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New York Ruthless #5
Ryan Renewed
Jessie Ryan is happier than she had ever imagined she could be. Although baby making isn't turning out to be quite as problem free as she'd expected, with her hotter than hell husbands by her side, she knows they can overcome any obstacles in their way.
But, Jessie should know better than anyone how that kind of true happiness never lasts. Because pasts like hers just refuse to stay buried.
With people from both Jessie's and the Ryan brothers' history determined to steal the happiness they've worked so hard for, they must work together more than ever to ensure that nobody tears them apart.
Ryan Renewed is full of spice, steam, emotion and a whole lot more spice.
Trigger warnings include discussion of fertility issues/ mention of pregnancy loss/ scenes of a violent and sexual nature.
But, Jessie should know better than anyone how that kind of true happiness never lasts. Because pasts like hers just refuse to stay buried.
With people from both Jessie's and the Ryan brothers' history determined to steal the happiness they've worked so hard for, they must work together more than ever to ensure that nobody tears them apart.
Ryan Renewed is full of spice, steam, emotion and a whole lot more spice.
Trigger warnings include discussion of fertility issues/ mention of pregnancy loss/ scenes of a violent and sexual nature.
340 pages, Paperback
Published July 29, 2022
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Sadie Kincaid
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March 9, 2024
This one was a tiny bit better but I still lost brain cells
August 1, 2022
This was just a really long epilogue. 3/4 of the book nothing really happens except for sex…a lot of sex. Meh…I should have stopped on book 4.
July 31, 2022
5 enthusiastic ⭐ for the final chapter of the Ryan saga. I will tell you what I can with as few spoilers as possible.
The 🌶️ in this one is through the roof, prepare yourselves! Seriously, buy batteries. 😏
Jessie and her husbands are such comedic and emotional gold. Sadie shines with this installment, she really does. I laughed so much and highlighted so many great one-liners.
We see a different side to Liam that gives him a little something I didn't even know we were missing. His story and the events of book 4 are beautifully put together in a way that feels very honest to the character and believable to the story.
This is honestly so much more than I expected. Sadie is so good at bringing things together and the SMACKING you in the face with things you never saw coming.
The Ryans end on a high note and I am so glad to see my favorite series get the closure it deserves.
The 🌶️ in this one is through the roof, prepare yourselves! Seriously, buy batteries. 😏
Jessie and her husbands are such comedic and emotional gold. Sadie shines with this installment, she really does. I laughed so much and highlighted so many great one-liners.
We see a different side to Liam that gives him a little something I didn't even know we were missing. His story and the events of book 4 are beautifully put together in a way that feels very honest to the character and believable to the story.
This is honestly so much more than I expected. Sadie is so good at bringing things together and the SMACKING you in the face with things you never saw coming.
The Ryans end on a high note and I am so glad to see my favorite series get the closure it deserves.
October 1, 2022
I was really excited for this book when I noticed she was making a fifth in the series even though they got their happy ending in book four. I preordered this the day it was up on Amazon. I do want to start this off by saying I still really enjoyed reading more from this harem. But there were several things that made this book a 3 for me.
Throughout the book I found myself going back and forth from a 3.5 to 4 star rating up until about 80%, then I knew it was going to be a 3.
First, let's talk about what had me going back and forth. I get that some errors can occur and not everything will be caught by an editor all the time. I can get through a couple of mistakes without being taken out of the story. There was one in the beginning that happened but I ignored it because it didn't take away from anything. But I started keeping track of what did when I hit the part that used "you're" instead of "your."
Like I said before, I did enjoy the harem. I love Jessie and the Guys. Most of their scenes were great. They had me smiling throughout the book. But this is stuff from the book that made me triple read over to see if I read that right and took me out of the story a bit.
"I look and Shane" when it should have been "I look at Shane"
'flips me over instead, until I'm lying on my front' she was already on her front. The author meant to say "back" and the descriptions from the scene confirm that. I want to say that this scene as a whole, was fire. It is my favorite out of the book. I just glance over this part and say the right word in my head. Still hot though.
"Who is I control" should have been "Who is in control"
"She is perfect and so are our kids going to be" this was just worded weird in my opinion. And so was "Who can say what we would do if were in a position like that?"
"from my our horny, pregnant wife"
"**** our twice now" It should have been worded "our wife/girl twice now" talking about Jessie.
When I reached about 70ish% I started going from 3.5 to 3 because I started to realize that the author was making this really wordy in some parts. Not too crazy with it, but noticeable to me. It made me think of when someone tries to fill an essay paper and they add more descriptive words and repeat things already said. Again, it's not everywhere, just in some parts.
Saying things like "you and Shane and Mikey and Liam" or when a bad guys explains something, one of the guys repeating back to him what he just said. Maybe I am just being to critical, but I didn't care for it.
Being extra descriptive with 'I crawl onto the bed, into the middle of my two sleeping giants. "Hey, baby," Liam mumbles. "Hey, handsome." I lie between him and his brother and smile as they both snuggle closer to me.' I know you are between them, you just said that.
"and I thank the heavens that I have these four incredible men in my life" This is repeated in a few different ways a few times in the book.
I put this book down so many times while reading it. I normally would have finished this in a day, but it took me four because I needed to take breaks from it. I honestly would have preferred a novela without all this extra stuff put in. I would have been more happy with it then. Maybe I am being too nit picky, but it was distracting for me.
Now at 80% I knew it was going to be no more than a 3.
Minor spoiler ahead in the next paragraph. Don't read if you don't like that stuff.
Vlad is contacted for information. They discuss wanting to meet in person since they called him on the phone. They ask if he can meet in two hours and he says yes. You are telling me that the head of the Bratva, who should be in RUSSIA, is conveniently two hours away from you in the states????? Took me right out of it.
This is just my opinion. There are a lot of 5 star reviews, so clearly this didn't bug others like it bothered me. I just want to give those who do not like mistakes like this, a heads up.
I will still go back and read my favorite parts from this book, there are just less than what I liked from the others.
I would still recommend giving this a read for those who loved the other four books. It was a nice added bonus to their story. It does kind of focus on babies, and that usually isn't my thing either. But still not a bad read. Just wish the editor did a better job...if there was an editor.
I did notice that all the books this author has written, started last year. She keeps pushing out so many books, I honestly think she should slow down a bit to make sure the books she is putting out are good and don't have mistakes. Again, this is just my opinion. I mean no hate to anyone. These are just my thoughts.
Throughout the book I found myself going back and forth from a 3.5 to 4 star rating up until about 80%, then I knew it was going to be a 3.
First, let's talk about what had me going back and forth. I get that some errors can occur and not everything will be caught by an editor all the time. I can get through a couple of mistakes without being taken out of the story. There was one in the beginning that happened but I ignored it because it didn't take away from anything. But I started keeping track of what did when I hit the part that used "you're" instead of "your."
Like I said before, I did enjoy the harem. I love Jessie and the Guys. Most of their scenes were great. They had me smiling throughout the book. But this is stuff from the book that made me triple read over to see if I read that right and took me out of the story a bit.
"I look and Shane" when it should have been "I look at Shane"
'flips me over instead, until I'm lying on my front' she was already on her front. The author meant to say "back" and the descriptions from the scene confirm that. I want to say that this scene as a whole, was fire. It is my favorite out of the book. I just glance over this part and say the right word in my head. Still hot though.
"Who is I control" should have been "Who is in control"
"She is perfect and so are our kids going to be" this was just worded weird in my opinion. And so was "Who can say what we would do if were in a position like that?"
"from my our horny, pregnant wife"
"**** our twice now" It should have been worded "our wife/girl twice now" talking about Jessie.
