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Once Was Lost

3.70  ·  Rating details ·  5,818 ratings  ·  800 reviews
Samara Taylor used to believe in miracles. But her mother is in rehab, and her father seems more interested in his congregation than his family. And when a young girl in her small town is kidnapped, her already-worn thread of faith begins to unravel. (Young Adults)

Samara Taylor used to believe in miracles. She used to believe in a lot of things. As a pastor's kid, it's har
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Published October 13th 2009 by Listening Library (Audio) (first published October 1st 2009)
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Sara Walton I bought this book from the dollar tree, so if it is horrible I wouldn't have wasted much money on it! lol…moreI bought this book from the dollar tree, so if it is horrible I wouldn't have wasted much money on it! lol(less)
Anna Yeah, I'm also a little sad that there was no confrontation or revelation as to what was really going on, too.…moreYeah, I'm also a little sad that there was no confrontation or revelation as to what was really going on, too.(less)

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Emily May
Jan 12, 2012 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition

The more I read by Sara Zarr, the more I think I understand her and the more I begin to appreciate what it is she does. She doesn't take sides, she isn't emotionally manipulative, she releases a whole bunch of complex characters that aren't typically likeable and allows the reader to receive them however they choose. I think this is why I failed to appreciate Story of a Girl, because the issues targeted in it are very important to me and I wanted the author to fight for Deanna, to stand up f
Apr 10, 2010 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2011
Once Was Lost is a book about faith. About losing it and finding it.

Yes, I know how it sounds. Nothing can stop me from reading a book quicker than knowledge that I am about to delve into some "Christian fiction." I am not a religious person and dislike being preached at.

But in this novel Samara's waning faith in God is similar to a non-religious person's belief in the good in the world. Sam feels hopeless. Everything seems to fall apart - her house, her family (Sam's pastor father is distant an
Neil (or bleed)
Actual rating: 3.5

“I wonder how you're supposed to know the exact moment when there's no more hope.”

I have read 5 books from Sara Zarr (including this one) and I can say that this book is my least favorite. Not that it wasn't good. It was good. I bet some people will like it more than I do. (Actually, some Goodreads people liked it more than I do haha). It's just that I didn't get attached whole-heartedly with the main character, who is Samara. And sometimes, I did feel I can't connect with
Street Corner TBR Pile reduction challenge #7 (Olivia)

I seldom read books about faith and religion, simply because, as what you could consider a non-believer, they are rarely something I can relate to.

In this case, I have to say, Sara Zarr really succeeded in creating a very relatable heroine, not only for people who can identify themselves with her faith, but also for everyone else. This book does not preach, and although Samara's situation is closely linked to her disappearing faith in God, h
Oct 21, 2011 rated it liked it
Shelves: ya, audio, read-in-2011
3 1/2 stars

While I can now say unequivocally that I am a committed Sara Zarr fan, this one is probably my least favorite of hers. Like her other novels, it’s well written and replete with honest, bare emotion, but for some reason I didn’t connect with this one completely. For me, her books belong in two categories: there’s the more bristly, damaged, and difficult category for Story of a Girl and Sweethearts, and then there’s the melancholy but hopeful category for How to Save a Life and this boo
Jan 09, 2011 rated it really liked it
Author Sara Zarr goes from strength to strength with her writing. Story of a Girl and Sweethearts are both beautifully told quiet and courageous stories but I think Once Was Lost is my favourite so far.

While the religious premise may make some mainstream readers hesitant, it is so honestly portrayed that it's not about religion at all, rather one girl coming to terms with faith, hopelessness, searching for the truth and trying to find her place in the world: not issues unique to Christians, rath
I am in love with this book.

Dear Sara Zarr,

The only other book I have read by your magical self is Sweethearts. Maybe I need to read it again, because I don't remember liking it that well and we are clearly MEANT TO BE.

Love, Erin

Yep, didn't feel like writing the whole review in letter form cause who does that? (I say that with love toward all of you fine reviewers who do just that.) ;)

But, unfortunately, I can't put my feelings about this book into words very well right now. Maybe ever. I'll try
Sep 22, 2009 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
"I want to believe the stories, that there really is someone who would search the whole mountainside just to find that one thing that he loves, and bring it home."

I am at a total loss as what to rate this book. But one thing I can say for sure is that it gave me a lot to mull over and analyze, that I even thought about how I felt at the age of 15 again.

At Samara's age I can remember being very contemplative like she was in the story. She feels the urge to mature and to fully grasp the understan
Oct 19, 2012 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I am a big fan of Sara Zarr’s work (see: Story of a Girl and How To Save a Life), particularly the quiet emotion that permeates her strong, character-driven stories.

Once Was Lost is no exception.

