Destroyed

American Street Kings #4

by Bella J.

Rage. It’s toxic.

It poisons you. Corrupts you. Smothers your heart until it no longer beats.

You can’t run from it. There’s no escape. Once it seizes control, it won’t stop until revenge bleeds the tears of justice.

The day he took her, he destroyed my humanity, turning me into a bloodthirsty savage. Now, I’m driven by my hunger to see the snake bleed. To hear his screams and relish his cries.

He should have known she wasn’t his to take. By touching her, he dared the beast, sealing his fate to breathe his last breath while looking me in the eye.

The devil will suffer by my hand until the day of reckoning.

In the end, he will drown in my madness.

Genres: Dark, Dark Romance, Death, Suspense, Romance, Contemporary

226 pages, Kindle Edition

First published December 18, 2019

About the author

Bella J. is an International and Amazon top 100 bestselling author.

Writing DARK ROMANCE with twists, Bella has an affinity for the ruthless men of the MAFIA world and weaves tales that will leave you breathless and questioning your own moral compass.

When she's not busy creating worlds where danger and romance dance a tango, you can find Bella soaking up the sun in the vibrant city of Cape Town, South Africa. Her writing lair is occasionally invaded by her husband, two kids, and a basset hound who reigns supreme.

A firm believer that laughter is the best medicine, Bella infuses her fictional dark worlds with some wit and humor that peppers her novels.

So buckle up for a thrilling ride through the shadows of romance where happily ever afters have a dark side.

Reviews

[Nikki M (Hot books and Sassy girls)]

Destroyed by Bella J (American Street Kings Book 4)
The day Ink found Neon’s bloody and battered body he promised her he would get revenge. The rage he felt towards Slither was consuming. He knew that he would make him bleed, scream and he would exact the same pain on him, the same wrath that Slither had inflicted on Neon. When the opportunity presented itself, Ink makes a choice between right and wrong, but for who? Could this decision recoil on the club? Neon has always only viewed Ink in one way, a manwhore. But since her ordeal, he has slowly broken down her walls and showed her the real man behind the front. The man that understands her, wants her and will fight for her. Can she give herself to him, knowing that she is broken? Can he be the man that will accept her for who she is?

[Zainab M. · Rating 5 out of 5]

❝It's okay. Everything is going to be.... okay.❞



Destroyed is the fourth installment in AMERICAN STREET KINGS series. Featuring the most anticipated couple of this club, Neon & Ink, the book stays put to its name. It was a damnation and absolution. It reminded me of Doe's story from Mafia King. The feels, chills, thrills, twists were so welcoming and unpredictable. I have always been a great fan of Bella J. Her writing oozes a sense of serenity, addiction and obsession. Destroyed is a story of Neon, finally destroying her demons from the past and rising to control. It is a story of a man who destroyed everyone and everything to own the love of that one woman who has been the center of his life from day one. It was a story of how a man and woman abhorred their memories from the past and learnt to accept each other. Flaws and all.



❝You and I, we're the same. Our scars will never go away. It's a part of who we are. We just need to find a way to see the beauty in them. Somehow. Together.❞

I simply love INK. If I thought that Granite and Onyx were it for me, the author shot my heads off with Ink. He's everything, a fantasy should consist of. Perfect, Savage, Gentle, Caring, Soppy, Romantic and Vengeful. Destroyed didn't turn out to be a soppy old romantic novel like I expected. It was so much more. Just so much. Right from the Prologue to Epilogue, I was glued to the screen. I never wished to skip or say, just put it down. There were darker times and beautiful periods but all too bearable, enjoyable and worth shedding tears for! It was just everything to finish my year off. Destroyed portrayed the story of once a sassy, bad-ass and no shit taker girl, Neon, turning into a broken, completely shattered soul after the horrific kidnapping. It penned out a tragic tale of how she finally came with terms to her life and the people that still love her and want her. Complete. Whole. With scars and all. See the thing about the past and scars is... it's all a bad dream. With right person beside you and people to stand by you, love you and be patient with you, the most startled person could be brought back. It just happens to INK & NEON. They help each other out. They try and claim their control back. They try to finally accept the affection. Once for Brotherhood & Love! For love conquers all.

❝We lived. We loved. We bled.❞

I voluntarily reviewed an advanced reader copy of this book.

[Marie Vasquez · Rating 4 out of 5]

Destroyed was the perfect ending to this intense series. It was inspirational in ways I didn’t expect.