When I reached about 70ish% I started going from 3.5 to 3 because I started to realize that the author was making this really wordy in some parts. Not too crazy with it, but noticeable to me. It made me think of when someone tries to fill an essay paper and they add more descriptive words and repeat things already said. Again, it's not everywhere, just in some parts.
Saying things like "you and Shane and Mikey and Liam" or when a bad guys explains something, one of the guys repeating back to him what he just said. Maybe I am just being to critical, but I didn't care for it.
Being extra descriptive with 'I crawl onto the bed, into the middle of my two sleeping giants. "Hey, baby," Liam mumbles. "Hey, handsome." I lie between him and his brother and smile as they both snuggle closer to me.' I know you are between them, you just said that.
"and I thank the heavens that I have these four incredible men in my life" This is repeated in a few different ways a few times in the book.
I put this book down so many times while reading it. I normally would have finished this in a day, but it took me four because I needed to take breaks from it. I honestly would have preferred a novela without all this extra stuff put in. I would have been more happy with it then. Maybe I am being too nit picky, but it was distracting for me.
Now at 80% I knew it was going to be no more than a 3.
Minor spoiler ahead in the next paragraph. Don't read if you don't like that stuff.
Vlad is contacted for information. They discuss wanting to meet in person since they called him on the phone. They ask if he can meet in two hours and he says yes. You are telling me that the head of the Bratva, who should be in RUSSIA, is conveniently two hours away from you in the states????? Took me right out of it.
This is just my opinion. There are a lot of 5 star reviews, so clearly this didn't bug others like it bothered me. I just want to give those who do not like mistakes like this, a heads up.
I will still go back and read my favorite parts from this book, there are just less than what I liked from the others.
I would still recommend giving this a read for those who loved the other four books. It was a nice added bonus to their story. It does kind of focus on babies, and that usually isn't my thing either. But still not a bad read. Just wish the editor did a better job...if there was an editor.
I did notice that all the books this author has written, started last year. She keeps pushing out so many books, I honestly think she should slow down a bit to make sure the books she is putting out are good and don't have mistakes. Again, this is just my opinion. I mean no hate to anyone. These are just my thoughts.
April 10, 2023
Right so, to this point I haven’t bothered reviewing this series because the smut was a heavy focus. This one made me mad. I have struggled with infertility for 8 years. This was a pretty offensive read if I’m honest. 7 months of TTC and the conversation is “what’s wrong with me, normal couples can take a long time but not US. we’re special. Oh look I’m pregnant with twins who could have guessed this would be the outcome?”
Infertility is not a cute plot device. It is a cruel and painful battleground that destroys lives. Stick to smut and leave real life pain to more capable authors.
Infertility is not a cute plot device. It is a cruel and painful battleground that destroys lives. Stick to smut and leave real life pain to more capable authors.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 6, 2023
Book: Ryan Renewed
Read By: Ebook and Audio
Author: Sadie Kincaid
Genre: Dark Romance, Reverse Harem and Mafia
Main Characters: Jessie, Liam, Micky, Shane and Conner
Recommend: Yes
Spice: 🌶️️ 🌶️️ 🌶️️ 🌶️️ 🌶️️
Age recommendation: 16-30+ Years
My feelings:
“I never said I was tired. I said I wanted to go to bed. I’ve been desperate to fuck you since I got home eight hours ago. Now take off your clothes and spread those legs wide so I can see my beautiful pussy.”
Sadie is the queen of smut. Ive said it many many times, but ohhhhh girl she is the queen!
“Whiskey always makes you frisky.” I giggle at my own poetic genius. “You make me fucking frisky,” he growls.”
The Ryan Brothers Eries is the smuttiest, hottest, sexiest and most devilish series I’ve read. I love love love it.
“A fact that you can’t function without me?” She grins at me. “I can function without you,” I say, bending my head and dropping a soft kiss on her bare thigh, “but I don’t want to.”
Ryan Renewed follows Jessie on her adventure with the Ryans as an offical Ryan. She married all 4 men in th last book, and is now actively trying for a baby. We follow her ovulation Journey and we also get to finally see the down fall of Shane ex fiancé. I have wanted a bullet in her head since book 1. And we finally get it! Thank god! Jessie also goes on to have twins babies with the boys, who all love and adore her. Very HEA.
“You gonna come for me like my good girl?” he chuckles and my knees almost buckle. Dammit he’s onto my praise kink now too.”
Highly recommend.!
“It hurts,” I whimper. He brushes my sweaty hair back from my damp forehead. “I know, sweetheart,” he says softly. “All the best things do.”
Read By: Ebook and Audio
Author: Sadie Kincaid
Genre: Dark Romance, Reverse Harem and Mafia
Main Characters: Jessie, Liam, Micky, Shane and Conner
Recommend: Yes
Spice: 🌶️️ 🌶️️ 🌶️️ 🌶️️ 🌶️️
Age recommendation: 16-30+ Years
My feelings:
“I never said I was tired. I said I wanted to go to bed. I’ve been desperate to fuck you since I got home eight hours ago. Now take off your clothes and spread those legs wide so I can see my beautiful pussy.”
Sadie is the queen of smut. Ive said it many many times, but ohhhhh girl she is the queen!
“Whiskey always makes you frisky.” I giggle at my own poetic genius. “You make me fucking frisky,” he growls.”
The Ryan Brothers Eries is the smuttiest, hottest, sexiest and most devilish series I’ve read. I love love love it.
“A fact that you can’t function without me?” She grins at me. “I can function without you,” I say, bending my head and dropping a soft kiss on her bare thigh, “but I don’t want to.”
Ryan Renewed follows Jessie on her adventure with the Ryans as an offical Ryan. She married all 4 men in th last book, and is now actively trying for a baby. We follow her ovulation Journey and we also get to finally see the down fall of Shane ex fiancé. I have wanted a bullet in her head since book 1. And we finally get it! Thank god! Jessie also goes on to have twins babies with the boys, who all love and adore her. Very HEA.
“You gonna come for me like my good girl?” he chuckles and my knees almost buckle. Dammit he’s onto my praise kink now too.”
Highly recommend.!
“It hurts,” I whimper. He brushes my sweaty hair back from my damp forehead. “I know, sweetheart,” he says softly. “All the best things do.”
August 17, 2022
I really should have just finished the series at book 4 but wanted to read about Erin getting what she deserved. I knew starting that Erin was the bad guy but really the plot line was pretty weak. It was just a really long epilogue that had some interesting characters that will be explored in other book series.
My biggest pet peeve and major factor for my rating is the whole series it’s been Shane saying “no kids” and the whole last book is about trying to get pregnant. I really despise the trope of “you’ll want kids with the right person” because it causes so many problems for child-free couples in real life since most do not change their minds. Also majority of the story is about issues conceiving yet she’s pregnant within a year after removing birth control & there wasn’t actually anything wrong; just normal it takes time to get pregnant. That seems cruel to women who struggle with infertility for years.
My biggest pet peeve and major factor for my rating is the whole series it’s been Shane saying “no kids” and the whole last book is about trying to get pregnant. I really despise the trope of “you’ll want kids with the right person” because it causes so many problems for child-free couples in real life since most do not change their minds. Also majority of the story is about issues conceiving yet she’s pregnant within a year after removing birth control & there wasn’t actually anything wrong; just normal it takes time to get pregnant. That seems cruel to women who struggle with infertility for years.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 11, 2025
Truly horrific ending. Just terrible. However I finished the series so i’m a lot of things but i’m not a quitter.
November 30, 2022
Okay I absolutely LOVED this series!!
This was the first time I was reading a book out of my comfort zone with one heroine and four Heros.
The H's were brothers aka Irish Mafia and h was a Russian Princess and I absolutely loved how author made sure that we felt chemistry of the h with each and every H.
All four H had different personalities and I could just recognize them with their dialogues only, if I was asked to identify them.