For a novel that deals with questions of faith, Zarr approaches the subject matter with accessibility and lack of agenda. Sam’s struggle with belief is relatable because it’s anchored in very human emotion and circumstances: while a small community is shaken by the disappearance of a young girl, Sam’s
Apr 17, 2019 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
**April 17, 2019***
That was an enjoyable story; I’m glad I found this book I didn’t know I had yesterday 😂

**May 14, 2019**
(Rounded up to 4 because I didn’t hate it.)

Get ready for a long-winded review because I took a lot of notes for some reason🤷🏻‍♀️😂

This book follows the life of a 15 year old girl named Samara, the daughter of a pastor. This story is about how Sam’s life turns upside down and she begins to question her faith when her mother gets sent to rehab after an accident
Cassi aka Snow White Haggard
I have a weakness for books with intelligent discussions of religion, especially books like Once Was Lost with accurate portrayals of doubt. They speak to my life experience, especially since losing my grandfather 2 years ago. At times, faith is a struggle. Faith is a central theme without the book feeling overly religious or anti-religious.

As a pastor's kid, Sam's family is supposed to be perfect. Her father is the young hip pastor of the only growing church in her small town. Her mother is a f
Nov 18, 2009 rated it it was amazing
This isn't one of those books that just slaps you in the face with happy feelings at the end and I usually go for those types of books. So I wasn't sure I'd like this book because I usually don't like depressing books. Don't judge me, okay! It wasn't depressing but I wouldn't say happy. However, I was surprised to find that I liked this book and even more that I in a way appreciated it. I'll admit that I was on the fence of give this book 4 stars but I decided not to for these reasons:

Sam has h
Aug 15, 2009 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: ya
Here's my LJ write-up, minus a bit of irrelevant book-burbling. (Also minus some formatting, no doubt, so the original is here.) (Edited as I noticed a horrific number of typos, when I went to check whether the title of this book had been changed to "What We Lost". It has, and why the change, I've no idea.)

Last night I started (and stayed up way too late to finish) Sara Zarr's Once Was Lost, which was just wonderful. Still too close to it to do much beyond a bit of raving, but it's at least some
PinkAmy loves books, cats and naps
I usually like Sara Zarr, but couldn’t connect to Sam or WHAT WE LOST. Written in 2009 the attitudes felt dated. Additionally, resolutions were simplistic and uninspired.
Marjorie Light
Oct 04, 2009 rated it it was amazing
Glad I found ONCE WAS LOST By Sara Zarr

Oh, Sara Zarr! I have been waiting all of my life for this book. This is the book I longed for when I searched the shelves of my local library; the one I could only dream of while perusing the big bookstore when we went to the city. You did it, although too late for the girl I used to be, the teens of today will find it. And love it.

In her latest novel, ONCE WAS LOST, Zarr shows the truth of growing up as a child of faith – one immersed in the church. Altho
Mar 28, 2011 rated it liked it
Sorry to say, but this was a bit disappointing. I love Sara Zarr, she's very talented, and she was writing well in this book, too. There's just way, way too much going on in a short (210 pages) book. Samara's mother has been bundled off to rehab, her father isn't dealing with it, she's having a crisis of faith, she suspects her father's having an affair, a girl she knows has been kidnapped, and she's developing a romance with the kidnapped girl's brother, who has a girlfriend. That's a lot for a ...more
Oct 29, 2012 rated it really liked it
This review was first published on Clear Eyes Full Shelves

A perfect flower graces the cover of Sara Zarr’s Once Was Lost. Its soft pink petals top a long, graceful stem. One perfect petal drifts from an otherwise unmarred blossom like a tear falling to the ground. 

Blemished  perfection symbolized as a lone teardrop perfectly represents Sam’s life.  Samara, Sam to her family and friends, lives in a cushioned and beautiful world of her family’s creation. Her
Suad Shamma
Nov 23, 2012 rated it did not like it
Shelves: own, 2011
"Samara Taylor used to believe in miracles. She used to believe in a lot of things."

That's what it said on the cover of the book.

What they failed to mention however, was that Samara Taylor will spend the entire book whining about every aspect of her miserable existence.

My God, I could not wait to finish this book. Sara Zarr is the most boring author (aside from Mary Balogh) I've ever read for. She is just boring. Boring. Boring. Boring. Her writing skill is mediocre at best, her characters dull
Jun 09, 2009 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2009, teen
Samara Taylor is the daughter of popular, charismatic Pastor Charlie. Everyone loves Pastor Charlie, who always knows the right thing to say and always has time for everyone. Everyone except his family. Everyone except Sam, who is alone after her mother's quiet drinking problem resulted in a DUI which landed her in rehab. Sam, who is not even sure if she believes in the God she always took for granted anymore.