Having read the previous books the tension between Neon and Ink was clear. Their story was inevitable no matter how many times they denied the connection. But after a traumatic situation Ink decided denial is no longer an option and he’s not taking no for an answer. He begins to prove, with even the smallest gesture, that he’s not going anywhere. He’s sees through Neon’s new mask. Through her smiles and laughter he still notices how much the light in her eyes has dimmed.

Their story was actually quite beautiful. It was about revenge, survival and recovery as well as learning to accept your scars and the scars of others. We’re all a little broken and no one is more broken than the other. Sometimes it takes your perfect match to fill those empty spaces.

[Pamela · Rating 5 out of 5]

Ink and Neon have both been through so much in their pasts. Neon's kidnapping and torture at the hands of an enemy club almost destroyed her. Ink was insane with rage and a need for revenge. Now that Neon is starting to heal, Ink has never given up on being her man. Tragic circumstances may leave the club in trouble and Neon without Ink. An epic ending to the series. I would like to find out more about Crow and Maniac in future books.

[Claudia |✨Cushin Violeta's Bookish Realm✨ · Rating 5 out of 5]

DESTROYED... COMPLETELY DESTROYED!! The book title aptly tells you what it's gonna do to you.
OH MY GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭. The twists and turns, the secrets revealed AND AND NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! This story has completely wrecked me and my head is still spinning and trying to come to terms.
Right from where it starts, even though we know the evil snake deserves everything yet I was cringing and so scared and nervous for the things that were happening.
But at the same time, witnessing Neon heal and seeing her and Ink come close, was JUST EVERYTHING. Their story, their love and their healing together touched my heart deeply.
Ink DAMN... That man is just something else though. SO PASSIONATE AND YET CARING. He just melted my heart with every moment he had with Neon. INK🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥.
I'M STILL REELING, STILL HAVING MY THOUGHTS IN A MESSY TANGLE. THIS BOOK IS SURE GONNA DESTROY YOU YET BELIEVE ME EVERY WORD IS A JOURNEY WORTH TAKING AGAIN AND AGAIN.
THE Spectacular writing has me in awe of how things shape up and I'm in love with INK right now. I just wanna pull his hair like Neon does. 😜🤪🔥🔥🔥💖💖💖.
Mind blowing, heart wrecking but yet LOVED LOVED EACH SECOND OF THIS TUMULTUOUS RIDE WITH INK AND NEON. 😭😍💖💗💗💗🔥🔥🔥🔥

[Philomena Callan Cheekypee · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is book four of the American Street Kings. The first three books must be read before you read this one. I was super excited to read this and I sure wasn’t disappointed. Ink and Neons story was everything I wanted and more. This is a fast paced gritty and intense read. I read it in one evening as there was no way I could put this down. I’m super excited to see what this author writes next.

[Renee · Rating 5 out of 5]

I received a copy of this book from the publisher/author to review for Stephanie's Book Reports.

Rage. It's toxic. It poisons you. Corrupts you. Smothers your heart until it no longer beats. You can't run from it. There's no escape. Once it seizes control, it won't stop until revenge bleeds the tears of justice. The day he took her, he destroyed my humanity, turning me into a bloodthirsty savage. Now , I'm driven by my hunger to see the snake bleed. To hear this screams and relish his cries. He should have known she wasn't his to take. By touching her, he dared the beast, sealing his fate to breathe his last breath while looking me in the eye. The devil will suffer by my hand until the day of reckoning. In the end, he will drown in my madness.

Destroyed is the fourth book in the American Street Kings Series from Bella J. You need to read the first three books to be up to date on things that go one in this book. This book is gritty and dark and I loved every second of it. Slither has taken Neon and they day that Ink found Neon blood and battered he swore his revenge on Slither. He was going to make him pay and relish in his screams and begging and blood. He has a decision to make when he finally is face to face with Slither and if he choses wrong it could all blow back on his club and he doesn't want that. So what choice does he make and how does it all turn out? You have to read to find that out I'm not telling you but the journey to get there is amazing. Neon has always thought of Ink as a man who does what he wants and he doesn't apologize for it and he does it a lot. However since she has gone through what she did in the hand so of Slither, Ink has been able to break down her walls and she is beginning to see him in a new light. He just might not be the man that he shows to the world. He is different from that and she loves the man that he is showing her. A man that accepts her as she is not matter what she has been through and that he is willing to fight for her and take his revenge for her. This book is amazing. This entire series is amazing and you do not want to miss a single book that Bella J has added to it. This one will keep you on your toes for sure and on the edge of your seat. I love that about all the book in the series but this one just might be my favorite. It is hard to pick. If you have not started this series then what in the world are you waiting one? Do it now!!!! If you are a reader of this series then I can promise you that you are going to love the new addition in Destroyed.

