3.5 ⭐️
2.5🌶
I’m going to start by saying I’ve seen this book everywhere! Every time I scrolled on Bookstagram, I saw a post about it. They were all positive reviews, so I was confused because of all the mixed reviews on Goodreads (lower average rating). I didn’t read any Goodreads reviews before because I wanted to go into it somewhat blind so I could have my own reactions. If that makes any sense?
After reading the Goodreads synopsis, I was excited to read it. It does mention Ethan and his drinking problem and grief. Still, I went in expecting a light-hearted rom-com; that's totally on me.
The first half of the book is lovely! I enjoyed everything about it. From the fake dating to their forced proximity and attraction! I really liked the insta-attraction between both mc’s. I mean, just IMAGINE meeting your celebrity crush, and they’re attracted to you too. I would cry.
The fake dating was honestly written so well!! Two celebrities dating to better their image? It probably has happened before, and I love that realistic aspect of this book. It made the characters just a bit more real, and it made them likable.
I loved Grey throughout the entire book. She’s driven and is overall a wonderful person. There isn’t anything I didn’t like about her—she was such a wonderful fmc.
We got to see the (somewhat) good side of Hollywood. Grey has been acting since she was a child, so we also got to hear about the not-so-good side that comes with fame.
That said, the book's second half (40ish%) was HARD to read. We got a closer look at the ugly side of Hollywood. Expectations, grief, and addiction.
Ethan has been struggling throughout the book, and we see that because of his POV. We got to see the dark side of addiction towards the end, and that, in a way, helped me understand him.
Addiction is a disease, and I’m glad this book didn’t go the “he meets a woman and pulls his act together for her” route. Some chapters were harder to read, but the hardest part was when he hit rock bottom. I was crying, and my heart was breaking for him. Hitting rock bottom is often needed before recovery, and I think we got to see that.
Although the second half was more challenging to read and showed how messy and ugly life can be, I feel it added depth to their story. I love that this book offered more than just a simple fake dating; then they just live HEA.
The novel was half a light-hearted steamy romance and half that showed Ethan’s struggle with addiction. But I feel like his recovery was brushed off in a way?? Like, he went to rehab and isolated himself for a while, but after getting his POV with his struggles, we get no POV of his recovery, and that just made me sad. It was like, he went to rehab, figured his feelings out, apologized, and then they lived happily ever after. After that whole journey, we just get a chapter of him after recovery and then an epilogue? The ending was way too rushed, and I didn’t like that.
I liked the epilogue, but I wanted more!!! I could’ve easily read a 50-page epilogue, to be honest.
Overall, this excellent book shows how beautiful yet ugly life could be. Although it’s technically a romance, it covers heavy topics, so I wouldn't say read it if you’re looking for a rom-com. Check out the trigger warnings, and just know that some chapters are tough to read.
read if you like:
→ Fake Dating
→ Actor/ actress (celebrity romance)
→ Dual POV
→ Age Gap
→ One Bed
→ open-door romance
⚠️TW: alcoholism, drug abuse, death (of a friend), grief