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The Longest Night

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For six years Richard and Tobias have written to each other sharing every detail of their lives and the occasional flirtation but they have never met in person. That changes when Richard is unexpectedly left without a job or home and Tobias offered him sanctuary for Yuletide. Although their attraction to one another burns bright over shared glasses of wine and books Richard fears taking a lover after too many years alone. As the snow falls deeper Richard and Tobias must find a way to navigate the long nights together.

69 pages, ebook

First published December 21, 2020

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E.E. Ottoman

28 books264 followers
writes romance novels, wears pretty clothes, does history stuff.

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Profile Image for Hsinju Chen.
Author 1 book183 followers
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December 25, 2020
Short Review

This novella is a very sweet, holiday, historical romance between two transmen.

“Wouldn't it be amazing to read about a knight who was raised to be a lady? Or two knights falling in love with each other.” — Tobias


Set in 1904 New York, Richard Morton quit his job right before Christmas after learning that if he didn’t, a colleague of his with family would lose his. Richard’s pen pal of six years, Tobias Eden, offers to provide lodging for him.

The opening was a tad bit confusing, with many not-very-important characters, and the chapter didn’t run very smoothly, either, but the story quickly picked up as we begin to understand that Richard and Tobias are not only pen pals who found each other because of their shared experience of being transgender, but also a bit more than friends as Tobias often flirts in his letters.

Everything was told through Richard’s third-person POV. I love that he uses they/them pronouns for Tobias’s cat before learning the gender. And Tobias is very sweet, truly caring of Richard, and bookish. Who doesn’t like a bookish main character? Also, Richard is a big guy, and I think the fat rep was done well, too.

What I love the most about this novella is the wording in the sex scene. It was carefully described, and I imagine it to be as non-triggering as possible for people with gender dysphoria.

Being a 19k-word novella of little plot with one sex scene, The Longest Night isn’t my kind of book, but I love that this story exists for all the readers who hope to see themselves in fiction.

Thanks to lauraღ for bringing this book to my attention! Read her review here.
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1,348 reviews55 followers
December 23, 2020
"I wish the stories had happier endings though," Richard added, a little wistfully. 

"I wish they had people like us," Tobias said.
  
This is an incredibly sweet historical romance featuring two trans men who have been penpals for years, coming together at last during Christmas. It's very tender and thoughtful and heartwarming. What I love about queer historical romance is that feeling of relief and happiness and homecoming when you find someone who's just like you, and just how comforting and heartening that can be. I loved Richard and Tobias in the short amount of time that we spent with them. The author really managed to nail that feeling of nervousness and awkwardness that being around someone that you've known for years, but have never before met in person, can elicit. All of the conflict here is internal, but I was still hooked from beginning to end. It's mostly a really cosy holiday story, but there's also a really swoony sex scene.  

This could have used a closer edit, but it's very graciously being made available for free, so I'm not counting that as a flaw. And it's still very readable.  

Seriously, go read this. It's warm and hopeful and just what I needed today.  

(Download link as provided by author. It's also available for free from ebook vendors.)
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474 reviews12 followers
September 6, 2021
This was soo sweet! I loved it. Was what I was in the mood for: something fluffy but with some self-doubt, something with cute and hot scenes, something that had a lot of feeling while being so short. And even with it being so short, I found myself with multiple things I wanted to quote here, and that made me chuckle and "aw." Loved how they were pen-pals for many years and finally get to meet and grow their relationship; it also didn't feel rushed at all since you get the sense of how the relationship was already going from Richard in the beginning.

I enjoyed how unsure Richard (whose POV this is in) was about finally meeting Tobias and how things might be different since they'd never met and only communicated over letters, and under these specific circumstances. The insecurities between these two were completely understandable but I am so glad they did not drag on.

I loved Guinevere! So freakin' cute! Also love how she's just there and there's all the love between the three of them. It's just so smooth and comfortable, like they'd been doing it for years.