[Kylee · Rating 5 out of 5]

A story of damaged souls lost in the darkness of evil and guilt. She was the beacon of light he needed and all Ink wanted was to save her from the depths she was drowning in. Neon felt like her life was destroyed, that her scars were the picture of ugliness but Ink was out to show her all he saw was beauty. A love story that was in no way all hearts and flowers, their story was raw, confronting and at times breathtaking. My heart suffered from the wreckage and destruction but it was a soul stirring connection that mended it with a love so passionate. Ink and Neon’s ride was dark, dangerous and filled with so much chaos. As these two rise from the ashes, tears will fall, souls will start to heal and the broken pieces will fit together perfectly. Be prepared for heartache, revelations and secrets as Ink, Neon and the rest of the King’s bring evil to its knees.

[Tashi · Rating 5 out of 5]

Oh god what an ending of A series beautiful!

[World Of Books 65 · Rating 5 out of 5]

The 2019 MC series of the year. An epic brutal love story set in the darkest MC series I have had read.

The American Street Kings have become my drug of choice making me crave more.

'Destroyed' Means = damage something so badly that it cannot be used Imagine that damaged being a person and that person being who you think of as your soul mate even though they have fought you for years well that is the story of Ink and Neon.

We have been building up to Ink and Neons story since the first book in this series 'Defiant'; and you just knew that the conclusion to this series was going to be the bloodiest, brutalist story of them all - Destroyed does not disappoint. This story is not for the faint hearted at times you don't think it can get any darker then it does and you gasp as you are pulled further and further into the lives of the American Street Kings MC and the war they have have been fighting against 'SNAKE' since the start.

When Neon was destroyed by Snake and his gang Ink vailed he would make Snake pay but nobody knew what that truly meant until this book and pay he does.

But interwoven in the darkness is a truly beautiful love story between Ink and Neon. Inks love for Neon is of epic proportion; a love like none other I have ever read; both broken and have scars through horrific circumstances both trying to leave the darkness behind! If ever to people deserved to find their happiness it is these two!

I so hope this is not the last book or at least we have a spin off you can't leave us hanging about 'Manic' Bella J you just can't!

[Karen · Rating 5 out of 5]

A twisted, demented, dark story with a HEA.

Ink is determined to get retribution for Neon, and no one will change his mind about it. He already has Slither in a secret hide away and he’s not going to give up his chance to give Neon the peace of mind she needs to heal. He will wait for Neon forever if he has to. He knows that she is the one for him and no one else will ever fit for him.

Neon is still keeping Ink at arms-length and she is still determined to keep away from him. She is healing physically, but mentally she is still reeling. The determination of Ink to break through her wall is starting to wear her down. Once she lets him in, there’s no going back for either of them.

This story shows such a dark side to the American Street Kings, but it also shows the loyalty these guys have to each other and to those that they love and consider their family. Even with the threat of retribution from Crow, and the Gods of Six, for taking Slither’s life and keeping him hidden from Crow, the American Street Kings all knew that they needed the revenge for Neon. This book was not only dark, it was sad too. I am hoping that there will be more books for the characters in this book. I would love to know what happens with Manic and the Sixes. I give this story a 5-star review and suggest that if you like MC romance that are dark and twisted, you should pick up this book and the others in the American Street Kings series and read them.

[Jennifer Pierson · Rating 5 out of 5]

HOLY HELL! The American Street Kings series is hardcore, and I"m here for it. Destroyed is another story in the series, and per usual, I was on the edge of my seat cover to cover with heart pounding. I gotta say, though each book in the series is about another member finding their person, the suspense factor has started from day 1, or should I say Book 1, so you really MUST READ 1-3 FIRST & IN ORDER! This is Ink & Neon's story, and like the couples before them, nothing was simple, but instead dark & twisty. I'm not about to go into more details, because honest to God, it's so much better going in blind vs. someone coloring your view beforehand. Not only did the f-bomb worthy twists have me jacked up, but I believe I went through the whole gamut of emotions in a very short period of time, and if I wasn't worried about the other shoe to drop, I was still on the edge of my seat in nervous anticipation. See, the brilliant but diabolical Bella J. can mess with my head, and just when I thought she would zig, she would zag, making the intensity even more extreme, as I didn't know what was around the corner. This is a darkly fantastic story & series, so get to one clicking to experience it all for yourselves! HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY RECOMMEND!

[Melissa J (Book Addicts Reviews) · Rating 5 out of 5]

5 fabulous stars!! I knew Ink and Neon’s story would be life changing! Another Bella J book to add to the favorites list!!

This is book 4 of the “American Street Kings” series. I would not read this as a stand alone. So many characters, so many twists, so much history.