This book is just to be read as a fantasy though because the amount of sex the h does is way too much and it was a little unbelievable, she even had sex during her periods, I mean it was even disgusting to read, but apart from that part the book was pretty much interesting.
I liked how author put on romance, suspence as well as equal amount of action and how the H were broody alpha male who are just adorable sometimes and how they tease and make fun of h, but in a fun way, like how a best friend would. I just enjoyed reading their relationship. Hope I could get more to read about them.
This was the first time I was reading a book out of my comfort zone with one heroine and four Heros.
The H's were brothers aka Irish Mafia and h was a Russian Princess and I absolutely loved how author made sure that we felt chemistry of the h with each and every H.
All four H had different personalities and I could just recognize them with their dialogues only, if I was asked to identify them.
This book is just to be read as a fantasy though because the amount of sex the h does is way too much and it was a little unbelievable, she even had sex during her periods, I mean it was even disgusting to read, but apart from that part the book was pretty much interesting.
I liked how author put on romance, suspence as well as equal amount of action and how the H were broody alpha male who are just adorable sometimes and how they tease and make fun of h, but in a fun way, like how a best friend would. I just enjoyed reading their relationship. Hope I could get more to read about them.
June 14, 2023
It gave me it starts with us vibes but like Irish mafia ☘️
October 5, 2025
this was just an epilogue? not a bad one...but could have been a lot shorter.
April 15, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5
September 16, 2024
Saide has given us a gift. At the end of book 4 we thought to see the Ryans again we'd have to reread the New York Ruthless series. Then she decided she wasn't done and whipped up Ryan Renewed. Thank goodness she didn't leave this story in her head, because I LOVED IT!
The spice is off the charts hot and there is so much of it. She says in her dedication this one is for lovers of the boys and Jessie who just want more, and that if you're looking for plot over spice then this isn't for you. I don't necessarily agree with that. I thought the plot was perfect and the spice fit them. Is it as dark and dangerous as the past books? No, but I was still sucked in by the story, not just the smut. Although hell yeah that was awesome.
If you want more Shane, Connor, Mikey, and Liam this was the perfect HEA. I couldn't have asked for more.
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Jessie and the guys are blissfully happy, now the only thing to complete their happy family is the baby they long for. The love they have for each other is what romance novels are written about. They love each other with a devotion and loyalty no one could break.
'She is the ray of light in the dark world we live in and I would rather die than live without her.'
It's been months since they started trying to have a baby and each month Jessie's heart breaks a little more. It's becoming harder for the brothers to watch her hurt every month when they can't fix it for her.
When they try to push Jessie to ease back on the stress making a baby is causing she's hurt by their suggestion. In their usual way they take Jessie's mind off the situation, but she's not as ready to back down as they think. She's worried she'll miss her window with them if it doesn't happen soon.
After an unexpected visitor arrives in their lives it seems Jessie might have some family left after all. She wants to be open to it but the brothers aren't prepared to let anyone near their whole world they can't trust 100%. When Jessie is put in danger again they know they were right, but it goes a lot deeper than they expected. When they get their hands on the perpetrators there won't be a threat to Jessie again.
Once they have it sorted the only thing waiting for them is to finish their family and live happily ever after.
"I hope you know you are stuck with me for all eternity, because I will love you to the end of this lifetime and into the next. We really are from the same star."
Happy Reading.
The spice is off the charts hot and there is so much of it. She says in her dedication this one is for lovers of the boys and Jessie who just want more, and that if you're looking for plot over spice then this isn't for you. I don't necessarily agree with that. I thought the plot was perfect and the spice fit them. Is it as dark and dangerous as the past books? No, but I was still sucked in by the story, not just the smut. Although hell yeah that was awesome.
If you want more Shane, Connor, Mikey, and Liam this was the perfect HEA. I couldn't have asked for more.
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Jessie and the guys are blissfully happy, now the only thing to complete their happy family is the baby they long for. The love they have for each other is what romance novels are written about. They love each other with a devotion and loyalty no one could break.
'She is the ray of light in the dark world we live in and I would rather die than live without her.'
It's been months since they started trying to have a baby and each month Jessie's heart breaks a little more. It's becoming harder for the brothers to watch her hurt every month when they can't fix it for her.
When they try to push Jessie to ease back on the stress making a baby is causing she's hurt by their suggestion. In their usual way they take Jessie's mind off the situation, but she's not as ready to back down as they think. She's worried she'll miss her window with them if it doesn't happen soon.
After an unexpected visitor arrives in their lives it seems Jessie might have some family left after all. She wants to be open to it but the brothers aren't prepared to let anyone near their whole world they can't trust 100%. When Jessie is put in danger again they know they were right, but it goes a lot deeper than they expected. When they get their hands on the perpetrators there won't be a threat to Jessie again.
Once they have it sorted the only thing waiting for them is to finish their family and live happily ever after.
"I hope you know you are stuck with me for all eternity, because I will love you to the end of this lifetime and into the next. We really are from the same star."
Happy Reading.
January 19, 2024
Oh. My. God.
Words cannot explain how much I fucking loved this book. I loved being back in the world of the Ryan brothers and Jessie.
Whilst this book is heavy on the smut, there is still a plot there and I absolutely loved it. I was on the edge of my seat multiple times and it had be wondering what was going to happen next. I would have liked to see a bit more action in terms of the Ryan brothers being the ruthless men we know them to be, however, all the sweet and caring moments made up for that.
As for the spice, holy shit. It was on a whole other level to the other books. I definitely needed that cold shower I took after finishing!
The ending to this book was so perfect and sweet and everything I wanted!
Words cannot explain how much I fucking loved this book. I loved being back in the world of the Ryan brothers and Jessie.
Whilst this book is heavy on the smut, there is still a plot there and I absolutely loved it. I was on the edge of my seat multiple times and it had be wondering what was going to happen next. I would have liked to see a bit more action in terms of the Ryan brothers being the ruthless men we know them to be, however, all the sweet and caring moments made up for that.
As for the spice, holy shit. It was on a whole other level to the other books. I definitely needed that cold shower I took after finishing!
The ending to this book was so perfect and sweet and everything I wanted!
March 26, 2023
Originally was going to list out the plot of all five books to show that really together this series should have been made into one single book…but then decided not to waste everyone’s time. This entire series sits at a three star primarily because the sex scenes are steamy enough. This is the final book in the series…and as mentioned, I probably won’t be reading more by this author. This had a very romantic ending for a “dark” series. This book has the family trying to conceive and an unknown half brother to Jessie showing up. Oh! And finally a book with no kidnappings.
May 8, 2023
This book is so freaking hard to read. I just want it to be over so I can read another book. It's taking me forever to read because it is so repetitive and bad. This is SUCH A HARD BOOK TO GET THROUGH. I DON'T WANT TO READ THIS ANYMORE. This felt like it took me years to complete. I am finally done with the book and I have never been happier. I feel like the vibe it gave was that of an unasked encore. The little twist with Erin in the end was sort of good but even that fizzled out very fast. 1/5
September 4, 2023
I liked the back story of the novel, but that could’ve been written in 1 novel instead of 5. I don’t feel easily overwhelmed by smut but in this series it’s multiple and plenty and even a bit too much at some points..
February 10, 2023
el plot twist!!!! un poco sad que termine esta seguidilla de libros aunque ngl hubo partes donde me quería arrancar los ojos con una cuchara. there’s a TIME and PLACE ma’am.
October 7, 2024
can't believe this. I have officially ended my journey with Rayan's family. I will not hide this from you. This makes me very sad. I actually finished the first four books a long time ago, but I insisted on not finishing the fifth because I did not want to end my journey with them. But there is no escape from saying goodbye. How dear I truly am to say goodbye. Their farewell was The fifth book is a favorite and expressive of many feelings. It was a summary of a journey that came together by chance and ended through love with an entire family. It was a journey full of pain, happiness, and love, but there is no doubt that it was filled more with tender feelings and sincere love. Few people truly understand this, the meaning behind it. The novel also has few people who understand what it means: “We were brought together by coincidence and fate brought us together.”
