This book was truly phenomenal. As soon as I started reading I was hooked, I could not put it down. I highly recommend it, I wish I could find more books like this. At first, I was a bit hesitant to read this book because many people compared it to Lilah, and not to hate on the author or the book, but I was not a big fan. Turns out it was much better than Lilah and I don't regret reading it. I would give it a 4/5.
To start off the main character, Mayella,(Maya) is a girl who has had a very difficult and traumatizing life. Her mom is a drug addict who doesn't have a job and is in and out of her life. Mayella isn't very liked at school, she is constantly being harassed by this boy named Joshua and only has one "friend", Shay. Every day Shay has to pick up Maya from work. One night Shay picks up Maya, as she always does, and takes a detour to some club with her friends. Whiles there, Shay's friends bully Maya and pour a drink on her. Maya does her best to stay calm and rushes out to find a bathroom. Turns out the only bathroom is in an office. Maya gets to a security guard who is standing by the office door and begs him to let her use the bathroom. The security guard is hesitant at first, but eventually lets her go in and that is when she meets Ricky (Dalaric), that very moment is when her and Dalarics journey begins.
Through this book, we get to see Dalaric and Mayella form a beautiful relationship. We see Ricky open up more and start to connect emotionally with May. Ricky also helps Mayella become more comfortable with her body because she is insecure at times. Ricky embraces her and reminds her of how beautiful and "perfect" she is. Both of them make one another stronger and complete each other, they get through their hard times together and build a bond that only one can hope for. This book was truly amazing and mesmerizing to read, I wish I could go back in time and reread it. Although this is a great book, every book has its flaws, and one small complaint that I have is Mayella's maturity levels at times.
Don't get me wrong Mayella is a very kind-hearted and genuine person, but, at times I would get annoyed with her because she would sometimes act very immaturely. Whether it be something she said or her actions. And although she is supposed to be 'innocent', at times it would be too much and she would get on my nerves. I think the author could have toned it down and made her a bit more mature considering she was on the older side, but other than that I love Mayella and this book so much.
One of my favorite things in this story was the representation. I love how much diversity is presented with the main male lead being black as well as the other side characters being Muslim, black, etc. Another thing that I loved about this book was that it was not the too stereotypical keyword 'too'. It still was a bit stereotypical and predictable at times but seeing as how most sunshine/grumpy books make it so that the main lead girl is shy and very timid, that was what I was expecting, but that is not what happened. The author made Maya a very bad*** and strong woman, and that is something that I admired from both the author and Maya.
All in all, I loved this book, and will definitely be rereading it. ❤