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Horror of Your Heart

(Tears of the Cosmos #1)

4.36  ·  Rating details ·  61 ratings  ·  17 reviews
Dark Fantasy RH

We were told to create something.
So I designed my own demise. I crafted my own chaos. I planned my own death.
We were told to live every day to the fullest.
So I experienced my own catastrophe. I enjoyed my own vices. I embraced the ugliness of those around me.
Somehow, along the way, I messed something up.
I ruined it. I destroyed it. I did something ter
Kindle Edition, 216 pages
Published April 27th 2019
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Rebecca Hawkins-Lee
May 01, 2019 rated it it was amazing
I still like the Red Masque series out of all of this universe, but this one was a very close second! I can't wait to read the next installment.
Daisy Sauceda
Sep 26, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Can Lorcan be loved?

Wow, I came across this author by chance and I am glad that I picked this book to read. It was riveting, intense, and sad. There were definitely years shed. It was well written and will suck you in from the first page.
Lorcan has come back home and she dreads it. She soundtracks the fact that she will have to face the guys. Dean, Rhett, Cash, Desmond and Adriel know that something is wrong with Lorcan and will help her anyway they can. Lorcan deals with pain by partying and b
Sep 28, 2019 rated it really liked it
I have read what is currently out for the Red Masque series and I loved it so when I saw this book, I was eager to read it. I was a little concerned because I am not the biggest fan of dark reads. I don't want all happiness and sunshine but I also don't want to feel bleak and depressed for the duration of the read. I am happy to say that even though there was a lot of dark themes which caused feelings of hopelessness it wasn't unrelenting. The darkness was broken, a lot, in my opinion which was ...more
Missy Brown
Apr 30, 2019 rated it it was amazing
I absolutely loved this so much!! The writing style of M. Sinclair is one that I find myself enjoyed every damn time she comes up with a story. I believe she has found a fan for life. I always find myself wondering what she can possible come up with next. Having said that, Horror of Your Heart is not what I expected. I was looking for a dark romance and yeah I got that. But you don't expect from these types of reads is for it to have such a great plot with a well written story. The female lead L ...more
✨The Quick & Dirty Bibliophile✨

Overall: 4.5/5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐💫
Steam: 💋 Kiss only
Feels: 😔😏🥺😰🙌🤭

The Quick and Dirty: Slow burn dark PNR RH. Immortal elf endures graphic trauma over and over again. Forms a bond with five men from her past who help rid her of the monster who's plagued her for years.

Everyone loves Lorcan, except they don't really. She's an accomplished violinist, model and socialite, but she is also an elf with the natural power to compel and the ability to see what others truly desire. People tend to obsess over her
Another winner for me

Going into this book you'll need to have an open mind about the mythology, it is set in the same world as the Red Masques and Vengeance but you dont need to read those to enjoy this as there are some new supernaturals introduced and no real crossover ( But those 2 series are awesome and should defo be read)

This book was strange, I love how vague the synopsis is. I normally tend to skim it to avoid spoiling anything for myself. For me personally its best going into this book
Jul 10, 2019 rated it really liked it
Ok read

Giving this a 3 and a half stars, really caught my interest in the beginning pages, yet found myself rolling my eyes and wishing for the story to actually pick up other then constantly repeating itself. Or should I say someone constantly repeating themselves. Our main girl Lorcan has these thoughts of not being loved, or can't be, and throughout most of the book she says this, and it drives you crazy because although she's saying this it takes her forever to get to the point where she fig
May 05, 2019 rated it really liked it
Woo that was a ride

Na. Dark. Paranormal. Rh. 5 guys. Slowburn. Twins find out no one can really love them and everything is a lie. So at 15 they leave and make themselves famous. This was a good immersive introduction to the characters. You really got to know Lorcan, see her heal and her struggles. The guys are all awesome characters with different personality, which show. The story is epic... it does leave off with a cliffhanger (it's a dramatic series what do you expect). This is a little dark
Lawanda Gail
Sep 26, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Dark Reverse Harem Triggers

Everyone has a little dark in their soul. For most the light overpowers the dark.
Lorcan ,since the age of 15 has only felt the darkness. This series takes you on a journey with Lorcan , through abuse, drugs ,and feeling totally unworthy. She and her brother return to the place they were raised to attend senior year. She then has to deal with her 5 bonded mates. Can they bring her back from her downward spiraling? I recommend this book ,especially to the souls that are
Amber Brennan (caffeinatedbooks1)
If you’re looking for a Reverse Harem book different from all the rest, THIS IS IT!

This story was filled with so many different mythical creatures and so many different personalities. Sinclair delivered a RH book that completely had me rooting for every single person in play and not just one.

There was just the right amount of fluff, angst, horror, and smut to keep the story entertaining but not raunchy or boring. I cannot wait for the next book in this series!

I received a free copy of this boo
May 03, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Every single time

I could write music and poems and love stories to how much I love M Sinclair’s books😄 She is simply amazing. The plot twists, the emotions, the character development, the way the series work together in a way you never see coming. Simply 100% amazing. You will not regret reading this book!
Scarolet Ellis
May 06, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Horror of Your Heart by M. Sinclair is a wonderful dark reverse harem story that I have read. This is book number one in this wonderful start to a brand new series and writen by a brand new author for me. I highly recommend this story to everyone who loves reading dark reverse harem in their stories

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Sep 27, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Horror of your Heart took my heart, shattered it. Then proceeded to piece it together little by little with shifters, a Fae, and a Jinn. Just for my heart to be thrown on the floor and cracked all over again. I laughed and I cried. I even got some swooning in. Oh! And it even kept me guessing as to what Lorcan really is. This book might be my favorite from M. Sinclair so far. Fantastic job!
Apr 30, 2019 rated it it was amazing
I really enjoyed this story. Really good plot to the story. Very well written. Would highly recommend it to anyone who likes this kind of stories. Can't wait to read more from this author.

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Apr 30, 2019 rated it it was amazing

The storyline and character building are fantastic. The world is fascinating and filled with a woman who has been beaten down by life but isn’t done yet and strong alpha men.
Kelly Wheeler
May 01, 2019 rated it it was amazing

A completely original read, this book will take you on an emotional roller coaster ! Such a good read , looking forward to book 2!
Birdie O
Sep 24, 2019 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Hold on, because this is not a smooth ride

Compelling characters and deep storyline would make this 5 stars, but constant homophone mistakes detract from the flow. That being said, this is definitely a series I'm looking to continue.
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Author of Ashes & Bones (Amazon Bestseller Top #100 in Fantasy Romance!)
M. Sinclair is a Chicago native, parent to 3 cats, and can be found reading almost every moment of the day... yes, that includes while at work. Despite being new to publishing, M. Sinclair has been writing for nearly 10 years now. Currently, in love with the Reverse Harem genre, she plans to publish an array of works that

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