I really loved all the strengths and weaknesses in the novel, and I loved that no matter how strong a man like Shin is, he will definitely change for the sake of the one he loves.
It was a story full of a good plot, successive shocks, and ups and downs specific to each individual, but it was an interconnected journey and a story that began with the hacker and ended with the two sweetest children, continuing our journey with the bravest and most beloved family, the Rayan family.
Jesse's presence was a blessing in their lives. She was never a curse. On the contrary, she was the hand that reached out in the darkness and saved the four brothers. Even though she was not innocent now, her radiance was not affected by the darkness.
I also think that the relationship that has developed most amazingly is the relationship between Jesse and Shane. I was amazed by the extent of their relationship’s progress and that she had the ability to make it better in action. He even admitted this to himself, and I am sure that Shane never thought that this would happen. I was listening to a lot of songs. There are clips that remind me of both Jesse and Shane, to be exact. I will mention those clips now
🎧
love's not pain Because u fixing my broken wings
I felt that she was talking to Jessie and Shane because, seriously, they made up for each other for a lot of things, and in fact, the love between them was not as painful as Shane was literally imagining her four husbands proving a word
🎧 i'd let the world burn for you.
This does not mean that Jesse's relationship with Liam, Mikey, and Connor was less. On the contrary, the second relationship in which I felt the most change that showed maturity was Jesse and Liam's relationship. I never imagined that one day Liam would mature to that degree, and that he was so afraid for Jesse that the argument between them was more intense. From one meaning and from more than one point of view, and this is what I liked.
🎧 pull me out the train wreck
The clip that best describes Liam's condition is when he thought he was going to lose Jessie, and when he thought she was dead, and when he found her, the man was still having nightmares because of this, and I truly love, respect, and appreciate his love for her.
I was so afraid that something would happen to Jessie, her children, and her half-brother. I loved how they really tried for her and were ready to burn the entire world so she wouldn't get hurt. Tell me about the obsession and I'll tell you about the Ryan brothers. I loved that when she got pregnant, the priority was her and the children and how Mickey did research. About pregnancy, this man is really obsessed with her, and I will never forget when she told them that she was pregnant with twins Their reaction was very nice and I still haven't gotten over how Shane told her he loved her verbally. What happened to this man? The answer, quite simply, is Jesse, what happened to him. They even admitted that she was the best thing that happened to them. They always say that if a man loves a woman, she makes him better than he could be, and this is actually true. If it were not for Jesse, we would not have witnessed the change of these men.
And let's talk. When she gave birth to the twins, the men were more than considerate of her and their children. I loved the idea that they didn't care who the father was. Well, this is illegal and immoral everywhere, but if you think I don't approve of this, then you don't know me. Who cares?.
One man, four men, or more, this does not matter to me at all. As you all know, “Love is love.”
I did not talk about my fears, so we will talk about them a little.
※ I was afraid that Jessie would not get pregnant. I would have been destroyed in her place, because there is no girl who does not wish to be a mother. I was feeling... Her suffering really hurt me, and I was affected every time it ended in failure, and when she started to suspect that there was something wrong with her, this devastated me so much. I don’t know if she had not endured how she would have gotten over this. She even got into an argument with Shane over this. Well, I understood her husbands’ point of view in action, but Jessie was also right, this is her body and she is free to know if anything is wrong with her or not
※ The second time I felt fear when I learned that the reason that Jessie and her children were about to be killed was because of that prostitute, Shane's old girlfriend. That girl had crossed the level of fornication. Really, leave the man alone. He got married and his wife was already pregnant. What do you want and how did you think about exploiting the girl and her children as well? Her half-brother, that bitch is really a burst sewer
Truly, if Jessie had been harmed, she and the children, I would have flayed the skin of that snake, because that bitch is provocative as hell. I remember that I was at work when I read this part, and without knowing it, I started cursing and cursing. I could not bear my shock when I learned that she was the reason behind this. This malicious woman took advantage of all the legal and non-legal loopholes. It's legal to hurt Shem and Jessie just to be with her, and what the hell did she offer them that she wouldn't mind if they wanted to share it if it would make her relationship with Shane last? What the fuck? She really deserves the title of a whore, and a whore is even more honorable than her.
• let's talk about my favorite parts and come up with an appropriate reaction for it .
♣ “I have a hunch that you were the mastermind behind this, Jessie Ryan!”
When she celebrated his birthday, I will never forget that moment seriously
♣ But then I saw her face and I knew she was behind it, and how the fuck do I stay mad at her, or any of them, when I know that they did this out of love for me?
I’m not sure I’m worthy of the kind of devotion that I have from Jessie when I’ve done nothing to deserve it.
His words were truly devastating. He believed that he had done nothing to her to deserve her love for him, but he did not know that he had given her love, respect, loyalty, children, and marriage. I never thought that Shin would truly be someone she looked up to with awe, but he achieved all of this.
♣" What are you thinking about?” I realize I’m staring into her eyes.
“How much I love you.”
It took me a long time to let her inside the walls I spent a lifetime building.
He was looking at her to the point that he forgot this act. It's amazing. Love is when a man loves. We truly see wonders. It's like watching fireworks and butterflies flying around you. I liked that he said it took him a while to break down his walls and let her in. This was the most liberating love I've ever seen. I'm aware of how much... The difficulty of this matter
♣ Jessie Ryan, would you please come to the lake house with me and Liam for four whole nights so we can worship and adore you all to ourselves?”
What I liked the most is the word “We worship you.” I think that love is truly wonderful, but when you find it with a deserving person, and these men were truly deserving of love.
♣ my heart breaks for her. Tears are running down her face and she wipes them away with her hand.
♣I cross the room in two strides and wrap my arms around her, picking her up so she can wrap her legs around me too.
Regarding the moment of brokenness and pain here, I really feel her feelings even though I am single, but my biggest dream is to be a kind mother, and at the same time this is my biggest fear. Why? Because I really doubt that I will find someone who will love me and whom I will love. I have never been his priority, not even once. Everyone always tells me that I will not repeat myself and that I am the best, kindest, most beautiful and kindest person, but there is really no one who is ready to give me his heart, but that is okay. I am now 24 years old. I am satisfied with my work only
♣ “I’m sorry, baby,”
I swear each time she gets even more heartbroken than the last and it kills me to see her like this “Fuck, I’m sorry, Red,”
How do I lower my expectations when I see men like these? I will cry again now because of the sweetness of those feelings. They love her so much. They apologize to her mother. They are always supportive of her. They are afraid for her. Their hearts break when she cries. And now they just feel like they can't do anything for her and this hurts them more. I hope. I hope to find a little of this love one day, but even if I don't find it, I will always give this love to my children.
♦Our girl is heartbroken and I wish I could fix it for her.
You see what I'm talking about, this is the deepest stage of love. They say love has no limits, and now I'm convinced of this
★ "Jessie,We don’t want you to keep on doing those tests every day and putting so much pressure on yourself to get pregnant, but we do want to keep trying for a baby. We all still want this with you, but just with a little less pressure. Tell me you understand that,”
I really liked their fear for her here, but they did not realize that doing this is more difficult for her than trying. The girl has been trying for a while and had many fears. I know that they support her, but she is in a sensitive period. She will not understand this easily, but I truly give my full respect to these men because their fear for her was more important than anything else. Another thing is that they really want her to rest a little and not be sad like this, because it is painful for her and for them, and they are only trying to protect her.
♣" Because it can’t be all of you, can it?”
