Wanted to try to read a new author with dual virgin. I was disappointed. This will be short and brief.
Dark High school mafia "romance". FMC Fallon, MMC Valentino
Not safe for me for 1 reason.
Lost their virginity together, but after he saw a pic of her kissing another guy (don't remember the explanation for that one) he leaves her or she leaves him. Too many misunderstandings, he is in the mafia, killed a bunch of people, he wanted to protect her so he lied to his family about the h like she was "just another pussy to fuck" even though he was a virgin too and didn't see her that way. She was her one and only (sort of). That hurt her so she ran. During their separation he tried to fuck random women but couldn't go through with it. He tried MANY times. And THAT is what ruined this shit show. Even if he just thought of it, I would hate it, but he TRIED MANY TIMES.
When they have sex again after she tells him about being locked up in the basement for a year after having her pregnant belly kicked in by her family and how she still loves him, she asks if there was anyone else, He says,
“There’s only ever been you.” I don’t know why I give her the satisfaction of knowing she was my first and my only, but I do. I tried many times before because all I wanted was to erase her fucking imprint on me. But every time I tried to fuck a random bitch, I saw her fucking face staring back at me, making me feel like I was somehow cheating on her."
The point is he tried, and I cannot forgive that. How far did he go? She doesn't know that he tried to fuck OWs, so if she did know, I wonder if she would have stayed. I hope not. Just the fact that he tried is cheating to me. A man in love like he says he was, doesn't do that.
This had too much unnecessary angst, I did not believe in his love for her, he ditched her and even with all the sex they had, he did not feel the scars of her heart surgery??? Please! Clearly he did not care enough to know about her. He told her his secrets, but that is his choice, she chose to keep a few things to herself, and after he ditched her and coldly snubbed her after they first kiss, he broke her heart intentionally, so why should she trust him?? After he told her why he did that, that he is in the mafia and he needed to protect her, she was on board with him. Then instead of talking, and clearing the air, he kidnaps her and has no plan what to do, just wants her to suffer not giving her food, force feeding her, she gets a panic attack and he takes her to the hospital.
She told him about the unborn baby after she saw the tattoo of it on his chest, so he thought she got rid of the baby. He always thinks the worst and NEVER thought that she lost their baby some other way. Instead of saving her from her abusive homelife he leaves her there? Never thought of going after her.
Sorry. No! If he loved her he would not have fought for her, if he loved her, he would NOT have tried to fuck other women (even though he didn't go through with it, he tried. He got horny for them otherwise why bother.) Imagine this, you lost the baby you made with the love of your life, you are locked in a basement and you want him to rescue you, instead he tries to stick his dick in other women to forget you because his head is shoved so far up his ass, all he can smell is his own bullshit and his own wallowing in his self pity party. Meanwhile you are heartbroken and lost everything. FUCK that guy!
This sucked, I am going back to my safe authors.
Will never read again.
Will never read this author again.