The editing, though...! Whoa. Soo bad. Normally I'd let it slide especially for something so short, but in this case it's partially because it's so short that it's even more of a problem. There are just soo many. And things that are super easy. Things I learned while posting my fanfiction years ago.
Couple of things wrong here, and this was throughout; not to mention a more tame version: "I am." Richard swallowed the lump back down. "I'm just glad to be here."
Tobias smiled at him, soft and sweet, and squeezed his arm. "I'm glad to."
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1,653 reviews617 followers
December 22, 2020
I've been wanting to branch out within the romance genre, because I've mainly been reading contemporary romance. So this was my first time picking up a historical romance. And it certainly won't be the last. I loved reading about a relationship between two people who are BOTH trans, as I don't feel like we get that very often and it feels so special. I'll definitely be reading more from this author.
Profile Image for Alex.
609 reviews65 followers
December 25, 2020
This story awakened something Yearning in me. Seriously, please give me all the romances where both parties are trans men. This is a really soft and beautiful holiday romance, with some smut that uses affirming language.
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976 reviews116 followers
November 11, 2021
A short, cozy historical romance with two trans characters. It's kind and cute, and very comforting, if a little under-edited (some typos distracted me at times).
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739 reviews30 followers
April 10, 2021
This is a kind of cute, free holiday historical short story about two trans men who find each other. I loved that aspect of it, but "okay" is about as high as I can rate it. I didn't connect with it at all. A lot of secondary characters and side plots come up in the beginning, but are never mentioned again. There's a lot in this story that's never wrapped up, so it feels a little unfinished. I read Ottoman because he writes interesting queer stories, but this one wasn't actually very interesting in the end. It's kind of cute and free, so I shouldn't complain too much.

However. I am not usually bothered by a lack of proofreading, but this story had so many typos, misused words, sentence fragments, punctuation errors, confusing sentence structures, and more(!) that it did actually get to me. It was distracting and I found myself hunting for the next error for fun rather than paying attention to the story. Not a good sign. I doubt anyone read this all the way through before it was published. There seemed to be an autocorrect thing going on where you could tell what the word was meant to be, but it had been replaced by something else. This happened a lot and my favourite instance was "carcasses" for "caresses." It made me laugh and certainly changed the tone of the love scene! I've read a lot of this author's books and he's never been great with the proofreading, but this was just over-the-top negligence. When an editor is named and there's this many errors, it just makes both the author and editor look bad. Make an effort, folks.
Profile Image for Victoria (Eve's Alexandria).
654 reviews379 followers
December 26, 2020
3.5* A charming beguiling novella, with a surprisingly high level of pining and slow burn given its short length. I was absolutely desperate for both men to find their happiness - the tender way they treated each other wrung out my heart. My main problem really is that I think it would have benefited from being longer, with a more in-depth treatment of some of the themes, which felt a little loose in parts.
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806 reviews154 followers
December 27, 2020
3.5 stars

A warm and cozy historical holiday story. Needs better editing
Profile Image for Alex (HEABookNerd).
1,601 reviews224 followers
August 9, 2021
THE LONGEST NIGHT was a quick and gentle read about two men in the early 1900s who have been writing letters to each other and now they finally have the chance to meet in person. It's low angst and a sweet holiday read as they find companionship during the cold nights.
Profile Image for Anna.
Author 24 books573 followers
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January 1, 2021
A quiet historical romance novella about two trans men in early 1900's New York. A friendship and love formed by years of letter-writing, then when situations change for Richard, he and Tobais finally meet.

This is a sweet story with fantastic rep, perfect for the dark nights of winter.
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335 reviews1 follower
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January 11, 2021
Full of typos, missing punctuation, and run-on sentences. I briefly scanned the blurb because I'm of the belief that a piece of fiction has to stand on its own, so I was confused when both of the characters turned out to be trans. One is nicely telegraphed, the other comes out of left field during the sex scene.

Also odd was the inclusion of a cast of named characters in the first chapter who then promptly vanish from the story (among these is the 'villain' and the person our protagonist sacrifices their job for, both of whom have ridiculously similar names).

As far as trans rep goes, this is great. But there's also no plot beyond 'will they or won't they have sex' (it's romance, so what do you think). The threat of a sheep-killing wolf is hinted at, with one of the characters feeling watched when out in the woods, but it's literally settled off the page. Why include it? The protagonists light candles for and obliquely refer to the many people they have lost in a scene where I could almost imagine they were talking about a kill count.

Unfortunately, this felt flat for me, at once unfinished and unedited.
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791 reviews83 followers
June 26, 2022
3.5 stars rounded up.

Contains: both heroes trans, pen pals, recently unemployed hero, city boy + country boy, isolated cabin, winter solstice, reading, no angst

Very vague HEA — future is unknown, offer to stay in cabin, promises to write if he leaves

CW: mentions of ability to pass (or not) but no on-page transphobia

Steam: 2 (one scene)
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Profile Image for Amur Thera.
359 reviews34 followers
January 24, 2023
The good
+ Their sweet letters
+ The domesticity
+ The openness to each other about their pasts
+ Tobias being really sweet and understanding (sometimes even too sweet) about Richard's hesitation

The neutral
o This book really needed some editing

The bad
- There was no HEA. The ending was very open and it was unclear whether they'd stay together
- The wolf plot seemed prominent, but turned out to be irrelevant