• “It’s probably not you either, Jessie. Why is it such a big deal that you’re not knocked up already?”
• “Because it just is, Shane! Are you sorry you even agreed to try now?”
•“I’m going to pretend you didn’t just say that,” I snarl back.
•“Then I’m getting the tests done.”
She's right, too. I was confused about my situation here. I couldn't take sides. They're both right. It was really hard to read this, but it hurt me when she said it to him. Are you sorry for agreeing now? This man really tried for her. He didn't want love or anything. Marriage or children, but for her sake he gave all of this
♣ “That wasn’t my intention,”
“So if I did that, then I am sorry.”
He didn't hurt me more than what he said. I know he didn't really mean it, but hearing that from her hurt him a lot. I don't know why I cry so much, but oh my God, I really miss a lot of things. I wonder if there is anyone who will try for me?
♣ “I know that, sweetheart,”
“Because if I thought you were, I would have bent you over this table, taken off my belt and your panties and spanked your ass right in front of him.”
This scene was amazing, Shane, and his jealousy was very nice
♣*Then I’d make you come on my fingers while he watched so that when you moan my name, he would know exactly who you belong to.”
“You’re a devil.”
I agree with her here, but we won't deny that we loved this, girl 🫢🫣😉
✦Jessie Ryan has changed me in ways I would never have imagined.
The sentence I love to see most in front of me everywhere. I will never get over a man saying this. Men rarely admit this, and when they do, we all realize how much his love and adoration for his girl has reached, so I am truly grateful for this love.
✦"How much she loves me. That prick was flirting with her and I know how much she admires him, but she didn’t look at him the way she looks at me. At us.”
And she will never do that. Not only does she love you, but she respects you and worships you. I will not be able to explain the extent of her love, but I will suffice with the sentence, “You are her compensation when we say He will give you better than what was taken from you, and this is actually true because she lost a lot through the act and you were the compensation.” So I am extremely grateful to you. And hers too
♣"Don’t turn your fucking back on me, Jessie!”
I had never imagined in my life that I would see Liam like this. I was screaming in shock and the excitement was truly overwhelming and absolutely amazing. At that moment, man, Liam was hot as hell here. I fell in love with him all over again.
✦" That’s because I never want to let you go, Liam Ryan.”
I’m pretty sure there is no man on this earth who is happier than me right now
I understand Liam's feelings very much. Her words are truly sincere and from the heart. I loved how their relationship is beyond ideal. "chaste love." Enough with that.
♠ In fact, Jessie Ryan is the best thing that’s ever happened to the Ryan family.
Totally agree
♣"She is not some random that you picked up at the bar, so don’t fucking treat her like one."
• The hurt on her face is obvious, but I’m too pissed at the two of them to back down.
I wanted to curse Connor here, the fool who, because of his jealousy, ruined things and insulted his brother and also his wife. I did not believe at first that he really said this, but jealousy is truly blinding, but I still do not see this as a justification.
♣ “I know you think I’m being naïve, but I’m not stupid, Liam. There is a chance Hayden is lying or has an ulterior motive, but by the same token, there is also a chance that he’s not. I don’t want to be the kind of person who always assumes the worst of people. I’m sorry, but I can’t be that, not even for you.”
What she said is very true, but I understand that Liam was afraid for her and afraid that she would be killed or exploited as happened before, but at the same time I loved that she refused to change and to be someone other than herself, and this was what I liked most about her, that she always defends herself.
♣ “I just hate anyone seeing her like that. I can’t help it. It drives me crazy.”
He's right, we all agree with him, but he needed to control himself more because he said a lot of nonsense
♣"Is this about a baby?”
“Yes!”
“We discussed this, Jessie!"
“No, you gave me an order and I obeyed like an obedient little puppy.”
Well we agree that Shane is giving orders but he only did it for you so we have to understand that too
♣" That you went behind my back and conspired with Lisa to have tests run without any of us knowing is bad enough, Jessie, but the fact that you honestly believe I’m such a coldhearted bastard that I would do something like that "
•“Do whatever the fuck you want"
What hurt him more is that she lied to him and did this behind his back and also accused him of this. Let's talk frankly. She has the right to think like this. She was afraid and doubtful that he would change his mind, especially since he was convinced of this after his difficulties. He did not even want marriage and now children, so she has the right. This is despite. Although her words were not soft on his heart, she did not mean to hurt him
♣"For hurting you. What I said about you changing your mind about a baby, Shane, that is my deepest fear, but it’s not because I think you’re a coldhearted bastard. It’s because I want it so damn much. I convinced myself that I didn’t but now that I know it’s a possibility, it’s all I can think about. You always put everyone before yourself. I suppose a part of me was worried that you agreed to a baby for the rest of us and not really for you,”
I can hear my heart breaking, man. What she said is so true, it's so scary. He always puts everyone before himself, and she was afraid that he would give up on trying to be a father, and at the same time, she didn't want that at all, and when she told him that she thought he agreed to the child just for their sake, he was... This is so painful for me, girl, these feelings are so devastating, I can't keep up with this.
♣“I just want to be able to give you all everything you want, just like you do for me,”
•“If there is something wrong, then isn’t it better that we know sooner rather than later?”
• “You are everything we want. You are everything we need.”
•“I just want to know, Shane. Why can’t you understand that?”
This is the most painful argument I have ever seen. The idea is that she is trying to give them a family, but she is somewhat bound to fail. She is also unable to understand that it may take some time. On the other hand, her husbands are about to stop trying so that she does not get hurt, and they tell her that she is more important, that she has given them a lot, and that she is everything. They really need him. This is really painful. Shin is not understanding. On the contrary, Ao is very understanding and is trying for her sake, but she is unable to tell this now.
♣"Because I knew you would try and talk me out of it, Shane. In fact, you would have talked me out of it. You have this way of making me agree to anything. You tie me up in knots and sometimes it’s easier to ask for your forgiveness than for your permission.”
I agree with her. It is really easier to ask for forgiveness from Shane than it is for him to allow you to do something that he refuses to do. Nothing hurt me more than the thought that she had to do this behind his back because she was afraid that he would refuse. Well, let’s agree. He refused in action.
✦I felt as if Shane was being forced to say this to her, and I felt a deep wound resulting from your wound. Is this the effect of my love for you?
♣“I swear I never meant to lie to you. But it is my body, Shane, and I have every right to know if there’s a part of it not working right.”
I support you in this girl, go for it
•Another meaning of Jesse's words
✦"i still belong with u shane"
♣"I’m so proud of you, baby,”
"You’re fucking incredible, Angel,”
“And you just made us the happiest men alive, you know that right?”
About Jamal, Leave Them Here, when they learned that she was pregnant with twins, that was one of the happiest moments of my life. Literally, I remember crying a lot. There is always a connection between me and novels that contain pregnancy and children.
♣" You’re not the only one,”
“We all areـEspecially Conor.”
"He looks like he’s about to throw up,”
“I know,”
I’ve never seen Conor looking so nervous before and I’m about to call him over to me.
The moment when they saw the kids for the first time and how nervous they were here and how Connor was so kind and so supportive was a really touching and sweet moment.
Sinc when do you ever go to bed alone, Hacker?
I miss this title, what memories it has, man, I feel as if I actually spent a lifetime with them
♢" Fuck, Jessie, you’re gonna give the poor kid a heart attack if you keep doing this,”
“Do I really stink or something?”
part 2
I really loved all the strengths and weaknesses in the novel, and I loved that no matter how strong a man like Shin is, he will definitely change for the sake of the one he loves.
It was a story full of a good plot, successive shocks, and ups and downs specific to each individual, but it was an interconnected journey and a story that began with the hacker and ended with the two sweetest children, continuing our journey with the bravest and most beloved family, the Rayan family.
