So lovely and enigmatic and wonderful and psychological and strange. The only thing I didn’t enjoy about this was how heavily edited the poems were — all of the grammatical idiosyncrasies that make her poems so delightful and puzzling were, for whatever reason, chucked.
“While I was fearing it, it came,
But came with less of fear,
Because that fearing it so long
Had almost made it dear.
There is a fitting a dismay,
A fitting a despair.
‘Tis harder knowing it is due,
Than knowing it is here.
The trying on the utmost,
The morning it is new,
Is terribler than wearing it
A whole existence through.”
“Love is anterior to life,
Posterior to death,
Initial of creation, and
The exponent of breath.”
“I many times thought peace had come,
When peace was far away;
As wrecked men deem they sight the land
At centre of the sea,
And struggle slacker, but to prove,
As hopelessly as I,
How many the fictitious shores
Before the harbor lie.”
“One need not be a chamber to be haunted,
One need not be a house;
The brain has corridors surpassing
Material place.
Far safer, of a midnight meeting
External ghost,
Than an interior confronting
That whiter host.
Far safer through an Abbey gallop,
The stones achase,
Than, moonless, one’s own self encounter
In lonesome place.
Ourself, behind ourself concealed,
Should startle most;
Assassin, hid in our apartment,
Be horror’s least.
The prudent carries a revolver,
He bolts the door,
O’erlooking a superior spectre
More near.”
“The heart asks pleasure first,
And then, excuse from pain;
And then, those little anodynes
That deaden suffering;
And then, to go to sleep;
And then, if it should be,
The will of its Inquisitor,
The liberty to die.”
And one of my absolute favorites in its original form:
“Safe in their Alabaster Chambers —
Untouched by Morning —
and untouched by noon —
Sleep the meek members of the Resurrection,
Rafter of Satin and Roof of Stone —
Grand go the Years,
In the Crescent above them —
Worlds scoop their Arcs —
and Firmaments — row —
Diadems — drop —
And Doges surrender —
Soundless as Dots,
On a Disk of Snow.