Oh my heart! What a beautifully told, deliciously emotive, and heart-soaring love story. No one writes sweet and tender romantic suspense like Catherine Cowles, and the Tattered and Torn series has fast become my favorite from her. The suspense, the sweeping romance, the smalltown setting, the heartfelt storytelling are all so captivating, so deftly delivered. But Hidden Waters just just claimed my favorite spot- the best of the series and one of my all time favorite Catherine Cowles stories. The drama, the suspense, the heartfelt connection of this beautiful couple! I’m so in love.
The Tattered and Torn series introduced us to a small town with quite a bit of nefarious drama, and a cast of characters all interconnected by one tragic act that has had a ripple effect on all of them, from the past to the present. Each character is tattered and torn in their own way, broken by the trauma of their history and weighed down by the choices they made, or didn’t make, in its wake. Not only does it make for really intensely emotional stories, but it’s given us characters who capture our hearts so completely in their vulnerability, who mesmerize us with their layers of pain and healing, fear and hope. Addie in particular captured my heart from the first time we met her. The sweet and restrained cousin of Everly who unlike Everly was never able to get out of the toxic repression of her family and their backwards beliefs. Like Everly, she’s suffered over the years because of the past, but she never escaped the abuse, until Everly came home. So I knew her story would be emotional, painful, full of a girl trying to find her life and identity after so many years of suffering. And Catherine does not disappoint- this story is everything and more!
Addie is such a beautiful character- my all time favorite Catherine heroine. While Addie has been a victim to her family’s patriarchal, restricted culture, her story is one of empowerment and healing. Addie now finds herself creating a life anew, engaging in a world where she’s a stranger. But she’s so courageous in figuring things out- even if she’s shy and hesitant, even when she feels like an outsider. She broke my heart and healed it. She’s a deeply vulnerable and gentled character, but she has a quiet resolve and strength that steals your heart. She’s a survivor, and she’s determined to stand on her own two feet. She’s been battered, but she’s not broken. She’s still hopeful and kind, compassionate and empathetic- the darkness of her life hasn’t seeped into her powers. She’s a beautiful soul, a rich and vibrant light, and the perfect wake-up call for Beckett.
Beckett, oh my heart. He seemed a bit rough around the edges for our sweet Addie at first, because he has his own baggage, he’s been running from his own demons. But even though he’s hardened at bit by his own pain, his softness comes to the surface to be the perfect friend, and ultimately lover, to our sweet Addie. And he’s a total dreamboat- thoughtful, protective, understanding, and gentle. He’s the perfect match for her- and turns out for him. Not only does he give her a safe place to be, but he’s also her emotional safety. He’s the first man in her life that hasn’t wanted to hurt or control her- he protects her, yes, but he also respects and empowers her. And together they are magical, both enabling the other to confront their pasts, to let go of their pain, so they can build a new future. Together. A new future as more wholly themselves.
And that’s what I love so much about Catherine. Not only do I love the edge of your seat suspense and swoony romance, but I love how she gives us characters who have faced adversity, who have parts of themselves that they need to confront and she helps them discover themselves, discover their strength and find hope and healing. So when they are facing grave danger, they are fighting to survive as the fullest versions of themselves, versions healing their brokenness, no longer drowning in it. And what a beautiful, beautiful thing.
I simply adore this series- it has everything I want in my romance. The perfect, meaningful, and dreamy escape. I can not wait for more- I know Shiloh is going to own my heart.