Jesse's presence was a blessing in their lives. She was never a curse. On the contrary, she was the hand that reached out in the darkness and saved the four brothers. Even though she was not innocent now, her radiance was not affected by the darkness.
I also think that the relationship that has developed most amazingly is the relationship between Jesse and Shane. I was amazed by the extent of their relationship’s progress and that she had the ability to make it better in action. He even admitted this to himself, and I am sure that Shane never thought that this would happen. I was listening to a lot of songs. There are clips that remind me of both Jesse and Shane, to be exact. I will mention those clips now
🎧
love's not pain Because u fixing my broken wings
I felt that she was talking to Jessie and Shane because, seriously, they made up for each other for a lot of things, and in fact, the love between them was not as painful as Shane was literally imagining her four husbands proving a word
🎧 i'd let the world burn for you.
This does not mean that Jesse's relationship with Liam, Mikey, and Connor was less. On the contrary, the second relationship in which I felt the most change that showed maturity was Jesse and Liam's relationship. I never imagined that one day Liam would mature to that degree, and that he was so afraid for Jesse that the argument between them was more intense. From one meaning and from more than one point of view, and this is what I liked.
🎧 pull me out the train wreck
The clip that best describes Liam's condition is when he thought he was going to lose Jessie, and when he thought she was dead, and when he found her, the man was still having nightmares because of this, and I truly love, respect, and appreciate his love for her.
I was so afraid that something would happen to Jessie, her children, and her half-brother. I loved how they really tried for her and were ready to burn the entire world so she wouldn't get hurt. Tell me about the obsession and I'll tell you about the Ryan brothers. I loved that when she got pregnant, the priority was her and the children and how Mickey did research. About pregnancy, this man is really obsessed with her, and I will never forget when she told them that she was pregnant with twins Their reaction was very nice and I still haven't gotten over how Shane told her he loved her verbally. What happened to this man? The answer, quite simply, is Jesse, what happened to him. They even admitted that she was the best thing that happened to them. They always say that if a man loves a woman, she makes him better than he could be, and this is actually true. If it were not for Jesse, we would not have witnessed the change of these men.
And let's talk. When she gave birth to the twins, the men were more than considerate of her and their children. I loved the idea that they didn't care who the father was. Well, this is illegal and immoral everywhere, but if you think I don't approve of this, then you don't know me. Who cares?.
One man, four men, or more, this does not matter to me at all. As you all know, “Love is love.”
I did not talk about my fears, so we will talk about them a little.
※ I was afraid that Jessie would not get pregnant. I would have been destroyed in her place, because there is no girl who does not wish to be a mother. I was feeling... Her suffering really hurt me, and I was affected every time it ended in failure, and when she started to suspect that there was something wrong with her, this devastated me so much. I don’t know if she had not endured how she would have gotten over this. She even got into an argument with Shane over this. Well, I understood her husbands’ point of view in action, but Jessie was also right, this is her body and she is free to know if anything is wrong with her or not
※ The second time I felt fear when I learned that the reason that Jessie and her children were about to be killed was because of that prostitute, Shane's old girlfriend. That girl had crossed the level of fornication. Really, leave the man alone. He got married and his wife was already pregnant. What do you want and how did you think about exploiting the girl and her children as well? Her half-brother, that bitch is really a burst sewer
Truly, if Jessie had been harmed, she and the children, I would have flayed the skin of that snake, because that bitch is provocative as hell. I remember that I was at work when I read this part, and without knowing it, I started cursing and cursing. I could not bear my shock when I learned that she was the reason behind this. This malicious woman took advantage of all the legal and non-legal loopholes. It's legal to hurt Shem and Jessie just to be with her, and what the hell did she offer them that she wouldn't mind if they wanted to share it if it would make her relationship with Shane last? What the fuck? She really deserves the title of a whore, and a whore is even more honorable than her.
• let's talk about my favorite parts and come up with an appropriate reaction for it .
♣ “I have a hunch that you were the mastermind behind this, Jessie Ryan!”
When she celebrated his birthday, I will never forget that moment seriously
♣ But then I saw her face and I knew she was behind it, and how the fuck do I stay mad at her, or any of them, when I know that they did this out of love for me?
I’m not sure I’m worthy of the kind of devotion that I have from Jessie when I’ve done nothing to deserve it.
His words were truly devastating. He believed that he had done nothing to her to deserve her love for him, but he did not know that he had given her love, respect, loyalty, children, and marriage. I never thought that Shin would truly be someone she looked up to with awe, but he achieved all of this.
♣" What are you thinking about?” I realize I’m staring into her eyes.
“How much I love you.”
It took me a long time to let her inside the walls I spent a lifetime building.
He was looking at her to the point that he forgot this act. It's amazing. Love is when a man loves. We truly see wonders. It's like watching fireworks and butterflies flying around you. I liked that he said it took him a while to break down his walls and let her in. This was the most liberating love I've ever seen. I'm aware of how much... The difficulty of this matter
♣ Jessie Ryan, would you please come to the lake house with me and Liam for four whole nights so we can worship and adore you all to ourselves?”
What I liked the most is the word “We worship you.” I think that love is truly wonderful, but when you find it with a deserving person, and these men were truly deserving of love.
♣ my heart breaks for her. Tears are running down her face and she wipes them away with her hand.
♣I cross the room in two strides and wrap my arms around her, picking her up so she can wrap her legs around me too.
Regarding the moment of brokenness and pain here, I really feel her feelings even though I am single, but my biggest dream is to be a kind mother, and at the same time this is my biggest fear. Why? Because I really doubt that I will find someone who will love me and whom I will love. I have never been his priority, not even once. Everyone always tells me that I will not repeat myself and that I am the best, kindest, most beautiful and kindest person, but there is really no one who is ready to give me his heart, but that is okay. I am now 24 years old. I am satisfied with my work only
♣ “I’m sorry, baby,”
I swear each time she gets even more heartbroken than the last and it kills me to see her like this “Fuck, I’m sorry, Red,”
How do I lower my expectations when I see men like these? I will cry again now because of the sweetness of those feelings. They love her so much. They apologize to her mother. They are always supportive of her. They are afraid for her. Their hearts break when she cries. And now they just feel like they can't do anything for her and this hurts them more. I hope. I hope to find a little of this love one day, but even if I don't find it, I will always give this love to my children.
♦Our girl is heartbroken and I wish I could fix it for her.
You see what I'm talking about, this is the deepest stage of love. They say love has no limits, and now I'm convinced of this
★ "Jessie,We don’t want you to keep on doing those tests every day and putting so much pressure on yourself to get pregnant, but we do want to keep trying for a baby. We all still want this with you, but just with a little less pressure. Tell me you understand that,”
I really liked their fear for her here, but they did not realize that doing this is more difficult for her than trying. The girl has been trying for a while and had many fears. I know that they support her, but she is in a sensitive period. She will not understand this easily, but I truly give my full respect to these men because their fear for her was more important than anything else. Another thing is that they really want her to rest a little and not be sad like this, because it is painful for her and for them, and they are only trying to protect her.
♣" Because it can’t be all of you, can it?”
• “It’s probably not you either, Jessie. Why is it such a big deal that you’re not knocked up already?”
• “Because it just is, Shane! Are you sorry you even agreed to try now?”
•“I’m going to pretend you didn’t just say that,” I snarl back.
•“Then I’m getting the tests done.”
She's right, too. I was confused about my situation here. I couldn't take sides. They're both right. It was really hard to read this, but it hurt me when she said it to him. Are you sorry for agreeing now? This man really tried for her. He didn't want love or anything. Marriage or children, but for her sake he gave all of this
♣ “That wasn’t my intention,”
“So if I did that, then I am sorry.”
