversational. I am impressed at the ease the author has in her own voic
Linda Appelbaum
Oct 09, 2012 rated it it was amazing
This book was so disturbing on so many levels, yet fascinating! Mimi was only 19 and on the job for a couple of days when she was completely seduced by JKF. It was shattering to see that he seduced so young and naieve a young girl. What was more shocking was that he offered her to other men to "take care of them". She was really almost a prostitute and the men around JFK were like his pimps! This girl was so innocent, but we all were then. Her story made me feel uncomfortable and reminded me of ...more
Jun 07, 2018 rated it really liked it
I have no idea why I read this book. Maybe it is that I grew up in the age of Camelot and that it concerns one of the most memorable days of my life. But still it is about a young teenager that was seduced willingly by the most powerful man in the world. In spite of that I have always been put off by expose and pulp magazine trash. That was my mind set as I entered my reading of this book.

The story is one of a nineteen year New England girl who was raised knowing the importance of what order her
Feb 23, 2012 rated it did not like it
This was trash. I've read so many reviews in magazines, on Amazon, on Goodreads, that proclaim this memoir evidence of President Kennedy as a sexual predator, portraying Mimi Alford as a defenseless rape victim. Well, I found this book very dubious for many reasons. First, why write this at all? What is she trying to accomplish by telling the world she slept with JFK? Seriously! Second, I find it interesting that she would publish this in 2012, given it is both an election year with a Democratic ...more
Feb 20, 2013 rated it it was ok
I listened to this on CD commuting to a weekly class and part of my problem admittedly was the affectation and drama that the narrator (who was not the author) added to almost every sentence.

With regard to the content, I gather from some of the reviews that there are readers who are irritated that this book was written and consider it an unnecessary taint on JFK's legacy. Others seem to think it is positive that this story was told as an example of a powerful man using his power to take advanta
Heather Kelly
Dec 16, 2015 rated it liked it
Honestly, I feel angry as I finish this book. I'm trying to figure out exactly why and it is possible I am being really unfair. From the start, I thought it would be her story of sexual harassment or abuse of women in the 60s to some extent. She was young and felt powerless. It was a different time. But, I think my anger increased with each description she gave that sounded like admiration of the situation. Years later, after time to reflect, it sounds as if she defends his actions and cherishes ...more
Mar 25, 2012 rated it it was ok
Wow, what a story. This lady wittingly served as a sex kitten to the most powerful man in the world at the time.

Quick read, not very salacious, she describes the affair in a dreamy naive manner that makes you wonder whether she was a victim or willing paramour.

In all honesty, I am not sure what to feel about this book. I get the sense that she was caught up in the moment and made poor decisions that she is now trying to atone for. She says that she could have easily said no at any point and be
Jun 02, 2012 rated it liked it
I wish I could tell you why I was uncomfortable reading this book......I could understand how Mimi was naive at the age of nineteen when this story began, but it seemed nothing ever changed in that regard as the story ended with her just as repressed in her sixties. On the other hand I'm glad she told her story, I just don't see it as ethereal as Mimi does, if it had been anyone, other than the charismatic John F. Kennedy, it might have been considered rape.

I was 15 yrs old when John Kennedy die
Read In Colour
Feb 08, 2012 marked it as i-give-up
Shelves: audio-books
Even though this woman claimed that she didn't want to share her story and preferred that this incident stay secret, it's obvious from just listening for 30 minutes that she enjoys the retelling of it. I don't know that I'll make it all the way through. The overly dramatic and agonizing ways in which she's describing the most mundane tasks is wearing on me. ...more
Susan Albert
May 19, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Read this for Story Circle's reading circle--it provoked much discussion and deep interest, especially in light of the current #MeToo national conversation. An important book about the seductive power of celebrity and the corrosive power of secrets. ...more
Terrie Robinson
"Once Upon a Secret: My Affair with President John F. Kennedy and Its Aftermath" by Mimi Alford was an interesting read.

Mimi Alford, at 19 years old, accepted the position of White House Press Office Intern the summer after her freshman year at Wheaton College. On her fourth day as an intern Dave Powers, a White House aide known to all in the White House as "First Friend", called Mimi inviting her to join in a lunch-time swim at the White House pool. Mimi agreeing, had a sense of relief when she
Linda Lipko
Oct 20, 2015 rated it really liked it
If you like to read about the life of President John F. Kennedy, then this is a book for you. Mimi was a mere 19 years of age when she obtained a coveted internship working with the press corp. at the White House.

Hailing from pedigree and a family of stature and means, she fit the classic mold of high society. She attended the same prep school as Jackie Kennedy. Pretty, charming and easily swayed, within a week of arrival, President Kennedy noticed and seduced her.

The author never portrays hers
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Marion "Mimi" Alford (born May 7, 1943) is an American woman who wrote a book first published in 2011 about her affair 50 years earlier with the United States President John F. Kennedy when she was a 19 year-old intern working in the White House. Her book is titled Once Upon a Secret: My Affair with President John F. Kennedy and Its Aftermath. ...more

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