And that's when tragedy strikes. A girl goes missing from their small town, and suddenl
Library Lady
Book+ ****

I've heard it said by many that authors shouldn't narrate their own work. I mostly believe this to be true. Sometimes it works-- as in the case of "The Graveyard Book" by Neil Gaiman-- but with this book, it doesn't. Zarr may understand the emotional intensity of her work, but she doesn't know how to convey that vocally.

However, her only so-so reading didn't detract from enjoyment of the story at all. I've gone to church my whole life-- quite literally-- and I was extremel
Jul 11, 2010 marked it as read-but-unowned
Shelves: ya
Poor Sam. She needed a hug throughout almost this entire book, and not the one-armed youth leader kind. She sufferes from knowing a lot of people but being close to very few. She's also dealing with the absence of her mother, and her mother's long-time alcohol abuse, all alone. Her dad doesn't want to talk about the situation, or at least he doesn't want to talk about it with Sam, and Sam can't talk to anyone else about it either, not even her best friend Vanessa, without hurting her father's re ...more
Aug 13, 2010 rated it it was ok
I didn't really connect with this book. At first it was interesting with Sam, the MC, questioning her faith, which I think a lot of people can relate to. But then the plot took an unexpected turn and I wasn't sure what to make of it. I guess it was kind of like a parable because the event is something that certainly tests people's limits.

Sam was a frustrating character. She was too angry/sad in a way that I don't think really corresponded with her personal issues. Not that she didn't have stres
Apr 18, 2010 rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: young-adult, 2010
This author has been nominated for lots of awards (maybe not for this book, but at least for her previous ones), but at the end of this book, all I could think was, What's the point? The plot moved slow, nothing seemed to happen, and I couldn't see a reason that this story needed to be told at all. The only reason I even finished it is because the book was pretty short.

The plot: Sam is 15 years old; her dad's a pastor in her small town and her mom's recently been sent to rehab, so she's got some
Oct 19, 2009 rated it it was ok
Shelves: ya
This book is about a girl who's father has always been a pastor and everyone has always viewed her as her father's daughter the god girl. Only thing is her mother has always been a secret alcoholic and made her doubt there is a god in any fashion. Now her mother is staying at New Beginnings a rehab facility and her father doesn't want to give her the time of day. A local girl goes missing and Sam starts to connect with her older brother. Only thing is he's a suspect and shes forbidden to be alon ...more
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Sep 20, 2009 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: youngadult
Sara Zarr has a real gift for getting into the heart of a teenager. Her characters are so unbelievably real, that you simply cannot put the book down until you know what's happened to them. This book was no exception, in fact, it's my favorite of hers so far. A beautiful book about faith and family and life. I cannot recommend it highly enough. ...more
Leigh Kramer
Feb 04, 2015 rated it really liked it
Shelves: ya
In some ways, reading Once Was Lost was like flipping through my old diary. Though our circumstances were entirely different, the universal themes rang true. I couldn't help but reflect on what I'd do if I were in Sam's shoes and I completely related to her doubts and fears. Compelling read. ...more
Mar 31, 2012 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2012
This was a pleasant surprise as it's not a book that I would normally read. Zarr's writing is pitch perfect and she weaves completely believable plots and characters. ...more
Alex Black
Apr 06, 2020 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I very nearly gave this book five stars. As I was finishing up, I thought about it, but honestly if I have to think about it, that book probably isn't five stars. But this one was close. It's genuinely the first book I've read this year that I've loved (excluding rereads).

A lot of this book is about religion and I think it's important to state right off the bat that I'm not religious. Sam is a pastor's kid and this book deals with a combination of her family issues, a missing girl from her churc
Shana Roll

The violence that occured in the story did not happen before it began. As a young girls life seemed to be falling apart in her home/family life things ended up getting worse for her when a girl she knew in her home town was kidnapped.
Throughout the book many people were suspects in the disappearance of the young girl but was seeming impossible to find the one responsible for the kidnapping. When the reader discovers who is responsible it’s more unexpected than anything else. As the reader reads
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Sara Zarr is the acclaimed author of ten books, most recently Goodbye from Nowhere, and Courageous Creativity: Advice and Encouragement for the Creative Life--a book on creativity for the young and young-at-heart. She’s a National Book Award finalist and two-time Utah Book Award winner, and is the host and producer of the This Creative Life podcast. Her first book, Story of a Girl, was made into a ...more

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“It's not words, so much, just my mind going blank and thoughts reaching up up up, me wishing I could climb through the ceiling and over the stars until I can find God, really see God, and know once and for all that everything I've believed my whole life is true, and real. Or, not even everything. Not even half. Just the part about someone or something bigger than us who doesn't lose track. I want to believe the stories, that there really is someone who would search the whole mountainside just to find that one lost thing that he loves, and bring it home.” 18 likes
“A know a place called New Beginnings, but I don't think it works quite like that. You can't just erase everything that came before.” 14 likes
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