I am amazed anytime this author puts out a book. Shit can get so dark but then so beautiful. Ink and Neon were two broken souls meant for better things. Meant for each other. I absolutely love these two the most!! Neon’s journey was heart wrenching and her soul is so strong but Ink he is the backbone she didn’t even know she had. Damn I don’t have enough good words for these two.

I love this entire crew. I could read their books for many to come but sadly I do believe this is over for the American Street King’s. When I read that at the end of the book a piece of my heart was lost. I have really grown attached to these guys and girls.

I have had my eye on Ink since book one. Once I heard his backstory I fell so much harder. Ink is every women’s wet dream.

This is a MUST read. Top ten favorite of the year!!

**Thank you Bella J for allowing me to beta read this**

[A Book Lover's Emporium Book Blog · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow, this is another great addition to the American Street Kings series. This author has a way of taking the reader to the far edges of dark and then she can also write the sweetest love scenes. This one is, in my opinion, one of the darkest in the series but I loved the intensity and the characters. It was a quick read for me since it flowed smoothly and was impossible to put down.

This is Ink and Neon’s story and it so good. These two are meant to be, they take care of each other, need each other. He’s known it all along so I love when she finally realizes it too. I do think that Ink got caught up in his own agenda; it was good that Manic helped him see Neon’s needs. She is such a strong woman and I’m so happy she was given a choice. Some of the parts were hard to read because I felt bad, I hurt for the bad guy, I actually cried for him….until I didn’t!! Seriously heartbroken.

I’m hoping there’s more to this series or a continuation through another series because for me it isn’t over yet. I need more. I need Manic’s story.

[Spunky N Sassy · Rating 5 out of 5]

Spunky N Sassy Rating: 5.0

~~~~~~~~~~Julie's ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Review~~~~~~~~~~

I have waited a long time for Ink and Neon’s book. I must say that it it perfect. Ink was totally destroyed when Neon was taken. Her capture left nothing to question. I wonder at times how she survived. This book threw me a loop toward the end. This series is a definite must read. Excellent writing. Spectacular storyline. ❤️❤️❤️

~~~~~~~~~~Tracy's ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Review~~~~~~~~~~

This was well worth the wait. Ink was destroyed by what happened to Neon and he will do anything to get his revenge but at what cost? Wow! This book left me breathless. There were so many twists and turns that left me gasping. I loved this story but it broke me at the same time. What a book!!! Highly recommended!!!

[michelle Shelly · Rating 5 out of 5]

Everything I’d hoped for.

I’ve been waiting for this book. Waiting for Neons story, knowing that it would break my heart. Knowing that it would consume me.

Ink and Neon.... well their story is heartbreaking. Both holding onto to so much anger that they’ve let it take over their lives. This is a very emotional book that will have your heart physically hurting. Together these two belong together and learn to heal.

With this being the last book in the series as well as Neon’s story I knew it would be good but I never expected it to be this good and consuming, it is so freaking good that I’ll definitely be doing a reread of it. I loved it!

[Debbie Swanepoel · Rating 5 out of 5]

What can I say? The title says it all. That’s how I felt at the end of it. The American Street King series is my favorite book series. Ever. I feel like I’ve been through hell and back with Neon and Ink. I could identify with both at times. Their love is beautifully broken, and I couldn’t help but feel every single emotion with them, plus then some. Bella knows how to draw her readers in and with Destroyed she went all out. I even felt a little sympathy with Slither at a point. Destroyed was raw and real and now I’m left feeling I had to say goodbye to a family and I’m left wondering if I’ll ever see them again. Thank you, Bella...

[Ga Books LoverX · Rating 5 out of 5]

This series is freaking excellent, I have enjoyed getting to know the strong alpha men of the American Street Kings and this book has been a long time in the making for Neon and Ink and it was more than just their story, it seemed almost like a conclusion for the series.

All in all if you are a fan of MC romances with strong alpha men and women that have balls bigger than most men, you should definitely think about reading Destroyed and the rest of the American Street Kings series. It is action packed and a book that you should not miss out on! 5 stars from me!

PS: Thank you to Bella J and Give Me Books PR for allowing me an advanced copy of the book to read and review honestly.

[Vanessa · Rating 5 out of 5]

After a few duds it was nice to get my hands on this book and realize this was anything but. The characters captured you. You were rooting for them. The author made it so that you could feel their feelings inside of you. Making that connection strong. The story flowed so nicely it was so easy to get wrapped up in the book and forget the world. Once I started I could not put the book down. I was reading at every stop light, when I woke up in the morning, before bed at night and I even took my kindle to the bathroom to make sure I wouldn’t miss an opportunity to soak in these words. Although this is the end of the series I feel like my journey with this author is just beginning.