This was really sweet and domestic. I liked it, and I wished it had been longer or the ending more conclusive. Now I'm left wondering whether they could build a life together that would make them both happy. Nevertheless, it was a cozy read.
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144 reviews25 followers
December 28, 2021
A short and sweet festive read to finish off my 2021 reading. Aside from numerous typos, this was an enjoyable little book. Read it for the adorable moments between shy boys in love spending days reading together by the fire while an adorable cat lounges beside them.
Profile Image for Allison.
1,455 reviews10 followers
January 20, 2021
Ugh. I have so many hopes every time I read this author and every time my main reaction is disappointment. He needs an editor so badly and he never gets one. Even a beta reader who was decent with grammar and paying attention to detail would make such a huge difference. Also, the ending is inevitably too abrupt and leaves me feeling frustrated and like there's more to the story that I'm not getting, something else betaing and editing would make such a difference with.

Having said all that I love that he brings such wonderful trans representation and I love that they always end positively, it's important to read that. I really liked the setting of the story as well.
Profile Image for Amy Cousins.
Author 50 books620 followers
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January 5, 2021
The Longest Night by EE Ottoman is a lovely historical romance novella with two trans heroes who have been writing letters to each other for years, but are meeting for the first time when Richard loses his job and home and Tobias asks him to visit for the holidays. As always, everything EE writes is incredibly well-researched and deeply anchored in place and time. I really enjoyed this.
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1,039 reviews18 followers
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December 29, 2020
A sweet historical romance between two men who meet after being long time pen pals. A good proofreading would have been good, but I really enjoyed the story, and it was free.
Profile Image for Leigh Kramer.
Author 1 book1,162 followers
December 7, 2021
Lovely Yule romance between two trans men, filled with companionable reading and putting garland together. I wish we could have gotten some of the letters they exchanged before they met. This was so short! It ends on an HFN and I’m confident Richard and Tobias will be able to find a way to make things work long-term. There’s a fair amount of typos but it didn’t bother me, in part because this was a freebie that the author put out last year.

Character notes: Richard is a fat white trans hotel maitre’d. Tobias is a trans man with red hair and glasses. He has a cat named Guinevere. This is set in 1904 NYC and upstate NY.

Content notes: on page sex, alcohol, past sex work (sugar Daddy/sugar baby arrangement), mention of off-page animal death (e.g. sheep killed by a feral dog), brief references to societal homophobia and transphobia
Profile Image for Hart_D (ajibooks).
355 reviews8 followers
December 23, 2020
This is a lovely and atmospheric romance and I'm so glad I read it.

I've had the experience of meeting long-time long-distance friends, and this story captured the hopeful awkwardness of that situation very well. It's also very evocative of the time and place and I liked all the historical details, such as how Richard and Tobias first started writing to each other.

Mainly, though, the cozy cottage really feels like a safe haven for Richard and Tobias, and I loved seeing them find peace together there. It's a very good holiday read.
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3,003 reviews16 followers
January 6, 2021
This is a sweet novella set in 1904 and centered around Richard losing his position and home right at Christmas. What Richard does when he finds out was so thoughtful, it gives you an idea of his character already. He has been writing letters with Tobias for six years but has never actually met him. That changes when Tobias insists Richard come stay with him while he sorts things out. Their initial time together was awkward and realistic. There was a learning curve while Richard got over being afraid of what they could be. Then they were gentle, quiet and lovely.
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April 19, 2022
The Longest Night is a really sweet and heartwarming little freebie that I truly enjoyed. That said, it’s riddled with typos, commas where there shouldn’t be commas, missing commas where the should be commas, autocorrect choosing the wrong word (for example, carcasses instead of caresses 😆), sometimes as many as 5 typos or grammatical errors on a single page. It seems this one wasn’t proofread at all. Still, it’s a freebie with an endearing story that captured my heart.

4 stars for my enjoyment of the story.
304 reviews11 followers
December 26, 2020
So charming...I want more.

EE Ottoman’s historical romance is always a joy - charming and tender and sweet but also filled with everyday reality. So I had to pick this vook up, even though I don’t read many holiday books. I’m so glad I did, even if the story was over too soon
I loved reading about Richard an Tobias and wanted so much more of their story!
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119 reviews1 follower
February 5, 2023
This was really lovely! I wish there were about 200 more pages, but the amount of character development and chemistry that the author was able to establish in only 50 or so pages is really impressive. This is a nice, cozy, quiet, short story that I think is a great holiday or Christmas read.
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1,231 reviews216 followers
December 25, 2020
3.5
I loved this! It was just too short.
Fat trans man MC with a trans man love interest.. historical queer romance
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702 reviews13 followers
March 24, 2021
This was beautiful and soft and queer and I loved it very much.
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