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3.14  ·  Rating details ·  25,299 ratings  ·  4,331 reviews
In an American suburb in the early 1980s, students at a highly competitive performing arts high school struggle and thrive in a rarified bubble, ambitiously pursuing music, movement, Shakespeare, and, particularly, their acting classes. When within this striving "Brotherhood of the Arts," two freshmen, David and Sarah, fall headlong into love, their passion does not go unn ...more
Paperback, 257 pages
Published May 5th 2020 by Holt Paperbacks (first published April 9th 2019)
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Becca Hoetger
ME to SUSAN CHOI: “I did not enjoy this book.”
Susan: “You did not enjoy this book.”

“I did not enjoy this book.”
“You did not enjoy this book.”

“I did not enjoy this book.”
You did not enjoy this book.”

“I did not enjoy this book.”
“You did not enjoy this book.”

You’ll get it after reading the Trust Exercise... or maybe you won’t. Which is exactly where I am after reading this book. WHAT HAPPENED?! I really need someone to tell me because I do not understand it! I didn’t understand who was who, who wa
Jan 04, 2021 rated it liked it
This was so incredibly strange but in a really impressive way??? The writing was wild and I’m midway between loving it and hating it so a 3/5 it gets
Julie Ehlers
Trust Exercise is a novel about a performing-arts high school in a sprawling southern city that for some reason is never named (it's Houston). The first half of it is told from the point of view of Sarah, one of the students, who goes through the usual issues with friends and boyfriends and parents, although everything is ratcheted up to 11 here, I guess to emphasize that performing-arts schools can be a tad... dramatic? Self-important? Certainly the writing in the first half of the book would s ...more
Feb 01, 2021 marked it as will-not-finish  ·  review of another edition
There is a section of Trust Exercise in which the main character is struggling to read a book for school. The author writes, “...if she knows what the words mean, the book’s meaning ought to unfold.”

In the grand scheme of the story, this line is basically irrelevant; but it stuck out to me because it perfectly captured how I felt during my brief attempt with this book. I understood Choi’s words, I admired her sentences. But STILL, at page 50 I'm getting the fuck out of here, because I can not FO
Larry H
Nov 17, 2018 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: netgalley
Wow, this one didn't work for me at all. Given how much I read I guess it's surprising that it doesn't happen more often.

Susan Choi's newest book, Trust Exercise , is a marvel of language and imagery, but on the whole, I found it confusing, a bit meandering, and once Choi flipped the script on the plot, I wondered whether what I was reading was actually happening or if it was a figment of the characters' imagination.

The book took place in the early 1980s at the Citywide Academy for the Perfor
Ron Charles
One lurks in every high school: a charismatic teacher who cultivates a clique of acolytes. Miss Jean Brodie aside, this teacher is typically a man in his prime, parceling out the precious gift of his intimacy to a select group. No matter how many years have passed, you can probably still recall his name at your own school: the droll iconoclast who always seemed at odds with the administration, the cool teacher who made thrillingly inappropriate asides. Amid rumors of some past glory, he radiated ...more
Adam Dalva
Jan 26, 2019 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Incredibly ambitious structurally, with a shape that is more organically interesting than ASYMMETRY (which it is quite similar to). Reminds me a bit of SPECIAL TOPICS IN CALAMITY PHYSICS, but loses its connection to the fun teen drama that propels the first 100 pages of the novel. A very, very fun book to talk about, and think about. I'm just not sure: the ambiguity about what is true at the end of the novel is a slight misstep - I would have liked this a touch better if, toward the end, there h ...more
Elyse  Walters
Curiosity got the best of me.
I knew I wasn’t going to buy this book…but when the library had it available as an ebook on Overdrive, I thought I’d check out what all fuss was about.

I saw 1 star reviews from friends that I’d never seen rate ‘any’ book lower than 3 stars.
But then...
Lots of 5 stars followed.

It didn’t take a rocket scientist to know there was some kind of controversy over this book.
Well, yeah... the author is a Pulitzer Prize finalist. Made me wonder - how bad could the book be?

Update, 11/22/19: Trust Exercise has won the National Book Award. What were they smoking?!

(Full disclosure: Book abandoned on page 61 [out of 257 pages].)