[Julie · Rating 5 out of 5]

From the first to the last, I again devoured other American Street Kings book. The fast paced drama was a roller coaster ride of intense thrills, dark, raw action, and beautiful erotic love scenes that are full of sweet emotions.
Ink and Neon’s story is very different, I waited for it with baited breath and I wasn’t disappointed in the least, it was an exciting addition to the series. The descriptive details and their emotions were excellent A definite must read for those who love gritty MC romance.

[Alicia · Rating 4 out of 5]

This is one tough book starring two of the most intense characters in the American Street Kings, Neon and Ink. It has such grit and strength at its heart and delivers a finale, in this particular series, which is so dramatic and life changing, that it will leave you breathless. Seeing the development of the relationship between Neon and Ink is fabulous and it is bundled up with such a strong plot that it stands out as ray of light. With so many slices of darkness, I, personally, need that light.
A good, but hard read.💖💖💖💖

[Sissy's Romance Book Review · Rating 5 out of 5]

Destroyed by Bella J. is book 4 in the American Street Kings Series. This is the story of Neon and Ink. I have read the previous books which I think did added to my enjoyment of this one. Neon and Ink's story has been building until we finally get to see how things play out for them. Neon always had it in her mind that Ink was a man that got around the ladies. But after Neon was attacked leaving her hurt and Ink stepping up to show his caring side but also his vengeance side.
This was a page turning dark read for me.

[Sandy Lieberman · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was a story created out of blood and brutality and ended in love. Neon, the beautiful, broken, girl was brutalized with unspeakable torture. Ink, of the American Street Kings MC, has loved her forever and his goal is to help her heal and hope that she will love him in return. Although this book had me cringing at times it also had me on the edge of my seat throughout the entire story. I loved it and couldn't wait for the end to see how it would turn out for these two damaged people. Definitely a 5 Star+ Book!

[Denise · Rating 5 out of 5]

Since I had read the previous ones in this I just had to keep it going and get into this one. This one is not for the faint of heart either. This one will go in deep the kind that pulls your heart out but leaves it beating. The pace of this one is also one that can sweep us away. Ink and Neon's story will take you over and own you quickly. Ink is a man of his word as will be shown in this. These two will also be the balm to healing with the beauty from their depths emerges to do that. This author knows how to give us her all but takes us with her.

[Monique · Rating 5 out of 5]

I devoured this book! From the opening scene to the epilogue it was a roller coaster ride. I was kept NEEDING to read just one more chapter...
The pace is fast and intense, the angst raw,the rage palpable and the loving erotic and emotional. I loved Ink and Neon’s story.. I was transported into the story, I could feel the wounds, smell the stink, feel the pain.
I recommend this read to anyone who is into gritty intense MC romance.

[Beverly · Rating 5 out of 5]

Healing hurts and payback. What an amazing grand finale! I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted after reading this. Ink was the key to Neon healing, surviving, and moving forward. I liked how love made Ink vulnerable- sexy. It was good to see Neon taking her life back little by little and falling in love with Ink. Confession: Manic's "sacrifice " brought tears to my eyes! Dang! Ink's guilt was gutwrenching! Babyfever ending, Sweet, hot, amazing impactful series.

[Kim Brewing · Rating 4 out of 5]

Will one man loose everything in his quest for revenge? Ink is a man on his mission, working outside of his club and brothers. He will get revenge for Neon. The love that blossoms between this couple took a tragedy to ignite the flame there. They have so much in common. I really enjoyed this story but part is left unfinished, so I'm assuming there will be a new series starting that will address that - at least I hope so.

[D.L. Gallie · Rating 5 out of 5]

The title of this book is so appropriate, Bella J Destroyed me with this one
Soooo many emotions and feels were envoked while reading. My heart raced at times with fear, excitement and sadness but over all, it was left happy and a little broken
Bella J is one of my fav authors in 2019 and I cannot wait for more from this super talented author.

[Rachel Lucas · Rating 5 out of 5]

Once again, Bella J has blown my freaking mind! This woman never ceases to amaze me. Ink and Neon's story was everything I wanted and so much more! Seeing their dynamic twist and change was so heart wrenching. This story was by far the most shocking to say the least in this series.

[Lauren * · Rating 5 out of 5]

Intense

Oh gosh!!! Ink and Neon's story is gritty and raw. I have loved Ink since the first book. Neon's story was sad, but she takes back her strength in this book. I absolutely loved this book. It was probably my favorite of the four.