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260 pages, Hardcover
First published June 1, 2021
“Death doesn't come to Gatsby's,” went the rumor, and it might even have been true. Certainly ugliness didn't, and neither did morning or hangovers or hungers that could not be sated. Those things waited for us outside the gates, so whoever wanted to go home?
When I looked at famous Jay Gatsby, soul gone and some terrible engine he called love driving him now, I could see that for him, the world was always ending. For him, it was all a wreck and a ruin, and he had no idea why the rest of us weren't screaming.
I wondered if that was what love was, making someone forget the pain that gnawed at them and would not stop.
When you’re alone so much, realizing that you’re not is terribly upsetting.
// buddy read with my faves
’[T]he background for the experience of disillusionment and betrayal revealed in the novel is the discovery of America, and Daisy’s failure of Gatsby is symbolic of the failure of America to live up to the expectations in the imaginations of the men who “discovered it”. America is female; to be American is male.’
‘You kept the party going for Hell and for New York. You opened the doorway to all the fun...you became the lynchpin holding Hell to Earth, and how they all loved you for it.’
“You’re a rotten driver,” I protested. “Either you ought to be more careful, or you oughtn’t to drive at all.”
“I am careful.”
“No, you’re not.”
“Well, other people are,” she said lightly.
“What’s that got to do with it?”
“They’ll keep out of my way,” she insisted. “It takes two to make an accident.”
“Suppose you met somebody just as careless as yourself.”
“I hope I never will,” she answered. “I hate careless people. That’s why I like you.”
“We both knew, of course, that my place in her world was tenuous at best and only growing more tenuous the older I became, but she acted as if she could wave that all away with the force of her personality and will.”
“Skin’s skin, and he liked mine. His large hands curled around my thighs, and there was a kind of Middle Western, old religion fervor to how he devoured me. His people weren’t that far from the tent revivals that spoke of angels like spinning chariot wheels in the sky and demons under every apple tree, and he chased my pleasure like it might be his very own salvation.”
“He had sold his soul, and in exchange for the power to be a man worthy of Daisy Fay, he had created a way station for Hell, a little piece of the infernal in West Egg where the demoniac never stopped flowing and where no one ever noticed if someone disappeared and came back strange and hollow, or never came back at all. Hell was as expansionist as France or England—and Jay Gatsby, with his singular focus and ability to harness the power of human desire, was the perfect envoy to gain them a foothold in the world above.”
But — seriously, until this paragraph 81% in, there was very little indication of all that, amidst all the retelling of the story that was told before. If this wasn’t explicitly spelled out just now, it would not have been important in this book at all. That’s unimpressive. That’s barely even set dressing.
When I looked at famous Jay Gatsby, soul gone and some terrible engine he called love driving him now, I could see that for him, the world was always ending. For him, it was all a wreck and a ruin, and he had no idea why the rest of us weren’t screaming.
“That messy entangling anger had gone out of him, leaving him sweeter and more pliable. I didn’t mind the sadness; he wore it like a girl might wear a becoming if old-fashioned veil. It left him open in a way he hadn’t been before, raw and pretty and intriguing.”
Crossing from the main road through the gates of his world, a chill swirled around you, the stars came out, and a moon rose up out of the Sound. It was as round as a golden coin, and so close you could bite it. I had never seen a moon like that before.
“Everything changed then nothing changed. And I was still, frustratingly enough, nothing more than myself.”
“I hadn’t even reached the bottom of learning what I wanted. And even if he couldn’t give those things to me, maybe I liked that he wanted to try.”
“The world was on fire but we could only smell the smoke.”