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118 pages, Paperback
First published May 27, 2021
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We struggle to hear in our household. Age, degeneration, aural complications and congenital conditions. Ignorance. We have confusing discussions, mistaken arrangements, and fights over hearing aid batteries. Plus, the convenience of not hearing when it suits us. Now we are trying to listen, to each other, and to trees. There is so much that we have never heard, so little time to hear it. This much is true.
A book prize dedicated to the furtherance of ill and disabled voices in writing. The prize is awarded annually to an author whose work has best represented the experience of chronic illness and/or disability.
The awarded work can be of any genre in fiction, memoir, biography, poetry, or critical non-fiction from around the world - whether it is in English, in translation, traditionally published, or self-published.
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The second I finished What Willow Says, I was stunned. The writing is so beautiful, I was speechless. It’s a tender story full of warmth. As a plot it’s an interesting one:
A grandmother has to look after her mute granddaughter. Thus communication is difficult. They do have one thing in common and that’s nature, made even more interesting because the grandmother finds ways to fuse it with Irish mythology. At the same time she’s compiling a list of the species of trees one finds in Ireland.
Everything about the novel is great: the grandmother/granddaughter relationship, the use of Irish lore, the descriptions of nature. It just works in every single way. Poignant, touching and memorable. When a book affects like this, it HAS to be number one. My review
I want to find the stridulations which she imagines, the psithurisms of rustling leaves, their sighs and modulations. If they have them.
I am learning to read her signs, signals, body movements, eyes, and gaps in between all of these. Sign language being the least, it seems, of her many languages. I am not a slow learner. Although fifty years her senior I am quite able, within the tyranny of hearing, to communicate. It is just so difficult.
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She is throwing silent shapes, drawing names for them in the air, her hand movements so much more descriptive than the words we share. Inventions borne of observations. She already knows the slow, steadfast way an oak tree grows or how eucalyptus rushes to the sky in the fight for light, how aspen quivers, and ivy gropes. Our vocabulary expands, at her invention, our very own sign language. I should not build confusion, should adhere to official Irish Sign Language, should be one step ahead, should facilitate standardisation. I don’t. She is too beautiful to correct, so we adopt her signs and save learning conventions for later.
I am also indebted to Dr Suzanne Simard’s research on trees, as were Richard Powers, Peter Wohlleben, and the many other authors who drew upon her work to write about the natural world
It is easier for me to stay quiet. I do not know how to talk.
‘W.I.L.L.O.W.,’ I spell on my fingers.
what sound?
‘I will listen, then tell you what sounds they are making.’
The word itself, or what the tree sounds like? I cannot describe either sound. I could tell her Latin names, look up etymology, show entries in the dictionary and thesaurus, practice writing willow in different fonts in pen and ink and dip a brush into Chinese calligraphy. This is not what she wants. Nor does she want those pencil drawings, the series of tree drawings going back forty years. It is easier to give her all these than to listen to needs, to losses, to listen.
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My willows are now twice my height. They wave in the barest of gusts, fail to grow densely, and reduce to spindly messes in winter. I never listened to their year- round chatter, when drawing confined observations to visual rhythms. All those years studying their structures, weights, and textures while missing their inherent languages. I do not know what the breeze brings through them or how their sounds differ to the giant trees growing out front, across the river. They may resent being fenced in a line, pruned severely, thrice yearly, accommodating my garden designs. They do not fulfil their purpose; of screening us from neighbours.
She asks of them directly, what they say.
They reply, with the slightest vibration, not even a hum, so hard to detect even with my ears. I try but the wind is slow to oblige, holding its breath. Not even a delicate branch wave. I must sneak up when the wind is blowing, giving voice. All I get is the dry rustle of summered leaves brushing against my sleeve, looking for the point of our conversation.
‘Nothing.’
what do the willows say? I ask, and watch my shiny children dancing in aquamarine.
The willows sign and sway and sing about love but you don’t need ears to hear the trees, you only need to listen
Granddaughter is crying. they have no big trees to look after them ‘They have each other.’ too small ‘You’d be surprised. It’s horrible at first but it works.’ I don’t want to be like that ‘Aunt trees will be planted. Two for every one that is new. Quick-growing silvery birches will shadow them, wash them in the sound of water and that’s when you’ll know the grandmother trees are helping. Their roots are still in the ground, reaching and touching saplings.’ I don’t know if they can put up with it ‘You will,’ I squeeze her hand.Indeed she will.
We struggle to hear in our household. Age, degeneration, aural complications and congenital conditions. Ignorance. We have confusing discussions, mistaken arrangements, and fights over hearing aid batteries. Plus, the convenience of not hearing when it suits us. Now we are trying to listen, to each other, and to trees. There is so much that we have never heard, so little time to hear it.