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460 pages, Paperback
First published May 24, 2022
“I love you as a man loves a woman, but we both know that love is not bound by such narrow terms. So instead let me simply tell you that I love you."
“I love you. I have, in some form, for as long as I’ve known you. You are my joy and my truth and my heart and my dreams. You are the best of me.”
“You’ve always been wrong about that, Gracewood”
“Oh?”
“Yes.” She nodded. “We are the best of each other.”
“Tomorrow I could be nothing at all. Or worse, I could be a scandal, a cautionary tale. Worse yet, a mystery, my very womanhood the subject of speculation in private salons and bets at White’s”.This quote draws a parallel to a fascinating character, Charles/Charlotte, Chevalier/e d’Eon. Le Chevalier worked as a spy for King Louis XV, and lived in exile in Britain for a few years after disobeying French orders and then publishing secret diplomatic correspondence—as a warning to the French monarchy that more damaging correspondence may be published. Rumors had swirled regarding d’Eon’s gender for years, and were so fervent that “in 1771, London bookmakers started taking bets on his gender—3:2 odds that he was a woman”. D’Eon declined to place a bet, and d’Eon’s refusal to address their gender prolonged this debate. Of course we may never know how d’Eon would self identify with contemporary language and a more evolved understanding of gender. There are multiple historical accounts—some of tentative veracity—that make a cogent argument that d’Eon would identify as a trans woman. From the same article cited previously: “In May 1772, a French secretary in the service of the Secret allegedly came to London to investigate the claim that d’Eon was a woman; he left in June, fully convinced that d’Eon was indeed female because that’s what d’Eon told him”. Following the death of Louis XV, “The Chevalier d'Éon claimed to have been assigned female at birth, and demanded recognition by the government as such”, in addition to a settlement. d’Eon was required to present as a woman, and took on the image of a heroine in society.
"Do not embrace me till each circumstance,is already incredibly allusive, but after reading and getting a depth of context, it is even more meaningful.
Of place, time, fortune, do cohere and jump
That I am Viola".