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Unknown Binding
Published February 8, 2021
All of my life, I’ve been teased or treated as an outcast because I’m never good enough. I’m either too fat, too shy, too quiet, too smart...too much of something. So, maybe it’s not that I’m not good enough.
Kynlee was an aspiring lingerie model so you can imagine what kind of body she has. Jaxx and Ace both look amazing and then there’s me...the fat girlfriend or at least that’s how I feel.
I roll over and I’m hit with a face full of Poppy’s hair.
“Why in the hell is she here?” she asks, pointing at sleeping Poppy. I sigh and sit up. “Last night ran over a little too late.” Kosi scoffs. “Disgusting.”
Poppy was from Brazil, an exotic beauty coming up in the modeling world.
Why are you freaking out anyways? You’re with Poppy and it’s been a few years.”
It’s been almost three years and there hasn’t been a single word between myself and Ace or Kynlee that involved Jaxx.
You saw all those perfectly plastic and airbrushed women and you felt like you couldn’t compare.
“From what I’ve seen on the internet and read in magazines, Jaxx has moved on just fine without me.” I cross my arms over my chest defensively.
He’s with Poppy and I have Ronin. Sometimes the things we thought were meant to be...aren't.”
“What do you expect? It’s always been ‘what’s that hot guy doing with that fat chick’,” she tells me. I step forward, the distance between us gone. “Not for me it wasn’t. I’d fight the world for you.”
Seeing Ronin today, in all of his naked glory, clearly flirting with the model and treating me in a condescending manner put things in a new perspective for me. Maybe, those tabloids and reports weren’t all wrong.
“I can’t cheat on him.” He sighs. “I’m pretty sure you already did.”
Ronin’s nostrils flare in anger. His hazel eyes are merely slits. “You’re breaking up with me? Who do you think you are? I can replace you with the snap of my fingers.”
“Good, then you should do that. Good luck with everything. Bye Ronin.”
Then there’s the problem I have to deal with once we get home. Poppy. We may not have an actual relationship, but I still need to make it clear that whatever we had going on between us is done and over. She’s not going to like it.
Jaxx is lying on his stomach, naked next to Poppy who also seems to have no clothes. Every emotion possible runs through my body in a flash. I don’t even have time to process one of them before my eyes begin to burn. How could he do this?