It's so important to care about characters, really care, to be invested in what happens in a story. I couldn't care less about those in Susan Choi's Trust Exercise. In part one, the story is about high school freshmen David and Sarah studying drama in the early 1980s as they develop a romantic relationship. I couldn’t get a sol
Jessica Woodbury
This is a book that has some structural tricks up its sleeve, similar to books like FATES & FURIES and ASYMMETRY. So you need to proceed with caution when reading anything about it. Just saying it plays with structure feels like a bit of a spoiler, but in this case (like both the books I mentioned before) I think it's good to know because some may find the first section of the book grating enough to quit, not knowing what they are losing by bailing early. Like the other two books, I'd recommend ...more
Apr 08, 2019 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: usa, 2019-read
Now Winner of the National Book Award 2019
This experimental novel discusses consent by shifting timelines and perspectives, thus forcing the reader to question and re-adjust which characters to trust - and it's no spoiler to state that in the end, no one will turn out to be who you thought they'd be. Choi starts with a high school drama that then turns into a meta-fictional revenge tale only to end in an even more disturbing coda, and I just love how she defies expectations and disrupts narrati
Michael Finocchiaro
Once you're old enough to recognize a hole in yourself, it's too late for the hole to be filled. (p. 185)

I found this disturbing and lacking of a plot and full of contradictions.

I should have been able to relate to this more, being from a big town in the South (the nameless location ressembles the flat urban sprawl of Miami) and being a teen in the 1982 (but about 3 years younger than the protagonists. Maybe I have an exceptionally puritanical background, but I don’t recall all the girls around
Dec 04, 2018 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Thank you to Henry Holt & Company and Netgalley for the opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review.

Boy, oh boy - where to start? Unfortunately, I have no real positive things to say about this book. I have had it for weeks. Within the first 10 pages I knew this was going to be something I would struggle with. The best way I can describe it is trying to read a book while it's under water. It's never quite fully in focus and I felt like I was only picking up every other word or
Giorgia ~ Reads
3.5 stars

I was lured in by the promise of all those awards it won (or was it only one? don’t know) I thought it might be one of those books you either hate or love (judging my the mixed reviews and the overall GR rating) but really it was in between for me.

It’s really hard to say anything without any spoilers since it’s that kind of story/book.

In a nutshell there’s 3 parts to the story, part one takes up most of the book and is set in the 80’s with the characters being teenagers and then th
Jan 13, 2019 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
To one degree or another we are manipulated by writers. I don’t think it matters if we read fiction or nonfiction we are influenced just the same. Skillful writers tinker with our beliefs, emotions, philosophies, knowledge (or lack thereof) and so much more. On some level, regardless if we agree or disagree or if we like or dislike what is presented, an element of trust comes into play. Beyond the trust exercises that the characters engage in during theater classes, this novel is an exercise in ...more
Wanted to enjoy this one but I struggled to connect to the characters. From the reviews I read on Goodreads, people have mixed feelings about the structure of this book – the experimental nature of it, the unreliable narrator, the ambiguity of the plot, etc. For me, all of those components felt secondary to how I could not connect to or grasp the characters on an emotional level from the very beginning of the story. They all felt like composites of characters, perhaps because Susan Choi describe ...more
4.5ish stars.

I like it the more I think about it. And it's a thinker for sure. You can't really take it at face value, it begs to be Discussed.

Allow me to be as cryptic as possible. It starts off as a traditional narrative and your mileage may vary based on how much you like it. A lot of reviews I've read didn't like the first section, whether because of the plot or the writing. I happened to enjoy it, I thought it was an interesting, unidealized, almost dark portrait of teenage life at a perfo
Jul 06, 2019 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Trust Exercise. There are seemingly infinite variations but most of us know what it means: surrendering to processes such as falling backwards and hoping to be caught or sharing intimate remembrances in a group and hoping to be accepted.

We all understand the meaning of trust exercises. Or do we?

In Susan Choi’s brilliant novel, we meet a group of students who are attending a gifted performing arts school, majoring in theatre. Two of the students are the focal point — David and Sarah, who become e
Jenny (Reading Envy)
This is a hard novel to discuss without ruining the experience so I will just say it starts out with high school students in an arts magnet school with a lot of theater focus. I read it because it was on the Tournament of Books Camp Tob list.

More detailed thoughts that I'll hide behind a spoiler. I really recommend reading this without reading about it.

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Feb 11, 2020 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
National Book Award for Fiction 2019. Choi brilliantly explores trust in a multitude of forms. There is the literal trust exercise that theater teacher, Mr. Kingsley, has the students undergo at the Citywide Academy for the Performing Arts. Then there is the trust of new love between sophomores David and Sarah that flounders; or the betrayal of trust between teachers and their students. And that’s just in part 1!

