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314 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 14, 2021
‘I don’t know if I’ll ever remember anything. I don’t know if what I feel is love. I don’t know what the future holds. But I know I want you by my side. I know I don’t want to forget you now’
‘love that went so deep into the bones it changed the course of being’
・┆✦𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓽✦ ┆・
・┆✦𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓼✦ ┆・
・┆✦𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮✦ ┆・
・┆✦𝓺𝓾𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓼 𝓘 𝓮𝓷��𝓸𝔂𝓮𝓭✦ ┆・
“𝙃𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣’𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚’𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙, 𝙖 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙧𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙠𝙮, 𝙖 𝙨𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝.”
“𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚’𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙚𝙧.”
“𝙃𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙥𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣’𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚.”
“I want to eat your smile, sunshine," he said against her mouth. "Swallow it whole and light up my insides with it.”
“He was her love-at-first-meeting. And she didn’t know who he was now, but he was hers. He’d always been hers.”
“Because I've heard you haven't been with a woman in a while, Mr. Villanova. And you'd have me, and I'm fantastic in bed if I say so myself. I also have something of yours. And for six months of your life, I’ll return the secret back to you.” She leaned forward earnestly. “Be my husband, and I’m yours. You have nothing to lose, and so much to gain. I’ll happily be your friend, your lover, your wife, whatever you need.”
“God, she was a fool. An overemotional fool who attached herself too easily to hope.”
“Poor man, he’d have to learn. She was a crier.”
“Watch yourself be a little slut for me. Just for me,”
“I might not remember you,” he whispered, his lips almost at hers. “But you’re my wife now. Mine. And I’d bathe this whole city in blood before I let you change that.”
The blade came to her chin then, almost like his fingers always did, directing her focus back to himself. “Who am I?” he demanded quietly, her face level with his waist, her eyes enraptured with his.
“What?”
“Who. Am. I?” She swallowed.
“My husband.”
“And who are you?” Her mouth parted.
“Your wife.”
“You know how a rainbow is made?” Zephyr frowned.
“When sunlight passes through a raindrop.”
“My life has been nothing but gray for as long as I remember,” he told her softly. “Rainstorms and thunder clouds that never went away. You filtered through that, all bright colors and exuberance and life. And the clouds are still there, but my eyes can’t leave the rainbow long enough to see them. You changed things.”
“you’re my wife now. mine. and i’d bathe this whole city in blood before i let you change that”.
as long as it wasn’t her alpha, the lady could suck whatever she wanted. she’d always been irrationally possessive of him.
she'd just seen this man pummel another, and there she was on him like an orangutan with its favorite tree.
he was kinda hot when he was threatening her, though she doubted he’d appreciate it if she said that to his face at the moment.
she took another bite of the delicious sandwich, enjoying the companionable silence as they both ate, silently falling a little more in love with the new him, enough for the both of them until he could catch up.
zephyr had a girl crush on amara and she wasn't even ashamed about it.
zephyr tilted her head back to keep her gaze locked with his, and he hated to admit it, but she was adorable.
“you talk to my wife, you die.”
“i cut the hand of a man who touched your hair, zephyr. what do you think i’m going to do to one you move on with?”
his life had been brutal and ugly and monstrous, all rough edges and bleeding wounds and selfish interests, and she, she was all softness and light and generosity.
everything crashed on him and there, holding her hand while she slept, he cried in a hospital after twenty years.
alpha knew better than to say anything about dante's little princess. fucker was whipped by both girls in his life, and shamelessly so.
and it wasn’t just dante, but the dangerous-looking man at his side looking at the spectacled woman beside amara. what the hell did these guys eat up here?
°˖➴ "Remember when I told you my heart was a dead scar tissue?" "I feel it pumping again with you. My lifeblood. My little rainbow."
°˖➴ "All of you has always been loved by me."
°˖➴ "His ugly was her beautiful."
°˖➴ "You changed things. And I’m not letting that go, Zephyr. I’m not letting you go."
°˖➴ "she gave him meaning. She was his lifeblood."
“You’re a twisted beast. I’m a twisted beauty. We’re totally meant to be, handsome. It's written in the fairytales.”
"He couldn’t remember the last time he’d wanted to smile before she jumped into his world, a burst of colorful explosions in the stark gray of his sky, a sprout of life blooming in the land of death, a festival in a field that had only witnessed funerals. And now that he’d experienced that, like an addict, he wanted more."
“Don’t look at me with those stars in your eyes, Zephyr. You’re fooling yourself if you think I’m anything but a beast under this skin.” Zephyr raised her wine glass to him. “Then the world needs more beasts like you.”
“I didn’t realize how much I missed your touch. You gave a starved man a feast every day until he forgot what hunger felt like, and then took it away.”
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” i’m not letting you go zephyr. My life has been nothing but gray as long as I remember. Rainstorms and thunder clouds that never went away. You filtered through all that,all bright colors and exuberance and life. And the clouds are still there, but my eyes can’t leave the rainbow long enough to see them. You changed things. And I’m not letting you go zephyr. Im not letting you go. Get that out of your head”
” I might not remember you” he whispered his lips almost at hers. “ but you’re my wife now. Mine. And i’d bathe this whole city in blood before I let you change that.”
” I’m not going anywhere handsome. I’ve loved you as a boy, and i’d love you as a beast. All of you has always been loved by me”
” he needed her kiss to make it through, like she was salvation for his sins”
” we’ll be okay, won’t we, handsome?”
“The gray won’t be forever, rainbow”
“No, it wouldn’t be. In the arms of the man she loved for years, would love for years, zephyr felt herself being able to breath. The gray won’t be forever”