He didn't hurt me more than what he said. I know he didn't really mean it, but hearing that from her hurt him a lot. I don't know why I cry so much, but oh my God, I really miss a lot of things. I wonder if there is anyone who will try for me?
♣ “I know that, sweetheart,”
“Because if I thought you were, I would have bent you over this table, taken off my belt and your panties and spanked your ass right in front of him.”
This scene was amazing, Shane, and his jealousy was very nice
♣*Then I’d make you come on my fingers while he watched so that when you moan my name, he would know exactly who you belong to.”
“You’re a devil.”
I agree with her here, but we won't deny that we loved this, girl 🫢🫣😉
✦Jessie Ryan has changed me in ways I would never have imagined.
The sentence I love to see most in front of me everywhere. I will never get over a man saying this. Men rarely admit this, and when they do, we all realize how much his love and adoration for his girl has reached, so I am truly grateful for this love.
✦"How much she loves me. That prick was flirting with her and I know how much she admires him, but she didn’t look at him the way she looks at me. At us.”
And she will never do that. Not only does she love you, but she respects you and worships you. I will not be able to explain the extent of her love, but I will suffice with the sentence, “You are her compensation when we say He will give you better than what was taken from you, and this is actually true because she lost a lot through the act and you were the compensation.” So I am extremely grateful to you. And hers too
♣"Don’t turn your fucking back on me, Jessie!”
I had never imagined in my life that I would see Liam like this. I was screaming in shock and the excitement was truly overwhelming and absolutely amazing. At that moment, man, Liam was hot as hell here. I fell in love with him all over again.
✦" That’s because I never want to let you go, Liam Ryan.”
I’m pretty sure there is no man on this earth who is happier than me right now
I understand Liam's feelings very much. Her words are truly sincere and from the heart. I loved how their relationship is beyond ideal. "chaste love." Enough with that.
♠ In fact, Jessie Ryan is the best thing that’s ever happened to the Ryan family.
Totally agree
♣"She is not some random that you picked up at the bar, so don’t fucking treat her like one."
• The hurt on her face is obvious, but I’m too pissed at the two of them to back down.
I wanted to curse Connor here, the fool who, because of his jealousy, ruined things and insulted his brother and also his wife. I did not believe at first that he really said this, but jealousy is truly blinding, but I still do not see this as a justification.
♣ “I know you think I’m being naïve, but I’m not stupid, Liam. There is a chance Hayden is lying or has an ulterior motive, but by the same token, there is also a chance that he’s not. I don’t want to be the kind of person who always assumes the worst of people. I’m sorry, but I can’t be that, not even for you.”
What she said is very true, but I understand that Liam was afraid for her and afraid that she would be killed or exploited as happened before, but at the same time I loved that she refused to change and to be someone other than herself, and this was what I liked most about her, that she always defends herself.
♣ “I just hate anyone seeing her like that. I can’t help it. It drives me crazy.”
He's right, we all agree with him, but he needed to control himself more because he said a lot of nonsense
♣"Is this about a baby?”
“Yes!”
“We discussed this, Jessie!"
“No, you gave me an order and I obeyed like an obedient little puppy.”
Well we agree that Shane is giving orders but he only did it for you so we have to understand that too
♣" That you went behind my back and conspired with Lisa to have tests run without any of us knowing is bad enough, Jessie, but the fact that you honestly believe I’m such a coldhearted bastard that I would do something like that "
•“Do whatever the fuck you want"
What hurt him more is that she lied to him and did this behind his back and also accused him of this. Let's talk frankly. She has the right to think like this. She was afraid and doubtful that he would change his mind, especially since he was convinced of this after his difficulties. He did not even want marriage and now children, so she has the right. This is despite. Although her words were not soft on his heart, she did not mean to hurt him
♣"For hurting you. What I said about you changing your mind about a baby, Shane, that is my deepest fear, but it’s not because I think you’re a coldhearted bastard. It’s because I want it so damn much. I convinced myself that I didn’t but now that I know it’s a possibility, it’s all I can think about. You always put everyone before yourself. I suppose a part of me was worried that you agreed to a baby for the rest of us and not really for you,”
I can hear my heart breaking, man. What she said is so true, it's so scary. He always puts everyone before himself, and she was afraid that he would give up on trying to be a father, and at the same time, she didn't want that at all, and when she told him that she thought he agreed to the child just for their sake, he was... This is so painful for me, girl, these feelings are so devastating, I can't keep up with this.
♣“I just want to be able to give you all everything you want, just like you do for me,”
•“If there is something wrong, then isn’t it better that we know sooner rather than later?”
• “You are everything we want. You are everything we need.”
•“I just want to know, Shane. Why can’t you understand that?”
This is the most painful argument I have ever seen. The idea is that she is trying to give them a family, but she is somewhat bound to fail. She is also unable to understand that it may take some time. On the other hand, her husbands are about to stop trying so that she does not get hurt, and they tell her that she is more important, that she has given them a lot, and that she is everything. They really need him. This is really painful. Shin is not understanding. On the contrary, Ao is very understanding and is trying for her sake, but she is unable to tell this now.
♣"Because I knew you would try and talk me out of it, Shane. In fact, you would have talked me out of it. You have this way of making me agree to anything. You tie me up in knots and sometimes it’s easier to ask for your forgiveness than for your permission.”
I agree with her. It is really easier to ask for forgiveness from Shane than it is for him to allow you to do something that he refuses to do. Nothing hurt me more than the thought that she had to do this behind his back because she was afraid that he would refuse. Well, let’s agree. He refused in action.
✦I felt as if Shane was being forced to say this to her, and I felt a deep wound resulting from your wound. Is this the effect of my love for you?
♣“I swear I never meant to lie to you. But it is my body, Shane, and I have every right to know if there’s a part of it not working right.”
I support you in this girl, go for it
•Another meaning of Jesse's words
✦"i still belong with u shane"
♣"I’m so proud of you, baby,”
"You’re fucking incredible, Angel,”
“And you just made us the happiest men alive, you know that right?”
About Jamal, Leave Them Here, when they learned that she was pregnant with twins, that was one of the happiest moments of my life. Literally, I remember crying a lot. There is always a connection between me and novels that contain pregnancy and children.
♣" You’re not the only one,”
“We all areـEspecially Conor.”
"He looks like he’s about to throw up,”
“I know,”
I’ve never seen Conor looking so nervous before and I’m about to call him over to me.
The moment when they saw the kids for the first time and how nervous they were here and how Connor was so kind and so supportive was a really touching and sweet moment.
Sinc when do you ever go to bed alone, Hacker?
I miss this title, what memories it has, man, I feel as if I actually spent a lifetime with them
♢" Fuck, Jessie, you’re gonna give the poor kid a heart attack if you keep doing this,”
“Do I really stink or something?”
part 2
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 1, 2025
“You are so fucking beautiful, you know that?”
💫💫💫💫💛💫💫💫💫
Ryan Renewed (New York Ruthless, #5)
by Sadie Kincaid
𝗟𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀...
(𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝖼𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗈𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗂𝗇 Manhattan 𝖱𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖾𝗍𝖼) 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝖿𝖿𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝖭𝖤𝖶 𝖸𝖮𝖱𝖪 𝖱𝖴𝖳𝖧𝖫𝖤𝖲𝖲 𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌, 𝖨 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄 𝖲𝖺𝖽𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝗌𝗎𝗆s 𝗂𝗍 𝗎𝗉: best:
"For all the readers who just wanted to read about Jessie and the boys and their happily ever after. This one is for you. For anyone else, if you’re looking for a read that has plot over spice, this may not be the book for you. All my love, Sadie x"
💛💫💛💫💛💫💛💫💛
Love what was given here... ͏y͏o͏u ͏k͏n͏o͏w ͏w͏h͏a͏͏t? ͏͏n͏o ͏r͏e͏a͏l critique.