Then Choi challenges the trust the reader has with the narrator in part 1. She intro
Dec 21, 2019 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: modern-fiction
This was one of my favorite novels of 2019. I picked it up after some friends had raved about it, and now I'm going to do my best to rave about it to you.

The story starts at a prestigious high school for students in the performing arts, somewhere in the American South. (The city's location isn't named, but I've seen other reviewers who have speculated that the description points to Houston, Texas.) The reader meets Sarah and David, two teenagers who are madly in love, until they aren't. The firs
Jan 01, 2020 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: audiobook
[4+] What a scintillating surprise! I probably wouldn't have read this novel if it hadn't won the National Book Award. Fortunately, my curiosity won out over the mixed reviews. Choi's sharp-edged portrayal of a group of 15 and 16 year old classmates reminded me of my teen years in theatre. Yes, the novel does turn tricky and elusive - but I was captivated, even electrified, throughout. This would be a great book to discuss - I have so many questions! (I really enjoyed the audiobook production bu ...more
Dec 19, 2019 rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
A summary of my thoughts about Trust Exercise is that it’s a no from me.

At a very basic level, by the end of the novel I could see what Choi was trying to do here, and I guess that’s what the 2 stars are for. Maybe they’re also for the fact that this somehow has wowed a lot of people including the National Book Award people, go you Susan Choi.

Ordinarily I like unreliable narrators and narratives, and I appreciate discussion of what we think we know to be true, and how it is we think we know th
Apr 21, 2019 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Oh, this is a tricky one, and the less you know about it going in, the better. I especially enjoyed Choi’s use of voice, the switchbacks in characterizations, the timeliness, and the witty way Choi messes with readers’ expectations. Just read it!
Ugh, I loved (although admittedly do not remember) My Education, but I found this unbearable. Sadly, DNF.
(If this had been a real-life Trust Exercise, I’d hope for a workaday ground-level trust fall rather than a tree canopy ropes course, as I found myself Not Caught.)
Jul 28, 2019 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
I was on board for the first part of the book. Sarah and David perfectly capture the drama of highschool romance. For David love is a declaration requiring a grand gesture, but Sarah instinctively recoils at the PDA and hurts David. It just spirals from there, things escalating in their minds. Add to that the fact of them being drama nerds and its becomes altogether extra. I wanted more of this (and I'd get it shortly with Sarah Rooney's Normal People) but then Susan Choi switches gears. It's no ...more
Apr 17, 2020 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2020
On the con side, this is an entire book about kids who spell it "theatre." On the plus side, it's maybe the horniest book I've ever read. Is that a plus side? It's plusish. Look, this is the Age of COVID: we've been in quarantine for five weeks and the whole world is horny on main.

The problem with horny books is that your plot can't just be "everyone is horny" (unless you're Updike, okay Robin?) so it has to go somewhere. You add in your conflict and the next thing you know, you're undermining y
switterbug (Betsey)
How much literary baggage do you carry with you as you enter a novel? I’m not talking about your personal life angst, although that’s material in Choi’s new story, especially the teenage years. But I mean expectation. If the author takes off in a direction not foreshadowed, will you discount her methods? Do you not trust her when that happens, or can you flirt with the idea that your mistrust is misplaced? What kind of contract is forged between reader and writer—that’s a big part of Choi’s narr ...more
Aug 31, 2020 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Not too far into the first section I wondered why I was reading the explicit details of a fifteen-year-old girl’s sexual relationship with a boy of the same age: not really the subject matter I go for. I persevered because I knew from two of my GR friends’ reviews there’s more to the work than that.

I was pleasantly surprised when the second section, which is from a different person’s perspective, complicates the first part. I started paying even more attention to the structure of the work as a
Jerrie (redwritinghood)
Probably my biggest issue with this book is that I just didn’t care what happened to any of the characters. They were all drawn as petty children, parochial in their own sense of their worldliness. I think that was intentional, but even unlikable characters can be interesting if there is a story that works. This one doesn’t. The first part is very dramatic as only a teen girl could be. This part reminded me a lot of Meg Wolitzer in “The Interestings”. The second part switches to a different char ...more
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Susan Choi was born in South Bend, Indiana and was raised there and in Houston, Texas. She studied literature at Yale and writing at Cornell, and worked for several years as a fact-checker for The New Yorker.

Her latest novel, Trust Exercise, was the winner of the 2019 National Book Award for Fiction, and was a national bestseller. Trust Exercise was also named a best book of 2019 by The Washington

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