3.5 ⭐️ Spoilers ahead
I sat down and read this in two sittings. bro, it feels like I just ran a marathon I want to hibernate 😭 I was super pumped for this book, and I'm not disappointed, just mildly.. underwhelmed. This book had promise. And so much more potential.
things i liked about the book:
--> The romance! I don't know why this book isn't shelved under romance, there's quite a bit of it. Lucky and Abel were adorable, I'm not a fan of the way things ended between them though, it felt too open-ended and I wish there was more closure. I liked Ella and Ryan, although sometimes I wasn't sure how much of what they were doing/saying was real and how much was just for the cameras. They also seemed to fight A LOT. And then never resolve it. They'd kinda just.. kiss and make up. Very cute though.
--> The characters !! I haven't read a book in which I've found myself genuinely liking the characters in a while. Every single character in this book (well, almost) is easy to empathize with. Especially the way it was written, (whilst slightly amateurish at times IN MY OPINION!) made them very easy to connect with. It made me feel like they were in the room with me. I found myself genuinely caring about what would happen to them, if they would be okay and I was rooting for all four of them to get the happy ending that they deserved.
--> The general atmosphere of the book was great. I wish there was a little bit more about their lives on set, and how that went, but otherwise I loved the way everything was described.
Things I liked a lot... less. about the book.
--> The ending? It was a cliffhanger, but one of those cliffhangers where you're confused as to whether there'll be a sequel or it's just an 'Omg that'll make them mad' kind of cliffhanger. I'm leaning more towards the latter, as I can't imagine a plot for the second book. They leak the news of Lucky staging his death? What then? I don't know. I just think that the ending should have been altered - all that stuff about Holly seemed unnecessary to me.
--> THE PROLOGUE. Whilst I'm not complaining about how the story panned out, I generally enjoyed it, the prologue felt like such a catfish 😭 I was hoping that someone would die and it would be more of a MYSTERY than it was. I'm not sure if it was just me, but I kind of saw the whole 'Lake pushing Adam' thing from a mile away. It seemed like the ONLY reasonable explanation- he had just texted Abel about knowing something was going on with Omni. Literally, who else would it have been? The whole concept of Lucky staging his death, that whole plan, was cool and it worked. The prologue, however, sends an entirely different message.
--> This isn't a like or dislike, It just occurred to me. Lake had to have known who Abel was when he cast him, because of what he did to Abel's brother. So I guess I'll be left wondering if Lake was planning to hurt Abel. Because, again, Abel knew something thanks to his brother's text.
--> The pop culture references uuuuuuuugh. I knew what I was signing up for - it's about a reality show set in 2023 so I have no grounds to complain about this. But seriously, thirty pages in and it felt like every celebrity under the sun had been mentioned. And I had my head in my hands the second someone mentioned the word 'Gen-z.' I promise we are not all phone-addicted zombies. we are keeping up with the journalists of the times. iykyk.
I overall enjoyed this book. I was also really pumped for it because YA mysteries with queer romances are hard to find. I love the author and will be reading more of his books. I just wish it was a little.. more. I can't pinpoint what exactly, but it just felt like an element was missing.