It’s a nice HEA and fun wrap.
4 stars out of five
★★★★☆
I’m good without dissecting this one.
💛💛💛💫💛💛💛
In fact, Jessie Ryan is the best thing that’s ever happened to the Ryan family.
💛★•*´¨`*•★• Happy reading ┊┊┊┊ ➶ ❁۪ ｡˚ յ
💫💫💫💫💛💫💫💫💫
Ryan Renewed (New York Ruthless, #5)
by Sadie Kincaid
𝗟𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀...
(𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝖼𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗈𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗂𝗇 Manhattan 𝖱𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖾𝗍𝖼) 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝖿𝖿𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝖭𝖤𝖶 𝖸𝖮𝖱𝖪 𝖱𝖴𝖳𝖧𝖫𝖤𝖲𝖲 𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌, 𝖨 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄 𝖲𝖺𝖽𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝗌𝗎𝗆s 𝗂𝗍 𝗎𝗉: best:
"For all the readers who just wanted to read about Jessie and the boys and their happily ever after. This one is for you. For anyone else, if you’re looking for a read that has plot over spice, this may not be the book for you. All my love, Sadie x"
💛💫💛💫💛💫💛💫💛
Love what was given here... ͏y͏o͏u ͏k͏n͏o͏w ͏w͏h͏a͏͏t? ͏͏n͏o ͏r͏e͏a͏l critique.
It’s a nice HEA and fun wrap.
4 stars out of five
★★★★☆
I’m good without dissecting this one.
💛💛💛💫💛💛💛
In fact, Jessie Ryan is the best thing that’s ever happened to the Ryan family.
💛★•*´¨`*•★• Happy reading ┊┊┊┊ ➶ ❁۪ ｡˚ յ
May 9, 2025
My overall review the whole series is a 3.75⭐️. I did the audiobook. Was this my favorite narration, no it wasn’t. This is just my personal opinion but when you have a book with 4 mmc’s you need to have 4 different voices narrating the book. To me it seems the narrator sometimes lost his Irish accent and the female narrator had too much of a whinny voice for this type of book. Once I got past book one I was able to get into the story. The whole series is just one continuation of the story so you do need to read it in order. The plot got better as the story continued but this is a heavy spice book. There was some drama and suspense. There is found family & age gap. Definitely protective mmc’s & this is a why choose.
August 17, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️
So here’s the deal—Ryan Renewal had potential, but I was craving a little balance between story and spice. Instead, I got déjà vu in the bedroom about a dozen times over. After the fifth rinse-and-repeat sex scene, I started skimming like I was searching for buried treasure—except the treasure was just more plot.
That said, whatever magic this heroine has that turns four hardened mafia men into melty puddles of “must-have-her-now” should seriously be bottled, patented, and sold at Sephora. 😂😂😂
Bottom line: if you want deep story with your steam, you might feel like me—wanting more. But if you’re here mainly for the smut buffet, pull up a chair. This book’s got you covered.
So here’s the deal—Ryan Renewal had potential, but I was craving a little balance between story and spice. Instead, I got déjà vu in the bedroom about a dozen times over. After the fifth rinse-and-repeat sex scene, I started skimming like I was searching for buried treasure—except the treasure was just more plot.
That said, whatever magic this heroine has that turns four hardened mafia men into melty puddles of “must-have-her-now” should seriously be bottled, patented, and sold at Sephora. 😂😂😂
Bottom line: if you want deep story with your steam, you might feel like me—wanting more. But if you’re here mainly for the smut buffet, pull up a chair. This book’s got you covered.
October 31, 2024
I really have mixed feelings abt this book, this whole serie to be fair, but I can't say i liked it that much. The story was great, minus the -you know what-, the plots were good, tho for me it was kind of expected, I'd say if there wasn't that much of sm*t in this serie it would've been great actually, but I guess this is the way reverse harem novels are like.
I did get used to the characters, tho, m blaming it on the fact that I read 5 books abt them ahahaahahahah, but I don't think I'll be reading another reverse harem book again.
I did get used to the characters, tho, m blaming it on the fact that I read 5 books abt them ahahaahahahah, but I don't think I'll be reading another reverse harem book again.
July 27, 2022
Wow!!! 🔥 ❤️🔥
These Ryan brothers 🥰😉 they really have a hold on me!
I was devastated for this book to end, I so hope we get to see more of the Ryan brothers in the future! If it wasn’t for work, I’d have finished this book in a day.
This book has everything you could ever want, beautiful Irish brothers, endless smut and a storyline, if you’ve read the previous books.
The smut level in this book is 10 *!
It’s made me want to reread the whole series again!
These Ryan brothers 🥰😉 they really have a hold on me!
I was devastated for this book to end, I so hope we get to see more of the Ryan brothers in the future! If it wasn’t for work, I’d have finished this book in a day.
This book has everything you could ever want, beautiful Irish brothers, endless smut and a storyline, if you’ve read the previous books.
The smut level in this book is 10 *!
It’s made me want to reread the whole series again!
November 10, 2025
That was so so so good 😭. And can I just say I was definitely correct with my feelings towards Erin. She got exactly what she deserved from day one. Also, I am so sad about Jessie not being able to have a relationship with her brother…he just had to go and be an idiot. BUT, it’s all fine because the Ryan’s are the most beautiful family and they got their babies and it was so good! I loved this series and can’t wait to read all the short stories!!!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 10, 2022
Ryan Renewed
This was the perfect ending to Jessie and the boys' story!!
Thankyou for getting rid of that venomous cow 😂 I had anxiety when I thought she was going to be left breathing 😂😂😂
This whole series has had me hooked and now I need to read the novellas ❤️❤️❤️
full of filthy detailed seggs and the plot is 😘👌
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
This was the perfect ending to Jessie and the boys' story!!
Thankyou for getting rid of that venomous cow 😂 I had anxiety when I thought she was going to be left breathing 😂😂😂
This whole series has had me hooked and now I need to read the novellas ❤️❤️❤️
full of filthy detailed seggs and the plot is 😘👌
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
January 3, 2023
I was unsure at first if this booked really was needed but my god!!! I SO NEEDED THIS BOOK!!
It was everything! The babies 👶🏻👶🏻 the love they all have for each other.
And that fact that Jessie turned even more into a bad bitch I was all for it!!
THE TWIST!! Damn ERIN!! HATED HER FROM THE BEGINNING.
can’t wait to read the novellas to keep the story going
It was everything! The babies 👶🏻👶🏻 the love they all have for each other.
And that fact that Jessie turned even more into a bad bitch I was all for it!!
THE TWIST!! Damn ERIN!! HATED HER FROM THE BEGINNING.
can’t wait to read the novellas to keep the story going
January 27, 2025
This book was basically a realllyy long epilogue. Storyline was massively dragged out and thought it was a bit pointless, but wrapped a few other bits up at the end. it should have ended with the book. Also, the author loves the word “deviant” as it’s used repeatedly throughout the series and started to drive me insane.
August 7, 2022
Just can't get enough of the Ryan's. Just when you think the Bad Stuff has stopped following them. Something else comes round the Corner to bite them in the butt.
But in true Ryan style they are able to sort it.
And as for Spicy, Something new in every Chapter.
I can't put into words how much I love this Series x
But in true Ryan style they are able to sort it.
And as for Spicy, Something new in every Chapter.
I can't put into words how much I love this Series x
May 27, 2025
whoooooaaa.
I really had no idea I’d like this book-let alone not be able to put all 5 of them down.
It’s extra spicy with lots of sweet sentiment. It’s not my typical but I’m sooooo glad I tried something new with these books. So good.
I really had no idea I’d like this book-let alone not be able to put all 5 of them down.
It’s extra spicy with lots of sweet sentiment. It’s not my typical but I’m sooooo glad I tried something new with these books. So good.
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